Tong Jiangxin could also clearly feel the hardness between Lu Chengxi's legs through their pants. She felt fear and an inexplicable longing in her heart. She didn't want to be like last night again, because she no longer had it.
An excuse to indulge.
After being kissed by Lu Chengxi, Tong Jiangxin tried her best to speak out, "Lu Chengxi, you can embarrass me in thousands of ways, why do you need to use this one?"
Lu Chengxi k
Watch TV and eat?”
There was a mist in Tong Jiangxin's eyes. When she agreed to Lu Chengxi to accompany him to Macau, she already knew what would happen. She abandoned all self-esteem, claiming it was for redemption, but she had already sunk.
Into the deeper abyss.
Tong Jiangxin stopped talking. Lu Chengxi kissed her neck and her open chest that he had rubbed. When he kissed her face again, he noticed the saltiness between his lips and teeth.
The movement paused, and it took Lu Chengxi a while before he said, "Why are you crying?"
Tong Jiangxin gritted her teeth and remained silent, not wanting to talk any more and add to the embarrassment.
Lu Chengxi was still pressing on Tong Jiangxin and did not hear her answer. He was silent for more than half a minute. Suddenly at a certain moment, he said angrily, "Tong Jiangxin, think about it with your fucking mind. If I really
If I want to embarrass you, I could have slept with you last night. I don’t care if you are the one here. I just want to feel good about myself. If I weren’t afraid that you would have a stomachache and be unable to sleep, you think I would run away eagerly.
Come here to warm your bed?!"
The warm breath from Lu Chengxi's mouth spread over Tong Jiangxin's face, making her burst into tears.
She couldn't help it any longer and sobbed.
In the darkness, Lu Chengxi was breathing heavily. He didn't know whether it was because he was angry with Tong Jiangxin or because the hardness underneath him was so swollen that it hurt. In any case, it was her fault!
After the two were in a stalemate for several minutes, Lu Chengxi was finally defeated. He rolled over Tong Jiangxin and lay on her side. Then he lifted up her clothes with his big hands. When she was trembling, he pointed his palm at her lower abdomen and let go.
Come down.
Tong Jiangxin's tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, almost wetting the pillow.
Lu Chengxi listened to Tong Jiangxin's sobs. After a long time, he whispered, "Tong Jiangxin, do you hate me so much?"
Tong Jiangxin was still sobbing, but Lu Chengxi smiled somewhat self-deprecatingly.
After what he did to Tong Jiangxin, was he still expecting her to say that she didn't dislike him or hate him? Lu Chengxi felt that he was going crazy.
"I don't hate you..."
I don't know how long it took, but Tong Jiangxin's voice with a strong nasal sound suddenly came from the quiet bedroom.
Lu Chengxi's body visibly tensed up, and he pursed his thin lips without making a sound.
After a while, Tong Jiangxin said, "I have already surpassed my dislike for you. I can only describe it as hate."
Lu Chengxi didn't know how to describe his current mood. It was like giving him a hope and lifting him higher, but the result was to make him fall even worse.
In the darkness, he raised the corners of his lips and said with a faint smile, "Really?"
Tong Jiangxin said, "I know everything happens for a reason. I have also put myself in your shoes and thought about it from your perspective. But Lu Chengxi, I have tried very hard not to hate you, but I can't..."
A large tear welled up from the corner of his eye, and then due to gravity, it quickly fell onto the soft pillow without making any sound.
Lu Chengxi's big hand was still flat on Tong Jiangxin's belly. Hearing the sound, he replied, "You have also experienced what it feels like to hate someone. As much as you hate me, I hate Tong Haizheng ten times or a hundred times. You
Don't blame me, if you want to blame me, blame you for being Tong Haizheng's daughter."
In the quiet night, Tong Jiangxin's nose was blocked, and she felt that there was a deep sense of helplessness and exhaustion in Lu Chengxi's voice.
She thought she was confused and heard wrongly, so she said, "I never blame myself for being my father's daughter. I am proud of myself as Tong Haizheng's daughter. Maybe it was my father who was wrong in the first place and caused your father...
But my father has already received the punishment he deserves. Everything in this world is retributive. Lu Chengxi, the Tong family's debt to you has been paid off long ago. If you still insist on going your own way, sooner or later you will suffer retribution!"
Lu Chengxi sneered and asked, "Retribution? What do you think will happen to a person who suffers retribution? Will he die? Or go to hell after death?" Tong Jiangxin said nothing, but her whole body was cold, even Lu Chengxi placed it on her lower abdomen
My hands didn't feel warm enough.
Lu Chengxi said directly, "Tong Jiangxin, you will never know how I got through the years after my father passed away. If there was no hatred, I would not survive today. You said I would suffer retribution, but I am not afraid of hell.
, I am even less afraid...because even if I go to hell, I will not be alone. I will hold you, and I will let Tong Haizheng look at you in hell, look at his most precious daughter, and eventually...
He ended up here because of his selfishness back then."
Lu Chengxi turned his head and looked at Tong Jiangxin on the left.
Tong Jiangxin didn't move, but she knew Lu Chengxi was looking at him.
Tong Jiangxin knew that Lu Chengxi must hold a grudge against Tong Hai for his mistakes, but she didn't expect that he would hate her to such an extent that he wished she could go to hell with him!
Her body was already numb, and there were no tears on Tong Jiangxin's face. She just said almost mechanically, "No matter what, you won't let me go, right?"
Lu Chengxi was silent for a while, and then said, "Even if I let you go, do you think you will live well?"
Tong Jiang said happily, "I will live very well... How about you give it a try?"
After saying that, she chuckled to herself, as if she was mocking.
Sure enough, Lu Chengxi also laughed, and he said loudly, "Tong Jiangxin, don't think about it anymore. Unless I get tired and want to let you go, you can never leave me and live a good life by yourself in this life."
Both of them were laughing, but what they said was so heartbreaking that it was unbearable.
Tong Jiangxin suddenly felt the urge to die together. She replied in a very low voice, "Okay, that's it..."
In this way, she was with him, whether they were alive or going to hell, they were together.
Tong Jiangxin thought that Lu Chengxi would not be able to hear her voice so quietly, but she did not expect that Lu Chengxi would say, "Tong Jiangxin, you said this, remember it."