Liao Jianing immediately said, "You know I am not such a person, and I am not saying this just to keep you away from him."
Tong Jiang said happily, "Jianing, I also want you to know that you and Uncle Cheng are the people I care about most in the world, and I really can't lose you."
Liao Jianing raised her eyes and looked at Tong Jiangxin. There were tears in Tong Jiangxin's beautiful eyes, as if she was holding back to prevent them from flowing out.
The two looked at each other, and after a while, Liao Jianing suddenly smiled helplessly, looked away, and said, "Why are we so unlucky? Everything happens to us."
Tong Jiangxin couldn't laugh, she just felt sad. Why did Li Mingyang like her instead of Jia Ning? Why did she choose to stay with Lu Chengxi instead of someone else? Why did their lives reach this point?
The mood was really depressing. Tong Jiangxin reached out to pick up the test tube in front of her and threw it away. She clearly felt the touch of the alcohol as it flowed down her throat. It felt cold at first, then hot, and then she felt a bit dizzy and paralyzed.
No wonder so many people are willing to drink, especially to relieve their sorrows. Even if it makes people forget everything for a short time, the poor people will be happy to drink.
When Liao Jianing saw this, she didn't say anything, picked up the wine glass and drank heavily.
The two of them sat facing each other without asking any questions, but they never stopped drinking.
Liao Jianing drank more than half a bottle of red wine in one go. She held her forehead with one hand and said loudly, "Jiang Xin, I feel really uncomfortable. My heart... feels like a big stone is pressing down on me, making it hard for me to breathe."
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Liao Jianing pointed to her heart with her left hand, frowning slightly, feeling like she had difficulty breathing.
Tong Jiangxin's heart seemed to be immersed in some kind of sour and corrosive liquid. She frowned and said, "I feel uncomfortable too. Seeing the stalemate between you and Mingyang because of me makes me feel uncomfortable; looking at the past
The four of us are so good, but now we are gradually going our separate ways, I feel bad; Lu Chengxi...heh, he forced my family to die, but I still followed him shamelessly, Jianing, do you think I am happy?"
As she spoke, Tong Jiangxin's tears fell. She closed her eyes and let the liquid, which could not be told whether it was cold or hot, drip down her delicate face and onto her pointed chin.
Liao Jianing lowered his head and said as if talking to himself, "You are not too soft-hearted, but your love is too deep... In this world, many people put family affection first, but more people put love first."
Put it first, it’s not that you have no face, it’s just that what you can’t convince more than your reason is your own heart.”
Listening to Liao Jianing's words, Tong Jiangxin gently raised the corners of her lips, showing a sarcastic smile, and said softly, "Jianing, will you look down on me?"
Liao Jianing smiled lightly and then said, "There is nothing to look down on. Everyone has their own choice. Why should others take self-righteousness for granted and regard it as a shackle to imprison others? Don't say you are my best friend, even if you are a stranger
Man, I can only say one thing...this woman is just too stupid."
Tong Jiangxin drank many drinks in a row and her head was a little dizzy. Following Liao Jianing's example, she put her hand on her forehead and whispered, "I also know that I am stupid. In fact, my reason also tells me that I can no longer believe it.
I can't be with him anymore... But I can't do it, Jianing, I really can't do it!"
Tong Jiangxin said that she wanted to gnash her teeth and hate that iron cannot become steel.
Liao Jianing stretched out her hand across the table and covered Tong Jiangxin's arm. She said, "Jiang Xin, stop torturing yourself like this. I have finally seen clearly that there is no such thing as deep grudges or grudges.
In other words, to be selfish, we all live our lives and live happily, no matter what, who knows where I will be tomorrow if I am drinking here today?"
Tong Jiangxin held Liao Jianing's left hand with her right hand. With tears on her face, she said while crying, "I am really scared. I am afraid that he will lie to me and that I will suffer that kind of pain again. But I am even more afraid. If I
Will I regret giving up on him... Every time I am around him, the scene of my dad jumping down from the building will appear in my mind... It is so real and real that I almost dare not blink..."
Tong Jiangxin had never said these words to anyone before, but today she finally said them out. She felt too many grievances in her heart and had suppressed them for too long. Her voice was choked and trembling when she spoke, and her face was covered with tears.
Liao Jianing held Tong Jiangxin's hand back. She shook it hard, and then said, "Now that you have made a decision, don't regret it. Even if the road ahead is not easy, you must grit your teeth and persevere!"
Tong Jiangxin covered half of her face with her left hand, shook her head, and said, "I'm really afraid that what's waiting for me ahead is an abyss..."
Liao Jianing felt that Tong Jiangxin's hands were trembling. She wanted to say something to comfort her, but she felt that the words she could say seemed too weak.
Liao Jianing knew everything about Tong Jiangxin's family, including some things between her and Lu Chengxi. They had gone through so much, but in the end they still chose to be together. It cannot be said that they did not love each other.
"Okay, anyway, you know that I will never leave you alone no matter what time, don't worry."
Thousands of words came to his lips, but Liao Jianing only said this.
Tong Jiangxin held Liao Jianing's hand tightly, as if she could draw some warmth from it.
The two of them were crying and talking about the words buried deep in their hearts. Tong Jiangxin said to Liao Jianing, "Jianing, if Lu Chengxi and I hate each other so much, we can start over. What's the big deal between you and Mingyang? If it's because of me.
, then both you and him know that it is impossible for us. As long as you speak clearly and give him a chance again, Mingyang is not an ignorant person."
Liao Jianing reached for the wine glass and looked at the bright red liquid in the glass. She said softly, "Unless he can see this kind of thing, he won't be able to let go of it no matter what we say."
Tong Jiangxin also felt very helpless, but the relationship between us was not ordinary, and some words could only be said at the last minute. If you said too much, it would be over.
There are thousands of words to say, some of which can be said, but there is no solution except drinking.
Liao Jianing and Tong Jiangxin drank one cup at a time. Liao Jianing was very upset. In addition, he drank too much and forgot that Tong Jiangxin had experienced gastric perforation. Tong Jiangxin also forgot that she was still pregnant with the child. She only knew that her heart was blocked.
I'm so panicked that I really want to drink to drown my sorrows.