"Speaking of killing...Tian Lan, can you promise me something?" Ye Yi thought of the scene when Tian Lan killed Jin Xiao Jinyu. The contrast between the decisive and almost cold-hearted person in Ye Yi's heart and the gentle person in Ye Yi's heart
It's so big that he still can't accept it until now.
"Tell me..." With Tianlan's mind, he didn't know what he wanted to say. He knew that Ye Yi would always look down upon murder. He was too kind. Kindness is a good thing, but being too kind can
It will bring bad consequences. Tianlan knows this very well, but Ye Yi can't understand it now. He still has too little experience, and the beauty and ugliness of human nature are equally thrilling. As the saying goes, "You must not have the intention to harm others, and beware of it"
Human heart is indispensable.”
People can't help themselves in the world, and often you can't decide whether to kill or not. Being tolerant to your enemies means being cruel to yourself. People are not made up of good things. You can ask yourself to be kind and charitable, but you can't force others to sacrifice themselves for others.
Tianlan is not a murderous person, he just kills the people he wants to kill and saves the people he wants to save. In the ups and downs of the world for 20,000 years, he has killed many, many people and saved many, many others. Good and evil are inseparable.
There is no absolute standard in his mind, it all depends on how he thinks! But, then again, killing people to accumulate grudges, saving people to accumulate virtues, this is the same. Maybe one day there will be enemies to hunt down, maybe one day there will be
The beneficiary comes to repay the favor, and the sins and favors in the last life are waiting for the baptism of reincarnation.
Tianlan knew that he was about to die soon. If Ye Yi asked him, he wouldn't mind giving up killing people. It would be considered as a way to accumulate some evil virtue.
Seeing that his words were ambiguous and unsure of his thoughts, Ye Yi could only say cautiously: "I...I hope you kill as few people as possible..."
"Okay." Tian Lan knew what he was going to say and answered without any hesitation, which actually stunned Ye Yi.
"I promise you. Unless necessary, I will not harm people's lives easily."
"Really?" Ye Yi was overjoyed. He didn't expect Tianlan to be so easy to talk to. He agreed almost without hesitation. For a moment, he felt that it was not true.
Tianlan didn't explain too much, just looked into his eyes with a smile.
Ye Yi also looked back at his eyes. Eyes are the windows to the soul, and those dark and deep eyes were so determined. Ye Yi knew that he must be serious, and couldn't help but feel a little nervous, saying: "Ah, don't be so serious.
I’m not asking you for anything.”
"I know. This is just a promise." Tianlan said calmly. But the weight of a promise in his heart is even heavier than his life, which is something Ye Yi doesn't understand.
"Master!" At this time, Xiaotang suddenly ran over. Her hair was a little messy, and she was still holding the coat that Tianlan had put on her before. It seemed that she had just woken up, and she hurriedly found out that Tianlan was gone.
I ran out to look for it without even bothering to tidy up my appearance.
"You're here! That's great!" She ran to the lake out of breath, and said with a smile that seemed angry, "Why didn't you call me when you woke up? I was still worried! Fortunately, it's not far here."
Tianlan stood up, gently straightened her messy hair with her hands, and said softly: "I see you are sleeping soundly, and I can't bear to disturb you. You must be too tired, you have dark circles under your eyes in the past two days.
Didn't you sleep well?"
"Dark circles? Do you have any?" Girls attach great importance to appearance, especially in front of the person they like. She lowered her head and rubbed her eyes quickly, her heart pounding.
"Okay, stop rubbing it." Tianlan smiled and held Xiaotang's wrist and said, "I'm just kidding you, our Xiaotang is the most beautiful."
Xiaotang immediately blushed, lowered his head, and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito's: "It will make me happy..." Seeing that the atmosphere between the two of them was good, Ye Yi stopped joining in the fun and walked not far away.
He continued to look at his moon. But his curiosity got the best of him and he couldn't help but prick up his ears and listen.
"By the way," Xiaotang suddenly remembered the reason why she came out to chase him, and gently put the coat in her hand on his shoulders, with tender eyes, and said, "It's cold and heavy, your injury is not healed yet, you are wearing such a
Come out thinly and be careful of getting sick."
Her tone was soft, like a wife who cared about her husband. She didn't wear much herself, but her heart was focused on him, and she couldn't care less about herself.
"Xiaotang," he grabbed her hand, then weakly let go, turned his back to her and said sadly, "You... I understand what you mean, but you don't need to be like this, I am not a person worthy of your love.
people."
Xiaotang's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, and his smile froze instantly. He asked blankly: "What, what do you mean? I... don't understand..."
There was helplessness in Tianlan's voice, and she said: "You should understand that you are the person who knows me best, right? I may not be able to repay your love, your youth, and you... will find someone more suitable for you."
He has been with Xiaotang for ten years, and Xiaotang has been by his side most of the time. How could he not understand her thoughts? He knows that she loves him, and this love has already surpassed the relationship between master and servant.
The true love between a man and a woman. But he cannot accept it because he is not qualified to accept the love of any girl.
He also has his own ideas about love. What is love? Is love just a vigorous and unscrupulous love?
No, love is also a kind of responsibility. If you really love someone, you must make her happy for the rest of her life, and at least stay by her side for the rest of her life. However, Tianlan does not have that condition. Soon, maybe tomorrow, maybe
It's the day after tomorrow, and he will pass away in less than half a year at most. How can he accept Xiaotang's selfless love like this? How can he give her happiness and stability? He doesn't want to delay her youth. She should have someone who can accompany her throughout her life.
The person who loves her all her life, and that person cannot be him.
If you can't bear the responsibility behind love, then don't love, don't let the person you cherish endure the pain of losing your lover. Because he is such a person, the more emotional a person is, the more rigorous he is in giving to his feelings. Don't love
, it is a good thing for him or Xiaotang.
"No, Master, why do you say that? Did Xiaotang do something wrong? Did I make you unhappy in some way?!" Xiaotang walked around Tianlan and grabbed his arms.
, the voice became louder unconsciously. She couldn't accept Tianlan's words, although she could vaguely understand Tianlan's thoughts, because her Tianlan was always so gentle, always caring about the people around him the most without thinking too much about himself.
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"Xiaotang, calm down." Tian Lan saw that Xiaotang was about to lose control, and felt a little regretful in his heart for saying this to her, but he had to say this, and he didn't know if he would have another chance in the future.
"Calm down? I'm very calm! I know very well that you are the person I'm looking for! Why? Why not? Do you hate me?" Xiaotang has always been a little reserved, even if she has determined herself
She loves him, but doesn't want to cause unnecessary trouble to him. So she tries her best to maintain this delicate balance. But now that Tianlan has brought it up, Xiaotang can no longer be timid. She is afraid of losing him forever.
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"How could I hate you..." Tianlan still couldn't bear to say harsh words to her, and sighed quietly, "You know, I am a dying person, I have no right to love you, why do you have to force me to say it?
?" He gently stroked her pretty face and wiped away the tears on her face.
"No, no! You won't die! I will definitely find a way to save you! Definitely! I won't let you go!" Xiaotang cried and hugged him, crying and yelling, but it was the most sincere and touching thing.
On the other hand, at such a moment when she couldn't help herself, she still remembered that Tian Lan had injuries on his body, and was careful not to touch his wounds.
"Xiaotang, first love is always hard to let go of. When you meet the person you are destined for, you will know who you like more..." He couldn't bear to see her cry, so he comforted her softly and patted her gently.
back.
Xiaotang suddenly smiled, and she smiled beautifully. She said: "When I met him, I fell in love... If there really is such a person, Xiaotang would not have a second heart for him." She said very quietly.
, even Tian Lan, who was leaning next to her, didn't hear the second half of the sentence clearly.