We have never been so needy, we have never been so desperate, we are close to each other, we give each other our best, but it seems that it is never enough, and we are at the end of the road, without absolute forgiveness and warmth.
Because expectations are never given
"Nuanyan, please don't leave me, okay?" After the peak, he hugged her tightly and kissed her thin, trembling red lips, his voice was hoarse.
Yu Nuanyan didn't know how to answer because she had no choice. Lu Chendong had not been married before. Even if she was forced to be Lu Chendong's lover, she could still comfort herself in her heart that Lu Chendong was her imaginary "cousin" [
But now that Lu Chendong is married, he is a man with a family and a wife. She is not afraid of this moral bottom line. She can't pretend that nothing happened and stay by his side. She can't do that.
Lu Chendong felt even more flustered and uncomfortable when he couldn't get an answer. He bit her red lips again, kissed her neck crazily, and kneaded her. His soft hands lingered on every corner of her body, covering her whole body. The mark that belongs to him seems to be the only way he can tell her how much he loves her and needs her
Yu Nuanyan was a little painful from being kissed. After the excitement, her thoughts were more indifferent and calm. She broke away from Lu Chendong's body and sat up with a calm expression, "Chendong... I'm sorry."
Lu Chendong's finger joints tightened. He reached out to pull her, but she had already stood up and walked towards the bathroom. Lu Chendong frowned and couldn't help but tremble.
The last joy brings the breath of parting
The strong pressure on his chest made him breathless
But Lu Chendong didn't move because this time he didn't have the courage to keep her at all.
Over the past two years, he has somewhat understood Yu Nuanyan's temperament. She is a woman who looks weak on the outside but is actually very strong and stubborn on the inside.
She will turn back on love. She is an ordinary girl. What she wants is the most stable life and the most ordinary marriage.
Lu Chendong can't give these, at least not for the time being.
Lu Chendong is different. He admits that he loves her and has never loved a woman so much. But after all, she cannot be her only one and his most important one.
Because he is a man and a proud and conceited man
Grandpa's words were so severe that if he didn't marry Liu Wanxi, he would lose everything, his position as president of Chengye Group, his identity as the second young master of the Lu family, and all the Lu family's property that should belong to him.
He didn't know why grandpa would be so angry. He didn't know why he would reject Yu Nuanyan so much and would even use everything he owned as a threat. But grandpa didn't lie to him and he didn't dare to take the risk.
Because he knows better than anyone that he is nothing like that after leaving the Lu family. What else can he talk about that is best for Yu Nuanyan?
Yu Nuanyan quickly took a shower and came out. Her clothes were almost torn. She bit her lip, opened the box, put on a high-collared green gown, and put it on. Lu Chendong sat on the bed and watched her pack everything. Looking at her lips stubbornly pursed into a line, looking at her pale face with indifference and despair written on it, looking at the charm and weakness between her lowered eyebrows and raised hands, his heart suddenly felt a sharp pain.
"Nuan Yan, you are so determined to leave me that I care so much about that important position." He was making his final struggle.
It can only be called a struggle because Yu Nuanyan will not look back and he knows
Yu Nuanyan stood up straight, sighed, and then uttered two words: "Take care" [
Without any more words, Yu Nuanyan picked up the box, opened the door and walked out.
Housekeeper Liu has prepared a car and is waiting outside. Yu Nuanyan did not refuse this time. The possibility of getting a taxi in the villa area is almost zero. She doesn't have to be pretentious. Since others want to give her a last ride, then just do it. I'm afraid if she wants to give it away in the future. There's no such chance anymore
Along the way, Yu Nuanyan kept looking at the road outside. She drove by it every day and never took a closer look. Today, she discovered that there were many kapok trees planted on the roadside. It was already time for the flowers to fade. Many red petals fell on both sides of the road. It looked like So beautiful
"Steward Liu, if you have anything to say, just say it." Yu Nuanyan did not change his gaze, his eyes were still looking at the kapok trees passing by one by one, and his voice was also light.
Housekeeper Liu looked at Yu Nuanyan in the rearview mirror and sighed slightly before saying, "Miss Yu may have something I shouldn't say more, but this time the young master really has a last resort..."
The corners of Yu Nuanyan's lips raised slightly and then she smiled and said, "I know he has his own difficulties. He is a noble son of a wealthy family. How could he marry me, an unknown woman? I have always been too stupid and naive. If I hadn't known about him, Now that I'm married, I may continue to make such mistakes... Now that he's willing to let me go, I can peacefully return to the life that should belong to me, so Butler Liu, I don't blame him at all, don't worry."
"Miss Yu..." Butler Liu frowned slightly, and there was nothing he could do about such a stubborn Yu Nuanyan. Although he was worried about his young master, what made him even more sad was seeing the pair of fateful mandarin ducks separated like this. But this mistake Who can afford it?
"Steward Liu, thank you for taking care of me for so long. Don't worry, I will take good care of you. I'm used to this kind of abandonment. Haha, really, you don't have to worry about me... and drop me off at the intersection ahead. I can get a taxi there myself." When I go back, everything else... I'll leave it all to you."
Doesn't that "other" refer to Lu Chendong? After all, Miss Yu is still worried about the young master.
Butler Liu sighed and stopped the car. He stopped a car for Yu Nuanyan and put his luggage away. Then he said goodbye to Yu Nuanyan. Yu Nuanyan was grateful for Butler Liu's attentiveness. Watching Butler Liu drive back, Yu Nuanyan's heart suddenly changed. My eyes are a little cool and my eyes are a little red.
The driver waiting there called her twice, she suddenly realized, wiped her eyes hurriedly and got into the car.
The car drove all the way to the small attic. Yu Nuanyan adjusted his breathing before getting out of the car and carried the box down. Just as he was thinking about walking to the attic, he found a strange car in front of the attic. Yu Nuanyan frowned slightly. Who is here?
After paying the driver and asking him to wait at the door for a while, he still had to go to the train station to buy a ticket. After giving instructions, Yu Nuanyan walked towards the attic. As soon as he walked to the door, he heard a thin cry. It was his mother who was waiting anxiously to leave. When I entered, I suddenly heard a magnetic and kind-hearted man's voice: "Mikoto, you have really worked hard for all these years..."
Yu's mother's voice also came slowly, "Don't talk about the past. I deserve all this. Go away. I'm very happy that you can come see me. After a while, Nuanyan came back. I don't want her to see you..." "
"Miqin...I..." When the man was about to say more, he suddenly saw a young girl with a cold face and long hair standing at the door. It was Yu Nuanyan.
Although Yu Nuanyan was not sure yet, he had already guessed who this man might be from the vague words of the two people just now. She couldn't help but walked out and wanted to see this man who had abandoned their mother and daughter for more than 20 years. What does he look like? He has a cold expression on his face.
The photo of the man she had had turned white, and that was when he was still young. Now twenty-one years later, the man seems to have changed a lot. He looks calm, restrained, gentle, and has an elegant temperament. There is such a man that her mother loves very much. The capital to attract women, at least when he was young
"Nuanyan, you...you're back." Yu's mother was a little flustered. In fact, she really didn't want Yu Nuanyan to see that Wen Bihai, his biological father, suddenly bumped into her. She felt a little uncomfortable.
Yu Nuanyan bit her lip, "Mom, please pack your things and we can go."
Yu Nuanyan was a little stiff when she looked at men directly and even spoke to Yu's mother.
The man who abandoned her mother for more than 20 years, the man who ruined her mother's life, the man she should call daddy... She had imagined the scene of meeting him again several times and even thought that he might have some last resort difficulties. But now it seems that all is fake
She could not forgive all the hurt and betrayal this man had caused to her mother and herself [
Wen Bihai felt a little uncomfortable. His brows furrowed slightly and his thin lips tightened. He wanted to say something, but in the end he only remained silent. Yu Mu bit her lip and stepped forward to hold Yu Nuanyan's hand. "Nuanyan is..." "
"Who is this person? I don't want to know. Mom, hurry up and pack your things. Let's go back to our hometown..." Yu Nuanyan interrupted Yu's mother. At this time, she could no longer believe that the so-called loving mother had learned from the past and she was repeatedly raped. Isn’t it tragic enough for three men to abandon this lesson in various ways?
Yu's mother was so stuck in her throat that she couldn't say another word. Wen Bihai took a deep breath and looked at the mother and daughter in front of her. The guilt in her heart became even stronger. She had already been mentally prepared, but it still hurt when he was really rejected by his own daughter. It hurts
"Dad Nuanyan knows I'm sorry for you and your mother..."
"Wait a minute, sir, I don't seem to know you. Please don't give yourself a random title. We don't welcome strangers. Please come out right now..." Yu Nuanyan shouted with a firm attitude.
"Nuan Yan, please don't be like this. This man is really your father. He had... some last resort difficulties..." Yu Mu said in a low voice and tears fell down as soon as she said a few words.
Yu Nuanyan only feels disheartened. She knows better than anyone how much her mother has suffered after so many years. But even so, the traces of this man can never be erased from her heart, no matter how many years pass.