Chapter 13 Selling Yourself With All Your Strength
Lu Chendong looked at Yu Nuanyan, gently stretched out his hand, wiped the transparent tears on her face, and continued, "Nuanyan, for your mother, you have to live a good life, right? Otherwise, how can you
Are you worthy of her? Right?"
Yu Nuanyan gritted her teeth and did not avoid his hand, but she did not speak either.
Lu Chendong gently put his arm around her shoulders and continued, "Nuan Yan, look, you have grown so big, and your biological father has not seen you yet..."
Yu Nuanyan's body trembled slightly, and the man's voice continued, "As long as you behave well, I will agree to help you find your father... How about it? This condition is very reasonable. I miss your mother very much.
Your father!"
If Lu Chendong's previous words only made Yu Nuanyan hesitate or waver, then this sentence hit the mark. Yu Nuanyan knew very well how much Yu's mother missed her father who had left. When she was a child, she often
I saw my mother crying secretly alone, and I would hear her crying when I woke up at night.
I remember one time when Yu Nuanyan was four or five years old, she fell seriously ill. When she was sent to the hospital, the doctors said there was no way he could be saved, but her mother refused to give up and begged the doctors to save her and revive her.
, she stayed by Yu Nuanyan's side day and night for three days before Yu Nuanyan woke up and was out of danger.
When her mother saw her, she said something that Yu Nuanyan still remembers vividly. She said to Nuanyan, I have already lost him, and I can't lose you anymore!
But now Yu Nuanyan couldn't help but think that if she had really died at that time, her mother, who was only in her twenties at the time, might still be happy.
Because of her own birth, her mother has the need to protect her, and the need to wait, to protect herself, and to wait for the person who may never come back in her lifetime!
In the final analysis, the culprit is yourself!
"Mr. Lu, you win..." Yu Nuanyan closed her eyes and spoke in a low voice, her voice weak.
"...I can stay in this villa and become your lover, but you must also promise me...our relationship should be kept secret. The most important thing is that my mother cannot know about it, and...help me find the one
people……"
These few words sounded so concise, but Yu Nuanyan felt that he had exhausted all his body's strength.
Use all your strength to sell yourself out!
Lu Chendong smiled lightly, "Nuan Yan, you should have realized this a long time ago. It really worries me a lot!" After saying that, he picked up the almost cold rice porridge on the table again and pursed his lips with a smile.
, "It's already cold, what a pity!"
"It doesn't matter, I'll eat!" Yu Nuanyan hurriedly took the bowl, picked up the spoon and started eating in big bites.
Looking at Yu Nuanyan's appearance, Lu Chendong couldn't help but feel ridiculous, and even showed a hint of disdain. He stretched out his hand, pinched Yu Nuanyan's chin, and smiled faintly, "Yu Nuanyan, I really thought you were tall.
I'm capable now, but now it seems that it's nothing more than this. If I had known the result now, I would have pretended to be a chaste and martyr girl. It's disgusting to think about it!" After saying that, he let go of his hand and let out a burst of joking noises again.
laughter.
Yu Nuanyan turned her head away, feeling cold for a while. The hand holding the spoon suddenly tightened, but she clenched her teeth and suppressed the sadness and helplessness in her heart. Without saying a word, she could only hear the big drop.
The tears kept falling, falling into the bowl and into my heart.
"There is never a woman that I, Mr. Lu, want that I can't get! It's just a woman! How much do I, Mr. Lu, want? And your mother, I guess it was just for someone else to play with, and she ran away when her belly got bigger.
It’s really ridiculous that she’s still waiting stupidly!”
After Lu Chendong finished speaking, he glanced at Yu Nuanyan who was sitting there motionless, smiled coldly, then turned around and walked towards the door.
With a "swish——" sound, Lu Chendong felt a strong wind coming, followed by a "bang——" sound, a bowl fell on the door, and then fell to the ground, with a "pop——" sound,
It shattered instantly, and the sticky rice porridge spilled down, splashing all over the man standing in front of the door.
"Lu Chendong, I don't care how you insult me, but you are not allowed to... talk about my mother!" A woman's angry voice came from behind.
The man frowned slightly, and a chilling feeling slowly spread around him. He slowly turned around, walked to the bed in a few steps, and then grabbed her neck and said, "Yu
Nuanyan, are you looking for death?"
Yu Nuanyan raised her head, her face became extremely ugly because of difficulty breathing, but there was no compromise in her eyes. She said intermittently, "Lu Chendong, if you have the ability... just strangle me to death... that's it."
…”
If you strangle me to death, I won't have to suffer anymore. Neither my mother nor myself will have to suffer anymore!
"Haha, you want to die? It's not that easy!" After the man finished speaking, he released his hand on her neck. Yu Nuanyan, who had regained her breath, stroked her chest and began to breathe heavily. When she raised her head, she had already looked at Lu
Chendong took off his upper body clothes, and Yu Nuanyan's breath was stagnant, "Lu Chendong, what are you going to do?"
"What are you doing? Have you forgotten what you promised just now? Then I'll tell you what I'm going to do now?!" Lu Chendong said, leaning forward suddenly and pressing Yu Nuanyan on the bed, his dark eyes reflecting
Yu Nuanyan showed a slightly frightened expression, "What? Now you know how scared you are? Didn't you feel confident when you threw the porcelain bowl at me just now? But it's a pity. It didn't hit me. My Master Lu's life is very big.
, but you... have to pay the price for what you just did!"
After he finished speaking, he pulled off Yu Nuanyan's T-shirt behind him. Seeing her smooth body appearing in front of him, a sneer appeared in the corner of his mouth, "When you disobey me, you should have known that something would happen."
As a result, you, a bitch, do you really think you are a treasure? Let me tell you, Mr. Lu, I have all kinds of women I want, but I just don’t want to let you go, what can you do to me?
If I want to kill you, it’s easier than killing an ant, so be smart and you’d better be good to me!”
Yu Nuanyan gritted her teeth, put her hands on her chest, and large tears suddenly fell from her eyes. She didn't want this man to look at her humbleness, but she just couldn't control those tears.
A year ago, she was forced to sell herself to him. A year later, the new life she thought she had collapsed the moment he appeared.
She was too naive, thinking that fate would let her go.
Only now do I realize that fate has always been irreversible.
And she is just a pitiful existence played by fate.
"Crying? Why are you crying? Master, I hate crying women the most! Force your tears away quickly!" After Lu Chendong finished speaking, he grabbed her hair and moved closer to her white, almost transparent face.
Yu Nuanyan didn't speak, she just stared at him fiercely. The temperature of her tears touched the slightly cold fingertips of the man, burning out large areas of sadness, but she still stared at this handsome man who was so close.
.
"Do you think what I said fell on deaf ears? Didn't you hear me when I said you're not allowed to cry? Don't cry!!!" The man's violent shout came, and the grip on her hair suddenly tightened, Yu Nuanyan said softly
He snorted lightly, then smiled lightly.
"What's wrong, Mr. Lu? Why can't I cry? Does my crying make you feel what a shameful and despicable thing you are doing now? It makes you see clearly how sinful your hands are.
And darkness? How ridiculous? Mr. Lu, are you also afraid? Are you also afraid of retribution? You..."
With a crisp sound of "Pa-", Yu Nuanyan only felt a burning pain on his face, and his consciousness was blurred for a moment. Then his two slender arms were suddenly lifted to the top of his head and loosened in small pieces.
The sound of the belt reached the eardrums, and Yu Nuanyan's heart tightened.
When she was about to struggle, the man leaned forward and pulled off her sweatpants. Then he thrust his waist forward and penetrated her body without any foreplay or care...
"Well..." Yu Nuanyan couldn't help but let out a scream, her face suddenly turned as pale as paper, her lips were bitten by her own teeth, and the sweet taste of blood spread in her mouth, exuding a faint bitter taste, and she felt in her heart
The pain was much stronger than her body's. She gritted her teeth and saw helpless tears in her eyes once again when she saw the man's cruel eyes.
When the man saw her expression, he felt a burst of joy in his heart. He leaned forward and bit the rose on her chest fiercely. He leaned in with his lower body, no matter how painful the person underneath him was, no matter how misty his eyes were.
How heartbreaking it is that he still keeps possessing her and plundering her.
He is like a wild beast that vents its anger and will brutally kill any disobedient prey, just like the woman beneath him.
From the first time they met her to now, the two have been entangled for a year. Although they were separated for most of the time, there seemed to be a hand in the power that pushed her in front of him.
, and became a sacrifice for him to comfort himself.
To him, she is just a sacrifice!
The smell of blood spread in the surrounding air. He took possession of her again and again, using all kinds of humiliating ways to torture her and play with her until she finally couldn't help but beg loudly for mercy.
He shed heart-wrenching tears until she... fainted under him, and he finally stopped all movements...
Looking at this frail woman, he gritted his teeth and stretched out his fingers to touch her paper-pale cheek. He frowned slightly. Why don't you give in to me? Didn't we agree a year ago?
You waited for me well, but...how did you treat me?...
...It's not that I wanted to do this to you, it was you...it was you who took a step ahead of me and betrayed the promise between us!