"Forget it, don't think too much, so as not to get confused..." Xia Xingxiao shook her head and cut off the thinking in her mind.
He tried hard to expel these seemingly ridiculous ideas from his mind and gradually returned to reality. To be honest, he had no interest in fighting for the starry sky. He was,
I have never had any great ideals, no fanatical fighting spirit, and no idea of leaving a name in history. Perhaps, it is almost the same for thousands of years. Even if I have been a human being for two lifetimes, I don’t know what my life goal is. The idea of fighting over the stars,
It's indeed a little too far away.
For him now, there seem to be only two tasks. The first is to save his life. The second is to save his father's life. As long as he does these two, he will basically be considered completing the task.
As for the third one, he wanted to do it, but unfortunately he didn't know where to start.
The third task is of course to find his biological mother. Which child doesn’t want to know who his biological mother is? Which child does he don’t want to stay by his biological mother? However, Xia Xingxiao asked
My father many times, who was his biological mother, where did he go, and when did he come back. As a result, every time he asked, Xia Qianfeng would say irritably, stop asking, don't mention her, just act like
She died. After asking a few more times, his father had a bigger temper and he didn't dare to ask.
However, Xia Xingxiao was always unwilling to give up. Gradually, this problem became a knot in his heart and could not be solved. When he was in a bad mood, he had to go to a nightclub to indulge himself.
After exhausted and dying, he would not continue to think about this question. However, every time he woke up, this question would still linger in his mind.
Judging from my father's tone, it seemed that his biological mother should be still alive, but she had a quarrel with her father and left the family. If it weren't for a quarrel, my father wouldn't have spoken in such an impatient tone.
Even more unhappy, you just think she is dead. In Xia Xingxiao's impression, since her mother disappeared, my father has never had a refrain, nor any other lover. It can be concluded that he and
My mother must have had problems with her relationship. But what happened to her?
Could it be that my mother ran away with the third party? This is the only answer that Xia Xingxiao can think of. Only such an answer can explain why Xia Qianfeng is so irritable? His wife ran away with the third party. Can you?
Is she irritable? This just explains why she doesn't want her own son. She ran to have a leisurely life with other men, of course she couldn't bring a scoop!
As long as you think of this speculation, Xia Xingxiao's heart will sting involuntarily. Yes, it is stinging, as if there are spikes that are deeply pierced on his heart, making him feel unbearable. Especially
When it was late at night, as long as you think of this answer, the stinging feeling would become even stronger. He deeply suspected that he was a child abandoned by his biological mother.
Every time she thinks of this inference, Xia Xingxiao feels very hatred in her heart. He really wants to ask her in person why she abandoned him? Why did she abandon her own son? Why did she go to live with other men.
?But he couldn't ask any of these words. Because he didn't know who his biological mother was, and he didn't know where she was at the moment.
No one who is a son hopes to see this inference become true. Xia Xingxiao doesn't want it even more. He hopes that his inferences are all wrong, absurd, and they are all dismissive of others. He hopes that he
His biological mother did not abandon him. He hoped that his biological mother did not leave him because of another man. He hoped that his biological mother would still love him, or that he hoped that he would return to him day and night. He hoped that his biological mother would still love him.
, his biological mother is still great.
However, all the evidence points to this worst inference. Especially the father's reaction, Xia Xingxiao believed that his biological mother must have done something that was sorry for her father, which would have caused her father to do this.
Great anger. In his impression, the father was always friendly in front of his son, and he would suddenly become extremely angry only when he mentioned his mother.
As a backbone MP, Xia Qianfeng is also a professional politician. His cultivation skills are still very good, and he usually does not show his emotions. If he hadn't had a deep conflict with his mother, he wouldn't have shown that
It looks angry. From this, it is inferred that my father and mother have a deep conflict. I just don’t know what conflict they have? It’s so hard that they don’t even want to mention their names?
Sometimes, Xia Xingxiao feels that she is also quite sad. She has a good mother, but she just doesn't know who it is. It's so tormenting. A motherless child seems to feel that her life is missing no matter where she goes.
It seems like something very important. Maybe others don’t feel anything and can’t see it at all, but deep down in Xia Xingxiao’s heart, I always feel that my life is still a bit gray.
Within his ability, he tried all his skills to try to find out the news from his father, but he got nothing. He started with the people around him and searched for his father's daily items everywhere.
Even after reading his diary, I still found nothing. It seems that the resentment between his father and his mother is indeed very deep, otherwise, his father would not have cleared all her traces.
.This made Xia Xingxiao feel even more frightened. He was worried that his inference was really correct. His biological mother really abandoned him.
The only clue is that he was born on Chen Yuan on September 8, 1993. This was filled in on his hospital's birth certificate. After verification, the time was accurate. At this time, his father had not founded it yet.
Chaduomie Mineral Trading Company. His father's company was founded after Chenyuan in 1994. If his speculation is correct, this company should have been founded by his father after his mother left. It is probably his mother's.
Leaving, letting my father turn grief into motivation, and soon the company developed.
Unfortunately, in Xia Xingxiao's memory, there was no memory of his mother. Even the vagueest image was not found. From this, it should be that his mother had left his father's side shortly after he was born.
.At least, before he had a memory, she had abandoned him. During this period, her father should have raised herself alone for a period of time before handing over to her later adoptive mother. According to her adoptive mother, she was Chen Yuan in 1995.
After that, he began to take care of him.
Ye Jiuyan found that Xia Xingxiao's expression was wrong and asked curiously: "Xia Xingxiao, what are you thinking?"
Xia Xingxiao was depressed and frustrated, and said casually: "I miss my mother."
Ye Jiuyan said casually: "Where does your mother work?"
Xia Xingxiao said: "I have never seen my biological mother."
Ye Jiuyan was stunned. This Xia Xingxiao actually grew up from a single-parent family? How could it be?
Involuntarily, her impression of Xia Xingxiao changed a lot. She had never seen her biological mother before, that is to say, he had never enjoyed the warmth brought to him by his biological mother? From her perspective
As for a child without a mother, he is definitely a pitiful person! Women's sympathy is flooded, and so is Ye Jiuyan. The bad feeling that Xia Xingxiao gave her was temporarily concealed by her sympathy.
Xia Xingxiao didn't want to continue talking about this topic. He gradually recovered from his depression just now. The current situation was not his turn to think about it, and everything had to go out from Ho Luoxing. Fortunately,
All of your natal beasts have been upgraded to level 4. This is definitely good news. As long as you become stronger and find your biological mother, it will be much more convenient.
Due to the damn law of the natal beasts, if they didn't upgrade, Xia Xingxiao wouldn't want to upgrade. Now, they have finally all upgraded to level 4, and are on par with Xia Xingxiao. This means that, next,
It should be that Xia Xingxiao has upgraded. If there were no accidents, he should have been promoted to level 5 soon. To be precise, it only takes less than ten hours.
In order to survive, Xia Xingxiao felt that he should hurry up to level 5. Compared with the huge energy required by the five sandworm larvae, Xia Xingxiao did not need much energy to upgrade. During this period, from
The energy fed back from the sandworm larvae can help him improve his level very quickly. The power of stars they give away is much more than the amount of heaven and earth energy he absorbs himself.
He looked back and thought that it seemed that it was less than a hundred hours since he arrived at Horostar, and he was about to upgrade. If he hadn't been dragged down by the five sandworm larvae, he probably wouldn't have to upgrade to level six.
For a long time, I am afraid everyone will be surprised by this speed of cultivation. Speaking of which, this Horostar is really a blessed place for practitioners.
Of course, only he will have this feeling. For other practitioners, Horo Star is more like hell. If it weren't forcibly thrown here by his superiors, they would never have appeared on their own initiative. The monsters here
The degree of cruelty is beyond anyone's imagination. They will destroy their lives here at any time. If they can't even save their lives, what else can they talk about upgrading?
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