The low chanting that kept washing through my mind like a wave receded, and the originally ambiguous and dark space turned into pure white.
(Am I... dead?)
I can't find any lines, not even a point. No matter which direction I turn, I can't see the end. In every direction, I can only see the endless whiteness that doesn't even exist on the horizon. I can't even tell where I am facing.
distinguish.
Under normal circumstances, one would be mentally disturbed after staying here for 5 minutes, but now he is able to deal with it calmly. It is indeed easy for people to question whether he is still alive.
"If you expect a blissful death, is that really a pity?"
Roland turned to the source of the sound.
The slightly mocking voice was so familiar that Roland thought he would see a familiar figure when he turned around. However, he felt unbelievable, and at the same time, there was some strange impulse awakening.
It's definitely that guy. Although he's right, it seems a bit——
(...When did you become so cute?)
Li Lin was floating in the air with his feet up as usual, but his figure was a squashed version of the Q version. Considering that he often made a clone of the Q version to act as a microphone and monitor, Roland, who was used to it, probably wouldn't have such a big reaction.
Can be reduced in proportion to the previous body shape
Compared to the mini version, now it has not only shrunk to two heads, but also gained a little baby fat. Black horns grew on both sides of its head, and small bat wings flapped up and down on its back.
The triangular tail is swaying back and forth.
A more vivid explanation is that in the past, it was the cool Barbie doll, but now it is the hello.kitty version of the devil doll with its own cute filter. The cuteness output of the two is not the same dimension. They are bathed in the cute light.
Roland rushed towards his former guardian, pinched his cheeks with both hands, and pulled him to both sides with a "Puff, Puff" sound.
"……What are you doing?"
The elongated lip line turned into a sliced watermelon smile, and the plump divine agent asked confused questions.
(Sure enough, it is soft when pinched, more comfortable than a pillow, and very Qing like a fruit gummy candy.)
"This is a collection of information created in the consciousness space based on your cognitive information about me. It is the shell borrowed by foreign consciousness after it enters your personal consciousness. To put it bluntly, it is your inner imagination about me. So no matter what appears,
Is it selling cute dolls, or is Godzilla wearing the skin of Hello Kitty and making trouble and breathing fire everywhere? They are all just imaginary images, do you understand?"
(I basically understand it, but how come it makes me become more cute when I talk about brain-burning content in such a serious manner? Is this the so-called "contrast cuteness"?)
"At this time, we can still explore such irrelevant issues. How would you like me to describe you? Optimistic? No nerves? Bold? You were completely betrayed by the person you wanted to protect and save, and you almost became a donor.
It’s a human flesh doll that allows people to express their desires. Do you still have imaginative questions?”
The unchanging sound turned into ink, spreading bit by bit in the pure white space. The originally pure and flawless space began to have holes and flaws.
Listening to the extremely pungent words, Roland stood motionless. Watching the silent young man from above, Li Lin spoke again.
"What makes up the world is reality after all. Cruel and indifferent reality. Survival first and egoism are the root of people's actions, not so-called goodwill. Even if they shout beautiful ideals, explain fraternity and people's kindness, they value
What is more important is the distribution of benefits and promises.
While agreeing with you, they are fiddling with their own little calculations. When you cannot satisfy them or someone offers a higher price, they will abandon you without hesitation, just like throwing away a piece of garbage without mercy. If you can
If you get more, they will betray you without hesitation."
There is no trace of falsehood in the steady tone, which is as cold and true as the content.
Ideals may be noble and beautiful, but their existence therefore seems insignificant. In comparison, the facts before us are always filthy and heavy - I wonder if it is for this reason that people who advocate ideals often tend to ignore reality, and as a result, they fail in the face of reality.
Hitting the wall again and again.
Just like it is now.
Compared with beautiful and empty ideals, vivid and dirty reality can move humans more and prompt them to produce corresponding emotions - the person who was beaten will feel pain and will be angry, but he will never think of forgiveness and understanding in the first place.
, fraternity; people who are well fed all day long appear in front of the poor who are struggling with hunger. The latter will inevitably hate the rich and fat cats - as long as it is not the late stage of Mary's cancer that burns out the brain and reflex mechanism - for most people
Say, these are all natural biological emotions.
Similarly, people who have been betrayed will also have doubts about human nature, and cracks will appear in the beliefs they previously adhered to.
"You should understand. Humans are selfish and despicable creatures. The so-called goodwill, the so-called ethics and morals are all illusory fakes after all. They are insurance created to protect themselves when they become weak. Without facing this point squarely, we are talking too much.
Your humanity and trust have been thwarted."
At this point, the aggressiveness and ridicule in the words were gone. What was left was a strange looseness, as if it was a weariness - it doesn't matter what happens, just do what you have to do - such fatigue that seeps into the bone marrow. It's like
Having suffered countless setbacks and despair, I just want to commit myself to self-destruction that doesn’t even exist with cynicism.
Believe nothing, no longer chase anything, completely empty yourself, become an empty shell, a container...
"Maybe that's true."
The young man nodded.
"But, so what?"
"..."
The condescending and eloquent agent fell silent, his eyes fixed on the unyielding purple pupils.
"Betrayed and used by others. So you are full of resentment and despair towards the world, shrinking into the darkness? If you only have this level, how can you change the world?"
The face that looks up to the agent is sincere, gentle, and at the same time very firm.
"Reality is cruel and heavy. We are all just ordinary mortals, ordinary, humble, filthy human beings. They can cheat, betray, hurt, and take advantage of others - this is all reality. But because of this,
Does the world have to be dark and hopeless?"
The world is not made of darkness, and human beings and their behaviors are not only made of "malice".
"Yes, I was betrayed. But besides the betrayer, there were also people who trusted me and held me back, hoping that I could rescue the woman who had lost her daughter. I used my body to protect the little girl and withstand the sword. Before she died,
There are female knights who regret their own powerlessness and cry and beg me to help the people; there are soldiers and civilians who believe that I can quell the unrest and fight behind me; they are also human beings and part of reality. Because some of the people who betrayed me, even
Do they want to deny it too?”
"They don't trust you out of goodwill, they just make purely self-interested choices."
"It doesn't matter if it's not done in good faith, they have the right to do it."
"Then you also have the right to refuse."
"Yes. But I also have the option of not sitting idly by and pretending not to see or hear."
The things that have been accumulated in the chest burst out into words, and the alternating black and white time trembles, just like countless ripples on the water on a rainy day, with colorful memory images crisscrossing along with the ripples.
"It doesn't matter even if you are being used or played with by others?"
"At least it's better than me betraying others and becoming a despicable person."
Have you been betrayed or used by others, so you have to reject others? Do you use this as a reason to abandon people who are friendly to you? You cannot trust the other person unless it comes from absolutely pure goodwill? If others are not good enough to you, you cannot treat yourself right.
How are others?
Without such a thing, nothing in the world is absolute.
Each person can only be responsible for his own actions. The despicable behavior of others cannot justify his own despicable behavior, nor is it an escape symbol.
He didn't like the cruelty of the world, so he chose to change the world. He felt that he should do this, so he chose to fight. Even if he felt scared, even if he felt disgusted, no matter how much he wanted to escape, Roland still felt that he had to do this.
, so he chose to fight. There was no need for any other reason at all. With such an impulse, Roland could choose to confront Li Lin.
Maybe this is just self-satisfaction. I just can't stand this kind of world - a cruel world where I can't even make choices. So I want to destroy it and change it.
It's just - that's all.
"Human beings cannot change easily."
After pondering for a moment, the half-smiling expression returned to Li Lin's face, and he continued:
"Forget it. Since you have decided how to go and insist on going, then struggle with all your strength. Let me see how far you can go in the face of the hopeless nature of human beings."
Leaving behind a meaningful declaration, Li Lin's figure slowly disappeared, and the chaotic space was also covered with a thick black curtain.
Next——
The first thing that catches the eye is the thick and gloomy stone slab.
He stared at the surface in a daze - and then it took him a few seconds to realize that it was the ceiling. Although he was looking at the ceiling, his focus could not be focused on it. His slender right hand unconsciously reached towards the unfamiliar ceiling, until he found that his hand had grasped it.
Just air...it took a few more seconds.
"Well……"
His consciousness suddenly became clear, and Roland, who had regained consciousness, groped around. After a few seconds, he straightened up and shrank into a ball.
The restored sense of touch conveyed a cool and subtle touch to his brain. It was definitely not naked. The texture of the clothes was indeed there, but the weight was so light that it was almost impossible to feel it. Roland didn't have much exposure to women's clothing, but he could guess the reason.
The clothes I wore were very, very thin, so thin that air and light could almost pass through...
Although his spiritual essence was that of a man, Roland was like a girl who was seen naked by the opposite sex, covering his body with his hands and feet.
As expected, the fabric is as thin as cicada wings, and the dim lighting in the closed space illuminates the looming body. The skin covered in shameful red is wrapped with a layer of coquettishness and sensationalism with a fantasy atmosphere, and the almost naked body curves are revealed.
She was shaking so hard that she couldn't help but want to go forward and comfort her.
For a moment, the basement echoed with gasping breathing and the sound of swallowing saliva.
Chastity, purity and abstinence have always been one of the core values of the church. As the most thorough and pure group of fanatic believers who specialize in secret work, the daily routine of the penitents and security personnel in the underground space is carried out completely in accordance with the teachings, and
Those who don't even let children go
The animal clergy who have lived in the world are basically ascetic specimens. But when they wake up and fall into chaos after being motionless like a doll, the visual impact of the highly unified sacred and seductive at that moment still makes these physiological functions
Normal men reacted.
In the embarrassing silence, the unreasonable applause attracted all the eyes.
"This is really a masterpiece. The sage girl who does not change the tank in the face of the chariot is so cute that it makes people have to sigh and make people have to praise it."
While applauding, it was Louis who screamed. If no one spoke, there was no concealment of dirty desire. The accompanying atonement couldn't help frowning, and Louis was still immersed in the fantasy of excitement and published a long story.
The trembling is even more powerful, holding the light yarn's hand tightly.
"... I really look forward to your expression when scattered red flowers, yes, start with how to please men. Uh?"
The subordinate speech stopped abruptly. When Louis noticed that the girl approached at an abnormal high speed, the pink fist filled with the vision of Prince Wang.
"Don't give up the treatment if you are sick! Sperm mixing the brain, and the two fantasies in my brain are fantasized to me !!!!" "
The punch of all anger punching hit the chin strongly. In the thunder -like roar, Prince Charlie was hitting the ceiling like a rocket.
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With the awareness of the extension connection, the focusing red pupil printed the back of the two serious standing subordinates, Li Lin raised the black tea lightly.
The time flow rate of conscious space depends to a large extent on the quality and subjective cognition of the object. Those who are developed and agile, the time flow rate of the conscious space is faster than the outside world.
Plus is equal to the object of thinking for a long time. It is said in the conscious space, and the outside is already old.
Roland belongs to the previous category. The communication between Li Lin and him only completed the real world in 3 seconds. In such a short time, others could not detect it. Now it is impossible for Roland to show risks to link consciousness and link.
Relevant conversation content is leaked. For both parties, the third type of contact will never be leaked.
Of course, during the entire contact process, Li Lin's benefits must be the most. The information obtained alone is enough to make the actions of the teacher's move to retrieve the zero.
The most concerned about Roland's abduction is undoubtedly reproductive, reproductive, or reproduction.
This is not a joke. Prince Louis is a well -known bizarre and a little master. This kind of person is not going to go to ordinary roads in orientation. This is not anything. Anyway, Louis is not a pink triangle.
Li Lin is not worried that Roland will be bent by him. But now Roland's body is sister paper, sister paper, the Kenpa bracelet with the effect of ladylization on his wrist
Effective ... In case of Prince Wang, Roland will be a good wife and mother for a lifetime.
From the perspective of genetic diversity, more reference to compare samples, men's Roland is obviously more valuable. After all, as long as men are well maintained and pay attention to the combination of work and Yi
It is convenient, even if you want her to make her high -yield, people have this vacation, no ...
Leaving aside the inconvenience of this area, what is even more worried is that in the end of the prince of the king of the road, the prince is a wonderful taste, what should I do if the Roland is broken? For example, bring nude walks for Roland to play nude walks ...
Lord of the Pacch personally went to the battlefield for a human -made project, and Roland could only bite the Paizi cry: "The courtesy can’t do it ..."
The best priority is that Roland's physical and mental health, fortunately, after careful inspection, Roland is everything.
In addition, there is an unexpected harvest.
——The growth of Roland.
Although it is yet to be confirmed, the pair of experience still explains this.
In fact, this can be described as taken for granted. After all, it is Li Lin that made him grow to this point.
He let Roland witnessed the rise of the elves and experienced the differences and opposition between race. During the period, he did not hesitate to let Roland face some dark things. It was the situation made by two consecutive manufacturing.
In the whole process, it is likely that the average person is likely to be stunned, becoming a waste or obedient puppet. After experiencing so many darkness and betrayal, it is normal to become like this -but things have not developed to this point, adversity and setbacks
Instead, he cultivated him into a fearless person.
There are two kinds of fearless people: those ignorant are fearless; knowing Zhi Zhi is still fearless; Roland, who knows that human nature is sinister and ugly, is the latter. After being betrayed by Prince Wang and the virgin of the church, he still takes the banner of "changing the world".
move on.
This is not the stubbornness to go to the dark, but to abandon the previous hesitation, and determined to use the Prince Wang and the church as his own props. The intention of Roland, Li Lin saw it very clearly.
(That's it.)
Training Roland is not to get the heirs or puppets. From this perspective, Roland's growth is a proof of planning smoothly.
Of course, it's too early to be happy now.
It's just that there is a signs of growth.
(Next is the real test. Facing multiple human beings -not only nobles and priests, but even the maliciousness of people, including a large number of civilians who are recognized as "innocent", face the situation of irreparable cure.
At the time, whether the object can adhere to the concept, the test results will become an important basis for the results of the evaluation plan.)
In Li Lin's consciousness, a lack of frustrated sound is moving, and many sounds that also have no undulating voice emit a "submitting" approval.
Those voices are not attached, and there is no temperature. (~^~)