Liu Zhang said: "Although you violated military law, acted without permission, and nearly suffered defeat, I know that you had no choice but to do so. The Nanzhong people are different from the Wuxi people. They just surrendered and lacked food and grass. If you can't solve it, you may end up like the Xixi people."
The Qiang rebelled.
"Oh, oh, that's it." Zhu Rong reacted for a long time before he heard Liu Zhang's words clearly. His mind was filled with the two words Liu Zhang called him: "Xueyi."
Huang Yueying passed by Zhu Rong. When Zhu Rong left, Huang Yueying said to Liu Zhang: "It looks very successful." Huang Yueying was referring to the decision of Sanjiang City Tea House.
"It's not your idea. I don't know how to face her now."
"If there is anything difficult to face, get married. Cao Cao recently married another concubine, bringing him to twelve wives and concubines. Liu Bei also has five wives coming and going. Sun Quan is young and has five. I heard that he will soon
I want to marry a man named Bu Lianshi, who is very beautiful. You only have two wives and concubines. Are you embarrassed?"
The tone was joking, but Huang Yueying did not laugh.
"Why, weren't you happy talking to Zhuge Liang?"
"It doesn't count." Huang Yueying put the marriage document on the table, and Liu Zhang understood everything instantly.
"Lord, I'm a little upset today. You've taken care of the military affairs. I'll make some adjustments and launch an attack on Qinchuan in three days."
Liu Zhang looked at Huang Yueying. He originally wanted to say something, but maybe saying it would annoy Huang Yueying more. He didn't say anything. He was about to go out when he was suddenly startled.
"Yueying, this seems to be my military tent."
"Ah? Really? Oh, oh, I'm dizzy."
Huang Yueying hammered her head, grabbed the marriage certificate and was about to go back to her military tent. Liu Zhang quickly stopped her: "Okay, okay, you'd better sleep here with me, I'll go to another place."
Liu Zhang shook his head and went out. Huang Yueying looked at Liu Zhang's helpless back, smiled unconsciously, and suddenly stopped smiling.
"Actually, my lord, he's not a bad person. He looks scary with a dark face, and everyone is afraid of him. It doesn't matter if you get acquainted with him. He can tolerate the little things in life and has no airs at all."
Huang Yueying suddenly remembered something. In the teahouse, he really didn't do anything to herself. After he lost his mind, it was a great opportunity for him, and he didn't take advantage of it. Now that he recovered, he showed love to himself again. He was
I refused and just kept my feelings in my heart.
I canceled Zhuge Liang's marriage contract because I realized that I and Zhuge Liang were just good friends. But what made me realize this? When did I start to distinguish between friendship and love?
When he was in Fancheng, Liu Zhang's back made me admire him. I knew very well that the feeling in my heart at that time was just admiration and determination to complete his ideals with Liu Zhang.
But why did she call him when she was at the Sanjiang City Tea House? She should have called a woman, Guan Yinping, Xiao Furong, or even Bao'er.
Even if you want to subdue Zhu Rong, wouldn't it be nice to call your own confidant Hu Zi? That would save a lot of risks.
I was afraid that others would see my ugly appearance, so I only asked Liu Zhang to come alone. I didn't let him bring his personal guards, but why wasn't I afraid that he would see it?
I completely remember what happened after I lost my mind, and I even remember my state of mind at the time. At that time, I had no reservations about my affection for Liu Zhang. When Liu Zhang married Xiao Furong and Huang Yue and held a make-up wedding for them, I obviously felt that
It got to the point where I was jealous.
It is a kind of love without any constraints.
It seems that it was at that time that I threw Zhuge Liang to the ground outside the Mu Mansion. After recovering, I began to realize that I had no heartbeat feelings for Zhuge Liang.
The clear distinction between friendship and love comes from the fact that when I haven't recovered my mind, even if I wake up, I still feel that way.
Because I feel that the most real feeling is when I am not a military advisor of the Sichuan Army and do not have to consider anything except feelings.
So, how did I feel about Liu Zhang at that time?
That day, I said those words to Liu Zhang, "Lord, I can't distinguish my feelings for you, whether it's admiration for you or out of admiration, just like I can't distinguish between my feelings for Zhuge Liang, whether it's friendship or love.
.”
I could clearly feel the intense heartbeat and difficulty breathing.
Also, on the bed in Silver Moon Cave, when I thought I was about to die, I still remember Liu Zhang’s shallow kiss.
Huang Yueying felt a little headache and shook her head: "Forget it, I don't want to think about it anymore, the decisive battle is about to happen. Let's talk about it after the decisive battle."
…………
When Pang Tong walked into Zhuge Liang's military tent, he was calm on the surface but nervous in his heart. Zhuge Liang suddenly called him over. Pang Tong thought Zhuge Liang had seen something.
Pang Tong carefully thought about what he had done recently, and confirmed that there were no flaws. He thought about various possibilities carefully, and thought about the language of various responses, including expressions and speaking rhythm.
But when I arrived at Zhuge Liang's military camp, I realized that I had really thought too much.
Zhuge Liang was lying on the table with messy hair, as if he had aged ten years. His eyes were filled with mist and desolation, and his body, struggling to get up, seemed to be about to collapse at any moment. Military affairs books in the tent were scattered all over the floor.
There is no difference between the whole person and the drunken slob in the tavern.
"Ah San, let General Zhao and General Ma guard the dangerous position. I will get drunk with Shi Yuan tonight before we retire."
Ah San wanted to persuade him, but he held back, and went out to send orders to be careful at all passes, and there was no room for error.
Pang Tong sat down opposite Zhuge Liang. Zhuge Liang picked up a jar of wine, poured a bowl for Pang Tong, raised the jar and said to Pang Tong: "Shi Yuan, come and do it."
Zhuge Liang held the wine jar and started drinking. Pang Tong quickly stood up and stopped him: "Kong Ming, Kong Ming, drinking is against military discipline. Put it down quickly, put it down."
Zhuge Liang grabbed the hand offered by Pang Tong, put down the wine jar, looked at Pang Tong, and laughed miserably: "Shi Yuan, you are also alienated and strange to me. Why? Why are you all treating me like this, Shi Yuan, Yueying,
I, Zhuge Liang, tell you, no matter where I, Zhuge Liang, am or what position I hold, I will treat you Pang Shiyuan as a friend and Yueying as..."
Zhuge Liang lifted the jar of wine and drank it again. The wine flowed down his neat beard. Before he started drinking, Zhuge Liang was already very drunk.
Zhuge Liang pointed at Pang Tong: "Shi Yuan, if you don't give me advice, do you think that I, Zhuge Liang, am jealous of talents and want to monopolize power? Let me tell you, I won't. I, Zhuge Liang, am not that kind of person.
Yueying." Zhuge Liang's eyes became dim: "Did you think that I left Longzhong because my fame was greater than yours? No, it's really not the case. I had no choice."
Zhuge Liang suddenly lowered his head and started crying, his tears falling into the wine jar. Pang Tong's words of persuasion were completely ignored.
"Hehe, hehe, hehe." Zhuge Liang lowered his head and laughed a few times sadly while crying: "I understand, wine is really a good thing, now I understand everything."
Zhuge Liang raised his head and looked directly at Pang Tong: "I understand, Shi Yuan, I finally understand. I understand why you are unwilling to give advice to my lord, and I understand why you are unwilling to join hands with me, Zhuge Liang."
Pang Tong's nervous pupils shrank.
"I, Zhuge Liang, do not have monopoly power now, and I will definitely monopolize power in the future, you know, right? Because the family will force me to monopolize power. The Zhuge family and the Sima family both need it, right? With your wisdom, Pang Tong, you have already seen it.
Now that my lord is weak, I, Zhuge Liang, can share the difficulties with you, Pang Tong, but I will definitely fall out in the future, right?"
"Kong Ming, you are drunk."
"Hahahahaha." Zhuge Liang suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed: "That's it, that's it. It's ridiculous that Zhuge Liang is conceited and has been in a dream. I deserve it."
"Yueying." Zhuge Liang suddenly changed his tone: "You also know that, right? Liu Zhang wants to destroy all the families in the world, and I, Zhuge Liang, am his biggest stumbling block. We are not only enemies, but we are also strangers to our ideals and beliefs.
Yes, right? Hahaha”
"But, they were the ones who instigated me to leave Longzhong in the first place." Zhuge Liang gritted his teeth and threw the wine jar to the ground. With a "bang", the wine jar shattered into pieces and the remaining wine flowed. The sergeant outside heard the noise.
Run in.
"Get out." Zhuge Liang yelled.
"Family, Xu Shu was killed, you Pang Tong became disheartened, Yue Ying simply became an enemy, only I, Zhuge Liang, only I, Zhuge Liang, am in the quagmire, I don't know why, I look around at a loss, without any idea. I pride myself on being free and easy.
Being in jail, I dare not make a decision, dare not resist, dare not say no, and dare not live the life I want."
Zhuge Liang lay on the desk and cried loudly, and Pang Tong sat down. At this moment, Pang Tong also felt a little sad for Zhuge Liang. At the beginning, because of Liu Zhang, he changed his usual understanding of the word "lord" and also changed his family concept.
Give yourself the courage to escape from that siege.
He did not carry out his family's orders and was abandoned by his family. After so many years, all the children of the aristocratic family thought that they had received retribution, that they had been isolated and abandoned. From then on, they fell from the high towers and pavilions of the aristocratic family into the abyss and never recovered.
day.
It's sad, ridiculous, and pitiful. This is the consequence of betraying the family.
But no one knows that these past few years have been the quietest and most comfortable years that Pang Tong has ever lived. He has never been so free and relaxed. He has goals and sustenance. Even if he is cautious every day, he may be beaten every day.
The danger of killing, but the joy of it.
And Zhuge Liang, the most free and easy among the four, is the one who is the most constrained.
Seeing a generation of celebrities crying helplessly, Pang Tong could only sigh in his heart.
Pang Tong drank a bowl of wine, and Zhuge Liang picked up the wine jar again, drank it all in one gulp, spoke inarticulately, cried, and occasionally smiled.
Pang Tong knew that Zhuge Liang just wanted to burst out all his sadness on this sad night before the decisive battle. He would be sad enough at one time, regardless of his image and everything, to completely release his suppressed emotions.
However, he still had something to do, and Zhuge Liang's tragic self-indulgence provided him with a God-given opportunity. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Qidian.com to vote for recommendations, monthly votes, and your support.
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