Dissociative amnesia is considered the most common form of dissociative disorder. The most common form of dissociative amnesia is the loss of personal identity, but the memory of general information is intact. In fact, of all dissociative disorders, amnesia is the most common. Common symptoms. Patients with dissociative amnesia are more likely to be female than male, and younger adults are more likely than older adults. The onset of amnesia in this type of case is usually sudden, and the patient will be unable to recall his or her previous life or personality, and is mainly Loss of past memories, especially traumatic life events.
As for dissociative wandering disorder, the behavior is usually more purposeful and combined with amnesia. Patients often leave their original family or job and travel to another unfamiliar place to establish another family or job. When they are found, they have A new "self", but unable to remember the memories of the personal past.
Moreover, the new self and the old self do not appear interchangeably. This disease is rare and usually occurs after wars and major disasters. Dissociative personality disorder is a familiar multiple personality disorder. It is a chronic disorder. The disease is also considered to be the most serious disease among dissociative disorders.
Patients with this disease usually have more than two personalities. At different times, one personality will become the main personality and ignore each other. When one personality appears, the other disappears. The two personalities have their own memories and emotions. , behavior patterns, attitudes, etc., and the differences are usually very large, as if two souls live in the same body.
To put it simply, it means total amnesia plus dual or multiple personalities, forgetting all previous memories, including your life background, including name, address, etc. At the same time, you create a new "self" in your heart. A new life.
"It's not that serious, right?" After hearing Chen Fan's explanation, Zhang Xin was a little stunned. Although she knew that she had no previous memories, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her now.
"It's hard to say." Chen Fan shook his head and asked: "Sister Xin, you have lost your memory for such a long time. Do you have any strange behavior? For example, sometimes you feel that you are constantly or repeatedly aware that you have temporarily disappeared. I feel strange and unreal, as if I am a robot, or when I am sleeping and dreaming, I find that I have left my body."
Zhang Xin pondered for a while, then finally shook his head and said, "No. It's just that sometimes when I'm bored, I'll be in a daze."
"Maybe I'm thinking too much." Chen Fan scratched his head, but seeing that Zhang Xin didn't seem to be interested in his past memories at all, he gave up on continuing the topic, not to mention if it was because of his heart. If she had amnesia, then she must have suffered a huge mental blow and decided to selectively forget her past because she was too shocked to look back.
"Perhaps it would be a good thing for you to forget the past." Chen Fan looked at Zhang Xin's face and sighed, "Sister Xin, don't talk about this. Just call and see if Sister Zhao and the others are back. I'm almost here." Starved to death."
Although she didn't understand what Chen Fan was sighing for, in her heart, she could remember the past if she could, and forget it if she couldn't. She never forced herself to remember the past, and she didn't know why she would. Having such thoughts may be because she doesn't care about the memories of the past, or it may be because her heart has long been disgusted with the memories of the past.
And just when Zhang Xingang took out his mobile phone, Bai Fanghua and Zhao Qingwan had already walked into the ward with smiles, carrying packed meals in their hands.
"You are finally back, I'm almost starving to death." Chen Fan complained.
"I'm just a little late, so I'm complaining here. It seems that we really owed you in our previous life." Bai Fanghua glared at Chen Fan angrily, then opened the packed lunch box and sat down next to Chen Fan. Next to him, he said: "Okay, don't be depressed there, hurry up and eat."
Chen Fan was a little embarrassed by Bai Fanghua's last words, but when he saw the food brought to his mouth, he opened his mouth honestly and started eating.
"Sister Bai, I can do it by myself. Now I can move my hands freely." After chewing for a few mouthfuls, Chen Fan looked at Bai Fanghua's fair face and said.
"You are clumsy. If Bu Xiaofan injures a wound, you don't know how many days it will take to recover."
Bai Fanghua said angrily, and then brought the food to Chen Fan's mouth. Seeing this, Chen Fan had no choice but to give up the persuasion, and opened his mouth to enjoy Bai Fanghua's service.
Zhao Qingwan on the side saw Chen Fan enjoying himself and glared at him angrily. She couldn't help but feel disgusted, but she turned around calmly and sat aside to watch the TV scene.
Chen Fan, who was enjoying Bai Fanghua's service, saw Zhao Qingwan's eyes again. He and Bai Fanghua were flirting there, and from time to time he would look at the fullness of Bai Fanghua's chest with lustful eyes.
Chen Fan's appearance made Bai Fanghua feel angry and sweet. However, there were Zhao Qingwan and Zhang Xinliang on the side. Bai Fanghua could only stare at Chen Fan with her beautiful eyes or sometimes she couldn't stand her. , pinched Chen Fan gently to show his protest.
However, in the eyes of outsiders, Bai Fanghua's protest was just flirting, but it also made Chen Fan feel very sweet in his heart, and the entire lunch was spent with this sneaky little move between the two.
"Sister Bai, since you are here, please stay and take care of Xiaofan. I will go back and take a shower and change clothes before coming over." Zhao Qingwan said to Bai Fanghua who was packing the lunch box.
"Qingwan, don't worry. I'm here, so you can go back first." Bai Fanghua nodded. She also knew that Zhao Qingwan didn't even take a shower after taking care of Chen Fan in the ward all night last night. .
"Zhang Xin, are you going to go back with me, or stay here to take care of Xiaofan?" Zhao Qingwan said, looking at Zhang Xin beside her.
"I'll just stay. Anyway, I have nothing to do when I go back." Zhang Xin shook her head and said.
"Then I'll go back." Zhao Qingwan nodded with satisfaction, explained again, and left.
Originally, Chen Fan thought that Zhang Xin would go back with Zhao Qingwan so that he could be alone with Bai Fanghua again. Unexpectedly, Zhang Xin would choose to stay. This made Chen Fan a little depressed, but he didn't dare to show it, so he could only Smiling and watching Zhao Qingwan leave.
In just ten minutes or so, Zhao Qingwan had already returned to Haitang Garden. After what happened with Chen Fan last night, she was in a good mood today, with a sweet smile on her face. But when she got out of the elevator When she came out and was about to take out the key, she saw someone she didn't want to see.
"What makes you so happy?" Lin Xiaotian, who was standing at the door of the apartment, threw half a cigarette in his hand on the ground and stamped it out while looking at Zhao Qingwan who was standing not far away from him and said.
"Huh?" Zhao Qingwan frowned, her face became a little cold, and she looked at the pile of cigarette butts at Lin Xiaotian's feet. Knowing that he had been waiting here for a long time, she stepped forward and said in a cold tone: "Here you go.
What are you doing here?”
"I'm not doing anything." Lin Xiaotian shook his head and continued: "I just wanted to come over and see you." After saying that, Lin Xiaotian looked at Zhao Qingwan who was motionless and said: "What? You don't invite me in to sit down, either?
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"I don't think it's necessary. Now that you've finished reading, shouldn't you go back? Your family is still waiting for you." Zhao Qingwan said in a cold tone.
"Haha." Zhao Qingwan's refusal did not make Lin Xiaotian angry. Instead, he said with a smile: "'She' is just a tool. You can throw it away soon after you use it."
Zhao Qingwan shook her head and said, "But I think we really have nothing to talk about."
"Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival. I just want to come and chat with you as a friend. It doesn't mean anything." Lin Xiaotian smiled for a long time, so that Zhao Qingwan couldn't see anything strange in it. But she also felt a big smile in her heart.
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"Then come in." As she said that, Zhao Qingwan ignored Lin Xiaotian and opened the apartment.
When leaving the house, Lin Xiaotian sat directly on the sofa without being greeted by Zhao Qingwan. He looked at the decoration of the room and said, "The house is still the same as before."
"I'm too lazy to renovate, so it's not bad to live like this." Zhao Qingwan had no intention of greeting Lin Xiaotian, so she sat down far away from Lin Xiaotian without even pouring water.
"Tell me, what do you want to do here today?" Zhao Qingwan didn't have time to chat with Lin Xiaotian here. She had to go to the hospital after taking a shower and resting.
"I really don't plan to do anything, I just haven't been here for so long, so I plan to come up and have a look." Lin Xiaotian said while looking around the living room.
"Then you've finished reading it now?" Zhao Qingwan frowned and said.
"I've finished watching it." Lin Xiaotian sighed, suddenly stood up from the sofa, walked to the TV cabinet, picked up a crystal ball on top that can be bought for tens of dollars at a street stall, and said: "I didn't expect you.
Still have it.”
"It felt good to put it there, so I kept it." Zhao Qingwan glanced at the crystal ball, with the same cold expression on her face, as if the crystal ball was no longer important to her.
Touching the smooth crystal ball with his hand, Lin Xiaotian had a sweet smile on his face and murmured: "I remember that this crystal ball was the first gift I bought you. At that time, you were as happy as
Just like a little girl."
"I was indeed still a little girl at that time, and I was too naive about many things." Zhao Qingwan sighed and said, "If you like this crystal ball, then take it."
"It's better not to leave it, just leave it here." Lin Xiaotian shook his head, turned to look at Zhao Qingwan and said, "Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival. I wonder if we have time to have a meal together tonight?"
"No." Zhao Qingwan said simply.
"If you continue like this, I won't bother you anymore." With that, Lin Xiaotian walked towards the door of the apartment.
Zhao Qingwan also stood up from the sofa. She was not going to see Lin Xiaotian off, but walked in the opposite direction to her room. She said gracefully without looking back: "Go slowly, please close the door."
Hearing this, Lin Xiaotian couldn't help but smile bitterly. He remembered that the last time he left, she said the same thing, but Lin Xiaotian still closed the apartment door when he left.