It took more than an hour for everyone to eat the meal, and after finishing the meal, the girls stayed in the ward until about eight o'clock in the evening before preparing to leave.
"Xiaofan, let's go back first. You have a good rest." Liu Ruyan greeted Chen Fan as soon as he arrived, then said hello to Zhao Qingwan, and then said to Bai Fanghua beside him: "Sister Bai, let's go.
Went back."
Bai Fanghua nodded and then Chen Fan explained, and then walked out of the ward with Liu Ruyan and Zhang Xin.
Although the three girls left, the fragrance of the food has not dissipated.
"Xiaofan, I'll get you some water to wash your face." After saying that, Zhao Qingwan planned to turn around and walk to the bathroom.
"Sister Zhao, please take a rest first. It's still early now. Just wash your face before going to bed." Chen Fan smiled and shook his head.
"Okay then." After hearing what Chen Fan said, Zhao Qingwan had no choice but to sit on a chair aside and look at Chen Fan without saying a word.
I don't know what happened, but when Chen Fan saw that Zhao Qingwan was silent, he also kept silent and cast his eyes on Zhao Qingwan.
Zhao Qingwan, who is only thirty years old, can be said to be in the most prosperous stage of female grace. With her beautiful ancient face, curved willow eyebrows, rosy cherry mouth, bright eyes and white teeth, she looks noble, elegant and charming.
Qian.'s casual attire makes her look radiant and charming, with high breasts, slender waist, white and tender skin, and every inch of her body exudes an alluring and mature feminine scent.
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Zhao Qingwan also noticed Chen Fan's eyes looking at her, and said angrily: "Have you seen enough?"
"No." Chen Fan shook his head subconsciously. He had never looked at Zhao Qingwan carefully like this before. Her casual attire today was a change from the urban strong woman's attire before.
Human beings have a charming charm that is different from ordinary ones.
"Be careful of the needle's eye!" Zhao Qingwan couldn't help but squealed, but she felt an indescribable sweetness in her heart towards Chen Fan's admiring gaze, which also overturned the thought that her charm had diminished.
"As long as you let me see it every day, I'm willing to do it even if you get a needle eye." Chen Fan said with a bit of a smirk.
"Hmph!" Zhao Qingwan glared at Chen Fan and said, "Did you also say this to Sister Bai?"
Hearing this, Chen Fan laughed awkwardly, scratched his hair, and at the same time withdrew his gaze from Zhao Qingwan, but still couldn't help but look at it a few more times.
"I knew you said that." Zhao Qingwan glanced at Chen Fan resentfully and said, "Xiao Fan, no matter how hard you hide the relationship between you and Sister Bai, people will find out one day.
If you can't stop the fire, what are you going to do then?"
"Well, let's talk about this when the time comes." Chen Fan thought for a moment, showed a strange smile, looked at Zhao Qingwan and said: "Sister Zhao, sooner or later my relationship with you will be known to others.
What should I do?"
"Tch! Who has anything to do with you!" Zhao Qingwan rolled her eyes at Chen Fan angrily, but soon said seriously: "If there really is such a day, then let's forget it then, let alone others.
But I didn't promise to have any bad relations with you!" Zhao Qingwan said and winked at Chen Fan mischievously.
Seeing Zhao Qingwan like this, Chen Fan was so angry that he itched his teeth. He looked at the fullness of Zhao Qingwan's chest angrily and said with a smile: "Sister Zhao, I kissed you and touched you too.
, you’ve seen it too, how can you say that we have nothing to do with each other? Aren’t you destroying my innocence? How will I see anyone in the future?” After saying that, Chen Fan pretended to be aggrieved and lost his voice in pain.
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Chen Fan's words made Zhao Qingwan's face turn red for a while, and she said angrily: "You are a good guy after you get an advantage, I think you are probably asking for a beating!" After saying that, Zhao Qingwan reached out and hit Chen Fan.
He turned his head and said: "Okay, stop pretending, keep it secret for as long as you can."
Although both of them expressed their feelings at the same time that day, they did not want others to know about their relationship, especially the other girls. And Zhao Qingwan also knew that this matter could not be kept secret for too long. After all, it had been a long time.
, what the two of them are hiding, but the affection that is revealed from time to time still arouses their speculation.
What Bai Fanghua and Chen Fan learned today was just a seemingly simple meal, but the atmosphere was very different. Even Liu Ruyan today could clearly see Bai Fanghua's affection for Chen Fan.
In fact, Chen Fan rarely thinks about this issue. Every time when outsiders are around, he will subconsciously hide his relationship and affection with Bai Fanghua and Zhao Qingwan, just like a child in puppy love.
He is afraid that others will find out that he is in love with a girl. This may be because this is his first love.
It's just that his first love was with two women at once, which made Chen Fan feel that he was a little too ridiculous. However, he really liked Bai Fanghua and Zhao Qingwan, and he didn't want to make these two like him.
The woman was sad and sad. But there was no way to keep hiding it like this. After all, Sister Zhao was right just now. Paper still can't cover the fire.
Thinking of this, Chen Fan grabbed his hair in embarrassment.
"What are you thinking about?" Seeing that Chen Fan remained silent and grabbed his hair at that moment, Zhao Qingwan couldn't help but ask.
"Sister Zhao, I'm actually wondering if we should make our relationship public?" Chen Fan raised his head and looked at Zhao Qingwan and said.
"Don't!"
Zhao Qingwan quickly shook her head and uttered such a word, which made Chen Fan's eyes couldn't help but ask with doubt: "Why?"
"Oh, I don't know if you really don't understand or if you pretend not to understand." Zhao Qingwan sighed, looked at Chen Fan and asked: "Xiaofan, let me ask you how old you are this year?"
"Eighteen." Chen Fan answered honestly, and then asked: "Why do you ask this?"
Shaking her head, Zhao Qingwan did not answer Chen Fan's question and continued to ask: "Then do you know how old Sister Bai and I are this year?"
Chen Fan nodded and said, "I heard Sister Bai say that she is thirty-five years old this year. Sister Zhao, you should be about thirty years old."
"Yeah." Zhao Qingwan responded and continued: "Then how big is the difference between eighteen and thirty-five?"
"Half, I..." Before he finished speaking, Chen Fan seemed to have thought of something, and couldn't help but stare at Zhao Qingwan with blank eyes. He finally knew why Bai Fanghua would say, "Even if he is willing to marry, she won't
Willing to marry." It turns out that the main reason is because the age gap between the two is really too big.
Why didn't he think about this problem early on? And Sister Bai hinted it to him many times, why didn't he think of it? Is the age difference really so important? But he really likes Bai Fanghua and Zhao Qingwan...
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"Xiaofan, you must have guessed it. The age difference between you and me is really big. I can say yes, but Sister Bai is married and has children. If we really announce our relationship to them,
How will others view you, and how will they view Sister Bai and me, so we should keep this matter hidden for as long as possible." Speaking of this, Zhao Qingwan couldn't help but sigh.
In fact, she just likes Chen Fan now, and she doesn't think much about other things. And the reason why she said this is for the good of Bai Fanghua and Chen Fan. After all, she doesn't care about the world's eyes, and she also has to think about Chen Fan.
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And she could also guess that Bai Fanghua would also have such thoughts. After all, Chen Fan was still very young and he still had a lot of life left, and she and Bai Fanghua were already middle-aged women at this time. Although now
They still look young, but time will always pass.
"Sister Zhao, I don't care about this. I only know that I really like you! And you also like me, why should you care about other people's opinions?" Chen Fan shook his head, looked at Zhao Qingwan tenderly and said, he just said
He also thought about it a lot, but there was only one thought in his mind: if he likes someone, why should he care so much about it? And he would only follow his own feelings.
Chen Fan's words made Zhao Qingwan feel very sweet, but this sweetness did not go to her head. She said softly: "Fool, it's not that we care. But this is for your own good. I want Sister Bai."
Your thoughts are the same as mine. You are still young and have a lot of youth, so there is no need to destroy yourself for us."
"Sister Zhao, I don't understand what you are saying even more. What do you mean by ruined? I am alone now and have nothing. What is there to ruin? If it is a future, you don't have to worry about it. I have never
I have never thought about becoming an earth-shattering figure. Do you know what my greatest ideal is?" As he spoke, Chen Fan looked at Zhao Qingwan affectionately and said: "My greatest ideal is to be a doctor in a small mountain village.
I rest at sunset and live an ordinary life. So I am a person with no ideals. I don’t have to worry about my future at all. At worst, I will take you two back to Julong Village to resume my old business.
Why should you care about so many people’s opinions and opinions?”
Originally, Zhao Qingwan planned to persuade Chen Fan, but unexpectedly, Chen Fan persuaded her to turn around. However, Chen Fan's words made her feel extremely sweet. At the same time, these words also made Zhao Qingwan think through many problems.
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"Bad guy! Others just say they like you now, but they don't say they want to marry you. That's what you thought of!" Zhao Qingwan said angrily and coquettishly.
"Sister Zhao, I'm serious." Looking at Zhao Qingwan's delicate and beautiful appearance, Chen Fan liked her from the bottom of his heart.
"I know, but it's not the time to make it public yet, not to mention there are still many problems to be solved, so let's wait until the time comes to talk about it."
Zhao Qingwan couldn't help but sigh again. Although she didn't object to the relationship between Chen Fan and Bai Fanghua, it was a bit difficult for her to accept Bai Fanghua for a while, and she didn't know that Bai Fanghua had any objections to the relationship between her and Chen Fan.
What do you think?
"Okay, let's not talk about this. I'll go get some water for you to wash your face." After saying that, Zhao Qingwan stood up and turned around and walked into the bathroom.
Looking at Zhao Qingwan's back, Chen Fan felt as if he was surrounded by happiness. He knew that Zhao Qingwan was already a little moved by his proposal just now. In fact, Chen Fan had always wanted to let go of his relationship with Bai Fanghua and Zhao Qingwan.
On the bright side, he was secretly engaging in underground affairs like thieves every day. Although it seemed a bit exciting, it actually made him feel a little uncomfortable.
After Zhao Qingwan washed Chen Fan's face, it was almost ten o'clock, and Chen Fan also knew that Zhao Qingwan had many things to do tomorrow to deal with the center's reorganization, and he didn't want to see her overworked because of him.
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"Sister Zhao, you have a lot of things to do tomorrow, so go to bed early." Chen Fan said to Zhao Qingwan who was standing aside.
Zhao Qingwan nodded and turned off the lights in the ward. First she walked to the nurse's bed, then looked at Chen Fan who seemed to have closed his eyes. She could not help but grit her teeth as if she had made some difficult decision.
As early as when the lights in the ward were turned off, Chen Fan had already closed his eyes and prepared to sleep. After chatting with the girls all day today, he felt a little tired, and the issues he just talked about with Zhao Qingwan also made him understand.
He also learned many things and some thoughts between her and Bai Fanghua from Zhao Qingwan's mouth, which also made him feel relaxed.
But soon he felt someone lift the quilt on the side, and just as he was about to say something, he felt a female body fragrance coming to his nose, and then a soft female body leaned next to him.
"I want to sleep with you tonight." After saying this, Zhao Qingwan only felt her face burning. She didn't know why she made such a decision. It might be because Bai Fanghua last night
There was also a reason for sleeping with Chen Fan, which made her want to try what it was like to sleep in the same bed with Chen Fan.
"Sister Zhao, you..."
"Don't talk, I just want to sleep quietly next to you." Zhao Qingwan interrupted Chen Fan.
Hearing this, Chen Fan had no choice but to remain silent, and then looked at Zhao Qingwan sleeping next to him in the moonlight. However, what words should be used to describe the thoughts in his heart at this time? He did not expect that Zhao Qingwan would appear so suddenly.
Get into his bed.
But Zhao Qingwan's move undoubtedly acknowledged the relationship between him and her. Thinking of this, Chen Fan couldn't help but slowly put his hands on Zhao Qingwan's shoulders and hugged her into his arms.
Zhao Qingwan also cooperated very well and leaned on Chen Fan's shoulder, burying her head deeply on the side of Chen Fan's neck.
At this time, Zhao Qingwan's heart was beating so fast for the first time. The "bang bang bang" heartbeat was like a deer's, as if it was about to break through her chest and jump towards Chen Fan. This made her feel shy and confused.
The sweetness of happiness.
Lowering his head and smelling Zhao Qingwan's delicate fragrance, Chen Fan felt a little overwhelmed. He said in a soft voice: "Sister Zhao, I love you."
After hearing this, Zhao Qingwan couldn't help but shed a tear in her eyes. At the same time, a happy smile appeared on her face, and she slowly closed her eyes...