Are there any simple friends between men and women?
Is she too naive? Is she too wishful thinking? She simply hopes to be friends with everyone, but the facts cruelly prove that the so-called friends are just a hypocritical and beautiful bubble. When the truth is revealed
At that moment, it deeply stabbed her heart and made her heartbroken.
"Ying...you are right...I was wrong..."
I was wrong! I was so wrong! I simply wanted to draw warmth from you, but never gave you anything in return! I even gave you a beautiful illusion, which is why you are in so much pain now...
"Shadow... I'm sorry... I really regard you as a friend, and I never thought of hurting you... But, I still hurt you in the end..."
Phantom looked up to the sky and laughed, his eyebrows lowered, and he murmured in pain, "Since you don't love me... why do you give me hope..."
"I……"
Xue Xichen was speechless.
"Since you don't love me, then don't give me hope - don't give me hope -"
The painful and suppressed roar echoed under the night sky. Xue Xichen's eyes were sad and downcast, and there was an unspeakable bitterness in her chest. The pain she suppressed was no less than that of the Phantom. Because she loves someone deeply, she is destined to only be able to live up to the love of others. She has already
After hurting Xiao Liuyue, would she want to hurt Phantom again? But what if she didn't want to hurt him? She couldn't share her love with Phantom, so it was destined that she could only hurt him in the end.
"Ying...if you don't want to see me...I will never appear in front of you again..."
He lowered his head, closed his eyes, tightened his hands hanging by his side, gritted his teeth and slowly spit it out from his mouth, feeling a strong pain in his chest that was tearing at his heart and lungs, almost suffocating.
"If you don't want to see me...I will never appear in front of you again..."
The voice fell and the person disappeared. The phantom turned around suddenly, and there was Xue Xichen's beautiful figure on the empty roof. Only a faint scent of mandala remained to prove that she had existed.
He squeezed the wine gourd in his hand, how could he express the pain in his heart in one word? His footsteps moved slightly, and he wanted to chase, but finally gave up. So what if he could recover it, what was not his was not his after all! Even if he could recover it, it would still not be his.
What was left to him was infinite emptiness, loneliness and pain.
Phantom raised his head, and the liquor gurgled down his throat, burning his heart and lungs, but it did not numb his heart at all, and instead made him more awake.
Xichen... Xichen... Xichen...
Why don't you love me...Why don't you love me...
…
"Tongtong...I love you...I want you to be my woman..."
Running, running, running, running like crazy, until he stopped in a secluded courtyard, Xue Xichen held the wall with one hand and leaned down in pain, hugging his knees tightly, feeling as fragile and lonely as when he was a child
, the severe pain writhing in her chest, tearing her heart with one knife after another.
That night, when the senior brother approached her with a ferocious smile...
That night, when she almost thought she was about to lose her virginity...
The blood sprayed and wetted her cheeks, the strong smell of blood between her nose, the dead eyes on her cheeks, and the eyes reflected a slender black and solemn figure like the hell god. The breathtaking coldness, the god of death.
Such a breath, for a moment, she almost thought that she was already in hell. But in front of her, there was Yama, the most bloody and terrifying evil in hell.
He saved her!
However, he also made her experience the abyss of nightmares that was more terrifying and desperate than hell...
That man...
Night charm...
Xue Xichen suddenly covered her chest, her heart throbbing.
Ye Mei, the man she once loved to the core but who also caused her heartache, would wake up from her sleep every night after the breakup and stay sleepless all night. However, since falling in love with Feng Qingge, she has almost
I no longer think of Ye Mei.
Tonight, she thought of Ye Mei again, and the desperate hurt and pain that Ye Mei had brought her. She clutched her chest tightly, and once again smelled the breath of death from hell.
That's the scent of Ye Mei...
Night charm...
Phantom…
Xue Xichen didn't know why. Is it just because they both had the word "charm" in their names? Phantom reminded her of Ye Mei again - the man who once made her happy and made her think that she had everything with him.
The gentle man in the world threw her from heaven to hell in one night, and then she was never reincarnated!
Those past events that she didn't want to recall for the rest of her life came back to her mind this night, absorbing her mind, occupying her soul, depriving her of happiness, and making her smell the smell of hell again.
Ye Mei, this terrible man!
Why, even after I traveled to a completely unfamiliar country, you refused to let me go...
"boom!"
The sudden sound of breaking wine bottles woke Xue Xichen. Xue Xichen's eyes widened and she couldn't believe that the phantom would pursue her here. She turned around and looked around. The Liao Liao Orphanage was empty and there was no sign of the phantom. Xue Xichen couldn't help but think.
I wonder if I was confused and misunderstood.
"boom!"
Another sound of a wine bottle breaking was not an auditory hallucination, but something I really heard. And it was not far from here, or even close to here.
Xue Xichen looked around and fixed her gaze on a quiet courtyard. Xue Xichen remembered that when she first came to the palace, Leng Junyi told her that this courtyard was specially reserved for Xue Meitong by Feng Qingge, and it was full of plants.
No one is allowed to enter the various mandalas except Feng Qingge herself and the servants who clean them every day.
The sound seemed to come from the yard.
Xue Xichen listened carefully and thought for a long time. Then she walked towards the yard where she once lived and pushed open the dusty red lacquered and gilded wooden door.
Under the silver-white moonlight, all kinds of charming mandalas bloomed enthusiastically. I thought there were only a few clumps, but they didn't want to densely form a forest. Looking around, I saw an endless stretch of gorgeous and enchanting flowers, and a stone path extended among the flowers, leading to the deepest part of the forest.
.
There are many more mandalas here than when she lived before, and they are much more beautiful and enchanting. It can be seen that they have been carefully taken care of.
Xue Xichen didn't know why, but she felt faintly moved.
No need to ask further, the only person who can take care of it so carefully is Feng Qingge!
Although it is not the flowering period of Datura datura at this time, Datura datura blooms extremely enthusiastically and in full swing. One piece has just withered, and the other one blooms immediately. Feng Qingge controls the flowering period of Datura datura very well, making Datura datura bloom in full bloom.
Luo can bloom all year round. The gorgeous flowers, shrouded in the bright moonlight, reflect the splendor and beauty, as beautiful as a dream.
The space was filled with the strong fragrance of mandala flowers, and there was also a faint smell of wine mixed in. As the smell of wine got stronger, Xue Xichen saw a round artificial lake in the distance. Both sides of the lake were covered with plants.