Chapter 199 Can’t live together but seek to die together 1
Why did he have to be so heartless and say such heartbreaking words? In fact, she just wanted to tell him that she had his child, that's all.
Now it seems that no matter what she says at this moment, it is all in vain for him, because he has never had her in his heart, and he is just following Lin Di's orders.
But even though he had already known the result for a long time, he was still so heartbroken when he said it himself? Why?
After all, she is just a mortal. Bai Zelan is right. In the eyes of others, she is a strong, cold, and calm person, but that is just a false appearance she left to the world.
That was just a disguise she put up to protect herself. In fact, she was no different from any ordinary person. She had joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, and she also had her own emotions.
It's just that she rarely expresses them, or in other words, rarely expresses them in front of the world, but it doesn't mean that she doesn't have these feelings.
If there is a man who understands her best in this world, then this man must be Bai Zelan. Therefore, in front of him, she never pretends to be in the slightest, and always shows her true face, because in front of him, there is no need to do so, just because he has already
He had already seen through her.
When she wants to rest, she can go to Bai Zelan. When she no longer wants to wear the mask of disguise, she can also go to Bai Zelan. In her world, Bai Zelan is her husband, but he is also her most intimate friend.
As for the Mu Feng in front of her, when she attacked Xixiong, he could stand up and block Xuan Yi's stabbing sword for her. If it hadn't been for Wu Wu's timely rescue, he would have died long ago.
He kept saying that it was because he obeyed Lin Di's orders, but at that critical moment, did he ever think that he might die? Did he also expect that the crow would be able to save him?
If Crow's operation fails, death will be the only thing waiting for him, doesn't he know?
Also, when he was trapped in the cave, he clearly could have had many opportunities to assassinate her, or just throw her into the cave and ignore her and go back to recover, but he never did so.
He went down the mountain every day, looking for various kinds of game for her and roasting it for her to eat. He was afraid that she would be cold and thirsty, so he would go to the hunter's hut and bring an iron pot to boil water.
She was so careful and considerate, she didn't believe that it was all him acting, and that night in the cave, she clearly remembered that the intense affection in his eyes was not an act.
Everything shows that Mu Feng is not as ruthless as he appears.
It was precisely because of this that she endured it again and again and never took action against him, thinking that he had his own reasons and that one day, he would understand her true feelings.
It's just that she didn't expect and underestimated Lin Di's status in his heart. He would give up everything for Lin Di, even her...
In the contest with Lin Di, for Mu Feng, she lost, and she lost completely.
Looking at Xiao Tiange, who was instantly shrouded in grief, Mu Feng's heart suddenly hurt, as if being stabbed violently by many red-hot needles. That kind of pain cannot be expressed in any words.
, it’s just very painful.
But now that things have come to this, what can he do? From the day he followed Lin Di, he knew that his destiny could not be controlled by himself, and he had already put his life and death aside.
How can a person talk about feelings when he can't even control his own life? How can he make others happy?
He and Xiao Tiange were not destined to be together after all. If there was another life, he would rather renew their relationship with her to repay the debt he owed in this life.
But the so-called repayment of debts and the so-called next life seem to be illusory and comforting things. Otherwise, why can so many people in this world who have done evil things still live so freely and freely?
That's all, when he came here today, he never thought that he would be able to come back alive. Just now he said that everything was just following his master's orders and he never had any wrong thoughts towards her.
But is it really just like that? If that's the case, why did he feel so uncomfortable when he learned that she had a new husband? Even he, who was never very drunk, went to the pub and had a big drink.
Lin Di said that she wanted him to get close to her and finally make her fall in love with him, but he still miscalculated. He did make her fall in love with him, but at the same time, he also fell in love with her.
This is because this relationship cannot surface after all. Lin Di is the benefactor who raised him and is the one he cannot betray.
And she was the only woman Mu Feng had ever loved in his life. It was hard to disobey his master's orders, and he couldn't put her in a place of eternal destruction with peace of mind.
After all, he cannot be so ruthless. After all, he is not as cold-blooded and ruthless as outsiders say, let alone a qualified killer.
Once the killer has feelings, it means that his death is imminent. He has done so many bad things to her, so what's the harm in dying?
Looking at the grief on her face now, it seems that she still can't accept it and can't let him go. So if he gives her another painful blow, will she be able to forget him completely with resentment?
If that's the case, what's the harm in sacrificing him?
He curled his lips, but words like sharp swords came out of his two thin lips.
"Haha... now that the matter is over, I might as well tell you one more thing..."
Don't say it, don't say it, shut up, Mu Feng, shut up! Xiao Tiange was screaming desperately in her heart, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something, letting her
He couldn't make any sound at all, he could only stare at Mu Feng.
"Four years ago, in Wuyang Palace, the person who killed your wet nurse was actually me. How about it? Do you hate me even more? Do you believe what I just said more?"
Mu Feng, who was standing on the embankment, was smiling wildly and with a ferocious face. His hair was dancing wildly and his clothes were flying. At this moment, he looked like a bloodthirsty devil from the ground.
In fact, she had doubted him, but he was clearly in the main hall and had a discussion with her. Could it be that he killed the nanny from Wuyang Palace so quickly and then returned to the main hall to spar with her?
At that time, I always felt that something was wrong. It seemed that there was a strong murderous look in his eyes, and there was a smell of blood all over his body. I thought it was just his own smell, but now I think about it.
She had also seen that day, the drop of blood that had not dried up on the hem of his clothes, so eye-catching.
She was fully prepared, but when she heard that the nanny was killed by his own hands, she still couldn't help but tremble, and her body couldn't help but take a step back. If she hadn't endured it with all her strength, she would have died at this moment.