Chapter 180 En Duan Yi Jue Jing Yi Rong stood in front of Nalan Zhenqi's room for half an hour before he was sure that he had calmed down and suppressed all his emotions. He was as unconscious as he once was. As long as he returned
As before, she would not be exposed in front of Nalan Zhenqi.
After opening the door, the room was full of people. The people on the bed seemed to be sitting unconscious and had no sense of the sounds around them. Huang Yirong stepped closer to Nalan Zhenqi under everyone's attention, "Nalan Zhen
Qi."
Nalan Zhenqi's body was startled, and Jing Yirong's voice seemed to be a key that opened Nalan Zhenqi's body. Nalan Zhenqi's empty eyes finally gained some focus, and fell on Jing Yi with some sadness.
In front of Rong Rong, the cracked lips were half-opened, as if there was some expectation and something to say.
A mocking smile suddenly appeared on Jing Yirong's face, and when he spoke, there was still sarcasm in his words, "Nalan Zhenqi became like this for a woman, don't you think you are a waste?"
"Jing Yirong, that's enough!" Qiao Shuang'er shouted angrily. Jing Yirong grabbed Qiao Shuang'er and pushed her in front of Nalan Zhenqi, "Aren't you always wandering between these two women?
?Now that I have solved one of my problems as a teacher, you should be grateful."
Nalan Zhenqi's colorless eyes burst out with burning flames, and his angry gaze seemed to burn Jing Yirong like fire.
"Do you think you can take revenge and make me feel pain just by looking at you like this?"
"Why?" His voice became so hoarse after not speaking for a long time.
Jing Yirong snorted coldly, "These are the only three words you can ask? I, Jing Yirong, never need a reason to kill someone. You should know that the lives of people I don't care about have no meaning to me."
"You don't care about Yue Ya, but I do." Nalan Zhenqi's voice trembled.
"So what do you think?"
"I thought you would not touch Yueya because I care about you. When you saved Yueya with Yumo Sword at Yujian Villa, wasn't it also because you knew what Yueya means to me?" Nalan Zhenqi's tone was like questioning,
"I have never been torn between Shuang'er and Yueya. You should know my feelings for them better than anyone else!"
"What kind of attitude do you have?" Jing Yirong frowned and expressed dissatisfaction, "How dare you speak to me like this for a woman. I saved Yue Ya and I could have killed her. You should thank me for saving her and letting her stay."
I’ve been with you for a longer time.”
"If I knew the outcome would be like this, I would rather she die in the hands of those people!" Nalan Zhenqi roared like crazy, lifted the sheets and walked out of bed without caring about anything. However, his body had lost strength from eating for several days.
Fell to the ground.
Xiao Yan and Qiao Shuang'er hurriedly stepped forward to support him. Nalan Zhenqi pushed everyone away like a stab, "Don't touch me!" Unable to stand up, he dragged his body and crawled to Jing Yirong's side.
, grabbed the hem of Jing Yirong's clothes and asked with a cry, "Why, why do you do this to me? Why?"
Jing Yirong looked down at the decadent Nalan Zhenqi, and her heart, which had not hurt for a long time, seemed to have cracked. Jing Yirong wanted to squat down and hold Nalan Zhenqi's face to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then
Tell him everything.
But what was the situation at that time? Nalan Zhenqi would forgive her but hate himself even more. Now he is so depressed. Once he knows the pain Yue Ya has suffered, will he still have the courage to continue living with the life he exchanged for Yue Ya?
The hesitation in Jing Yirong's eyes disappeared and she kicked Nalan Zhenqi away, "Don't let me see your useless look again. Since you want the reason, I will tell you." Jing Yirong knelt down and talked to Nalan
Zhenqi looked at her levelly, "Because of her identity, Lieyan is the one who escaped from Dianjun's hands. Dianjun's goal has always been Yueya. I was not willing to keep Yueya by my side. I have made an exception for you. It's a pity that Dianjun
After Jun knew everything, he gave me three days to consider whether he should do it himself or just let me kill Yue Ya. Zhenqi, if the person Dian Jun wants to kill is you, of course I can risk my life to save Yue Ya, but I don't have that interest in Yue Ya.
, she is going to die anyway, it is better for me to give her a break and save her from being tortured at the hands of the Emperor."
"It's not like that, it's not like that!" Nalan Zhenqi shook his head randomly.
Jing Yirong grabbed Nalan Zhenqi's hand, "Is the best thing you can do now is to escape? The fact is that a crescent moon is not enough to make me hurt for her. She died but we all survived, don't you
Do you think this deal is worth it?”
"You abandoned Yue Ya for yourself. Don't you know that the thing she fears most in her life is to be left behind?" Nalan Zhenqi thought about Yue Ya's painful appearance, and her heart ached to the extreme.
Jing Yi's expression remained unchanged, "I don't care about her, so why should I know what she's afraid of?"
"Then do you care about me? If you experience my pain, will you feel anything? It shouldn't be because your heart has always been made of stone." The pain in Nalan Zhenqi's eyes was replaced by arrogant hatred.
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Jing Yirong looked hesitantly, "What do you mean by that?"
"Go away," Nalan Zhenqi did not answer Jing Yirong's words, his tone was stiff and decisive.
Jing Yirong was stunned for a moment and couldn't understand. Nalan Zhenqi raised his eyes and said in a calm and dead voice, "Get out!"
Jing Yirong stood up and stared at Nalan Zhenqi, and then walked out of the room without looking back. Nalan Zhenqi's heart-rending cry came from the room, as if he wanted to shout out all his feelings,
Listening to this voice, Jing Yirong felt as if an arrow had been inserted into her heart. She staggered a little and her feet couldn't support her. When she was about to fall, a pair of warm hands suddenly appeared behind her. She turned her head slightly and it was Nalan Qingyi.
The distressed look.
Jing Yirong subconsciously raised the corners of her lips, and her weak body was completely leaning on Nalan Qingyi. She could no longer support this body. The scene just now took too much energy from her. Even though she was beaten by Duan last time.
Yu Liu's injury has never been so painful.
From that day on, Nalan Zhenqi seemed to have changed. He started eating and drinking medicine and no longer looked like a puppet. But he was no longer the Nalan Zhenqi who showed off his beauty between his eyebrows.
He would wrinkle slightly, and his eyes would always be cold and tinged with sadness. You would feel that he was unapproachable even if you didn't need to get close.
Standing in front of Jing Yirong, Nalan Zhenqi's deep eyes were filled with deep hatred in addition to the faint sadness.
Jing Yirong met Nalan Zhenqi's eyes. In just three days, he turned into a different person. He was too mature and melancholy. The lingering sadness between his eyebrows made people feel abrupt and unaccustomed.
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"What's the matter?" Jing Yirong realized that she could still say such calm words to him.
Nalan Zhenqi's knees went weak and he knelt on the ground. He kowtowed three times without saying a word, "I kowtowed three times when I asked you to be my teacher that day. At the end of today, I will give you three more kowtows. From beginning to end."
Yueya, do you want to end the master-disciple relationship with me?"
"You can ignore my feelings and I will continue to follow you. With my current martial arts, I can't beat you, but one day I will definitely avenge Yue Ya." Nalan Zhenqi stood up and there was only hatred in his eyes, "
Jing Yirong, from now on, the relationship between you and my master will be severed."
Jing Yirong raised his lips and sneered, "I taught two apprentices, but I didn't expect that both apprentices regarded me as their enemy. Anyway, I don't feel like I owe you anything. Nalan Zhenqi, you'd better practice martial arts well. If you continue to
Since you were killed by me, there will be no one left who can avenge Yue Ya."
"You will be my enemy the next time I see you." Nalan Zhenqi took out a piece of jade from his waist and placed it in front of Jing Yirong. Jing Yirong's originally cold eyes flickered because of the piece of jade.
Nalan Zhenqi gently touched the word 'Qi' on the jade piece. He once said that only family members would bring the same jade piece, but now he no longer has the need to keep this jade piece. Keeping it will only
Remind yourself how stupid you were.
Putting the jade piece on the table next to Jing Yirong, "This jade piece has no meaning to me."
The despair in Jing Yirong's unmoved eyes gradually surged into his pupils. Looking at Nalan Zhenqi's leaving background, Jing Yirong said, "I'm waiting for you to kill me!"
Nalan Zhenqi stopped for a moment but did not look back. When he walked out of this door, he would leave all the past behind. When he walked out of this door, he would live with Yue Ya's hatred, and the person he once cared about most would also live on.
will become your own enemy.
Nalan Zhenqi resignedly closed his eyes and suppressed all his emotions, as if he had shut everything into his heart and hidden it deeply, that place no one could touch anymore.
, if this is the fate given to him by God, then he will accept it. What Taoist Xuanyang once said in the tomb of Xuejiabao has become true at this time. The person he loves most will only become the person he hates the most. Open his eyes again
At that time, the last trace of reluctance disappeared from Nalan Zhenqi's eyes, and he walked out of Taifu's Mansion and Jing Yirong's world without looking back.
Jing Yirong held the jade piece in her hand and held it tightly, her eyes filled with deathly silence. Nalan Zhijin stared at Nalan Zhenqi's retreating back, with sadness in his voice, "Master, go to my seventh brother forever."
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"I once thought you would be the first person to leave me, but God played a joke on me." Jing Yirong turned to look at Nalan Zhijin, "Will you choose the same path as him eight years later?
?If you choose the same path as him, you might as well leave now, it won't be a good thing if it takes too long."
Nalan Zhijin met Jing Yirong's fearful gaze. This was the first time he saw fear in his master's eyes.
Jing Yirong took Nalan Zhijin's jade piece back to the room without waiting for Nalan Zhijin's answer. She flinched. She was afraid that Nalan Zhenqi would suddenly tell him that he also wanted to leave now. The pain will be painful in the future, but now.
You want to stay with her, but don't leave without looking back like Nalan Zhenqi.
Is parting so painful? All the memories with Nalan Zhenqi are now playing through my mind like movie clips. It turns out that so many things have happened between them, and they have actually been together for such a long time.
Time. The Nalan Zhenqi who risked his own life for her, the Nalan Zhenqi who would obey his words, the Nalan Zhenqi who would secretly speak ill of her with Nalan Zhijin behind her back, in the end only
The next person feels strange.
End of friendship? Why do these four words sound so uncomfortable now? Yueya, he said he wanted to avenge you. But now you tell me what should I do? When he stabs me with a sword many years later, should I fight back?