She was frightened by her own thoughts, and then she had the idea of leaving.
Zhong Qianqian: "I couldn't bear to leave you, but later, I couldn't bear it anymore... I still left. Ni Ni, my mother was only twenty-two years old at the time. She didn't do a good job. I'm sorry..."
Ni Ni's body was a little stiff.
She is sensible. She has heard her parents' stories, and she can also judge that in this separation without goodbye, both parents are at fault.
But she is not a judge, and she cannot speak the law and reason for everything. She only knows that it has not been easy for her father to raise her and her younger brother these years, and her mother just walked away and left. She has a hard heart, so she instinctively prefers Xu Xingshu.
Nini: "Why don't you come and see me and my brother?"
Zhong Qianqian: "The depression was severe at that time. I was treated for almost two years, and I didn't dare to go back during that period. After I recovered, I still missed you very much. I wanted to go back to see you and end the relationship with your father.
, but when I came back here that time, I saw the newspaper that your dad was engaged to someone else..."
Nini: "Nonsense, dad hasn't had a girlfriend in these years, nor has he been engaged to anyone."
Zhong Qianqian smiled helplessly and said: "Yeah, that report was also ambiguous, but I thought it wouldn't be groundless, so I didn't show up, and I left completely that time."
Nini: "Others have introduced many aunties to him, but the only one he always misses is you."
Zhong Qianqian: "It's normal for an outstanding person like him to be attracted to girls. I'm afraid that after I divorce him, he will remarry and his stepmother will treat you badly. But at that time, I won't be able to raise you. I can't
He took you away, so I kept avoiding him..."
Nini: "What about now? What are your plans?"
Zhong Qianqian never expected that one day she would be able to talk to her daughter about her concerns.
This feeling is strange and comfortable.
Zhong Qianqian said truthfully: "I haven't thought about it yet."
Ni Ni turned over and faced Zhong Qianqian, her bright eyes shining in the night.
"Will you break up with dad?"
Zhong Qianqian said with difficulty: "We no longer...love each other."
Nini: "Love or not, I can't answer this question for dad, but my brother and I both hope that you will be in this family."
A twelve-year-old girl who had just become a junior high school student said such mature words. Zhong Qianqian felt very uncomfortable. She hugged Nini and said, "The adults will take care of the matter. You and your brother will study hard."
Ni Ni shrank in her arms: "Well..."
Zhong Qianqian asked tentatively: "Are you...on your period?"
A twelve-year-old girl is almost at the age of getting her period. But when Zhong Qianqian came for the first time, her mother had already passed away.
At that time, there were no physiology classes in the schools in the town, and everyone was too embarrassed to talk about such female topics, let alone educate them.
She felt a stomachache during self-study that night, and she couldn't bear it until she ran back to the dormitory after school and went directly to the toilet.
The toilet at that time was semi-blocked. She squatted there and saw blood in the trough below. Her stomach pain made her sweat on her forehead, which made her tremble with fear.
Both her parents died of illness, so she felt that she must have a genetic disease and that she would die too.
In the eight-person girls' dormitory, only the oldest one had had her period, but she had always been secretive, fearing that people would laugh at her for being different from the others. So at that time, Zhong Qianqian really didn't know anything about this.
Know.
After self-study, the students all returned to the dormitory building. There were more people in the toilet and people started queuing up. Zhong Qianqian didn't dare to get up and didn't know what to do. She just kept squatting like that, and her feet were numb.
Finally, the principal of her dormitory, the oldest girl, came to find her in the bathroom and quietly asked her why she had been squatting for half an hour.
Halfway through the baffle, Zhong Qianqian's voice trembled: "I lost a lot of blood..."
The dormitory chief glanced down and said quietly: "Don't be afraid, wait for me."
When she came back, she gave Zhong Qianqian a sanitary napkin rolled up in her hand: "Don't be afraid, my aunt is here. Just tear off the paper and stick it on your pants."
Her words brought Zhong Qianqian back to life, and her hanging heart slowly dropped: It turned out that she was not going to die, but just had her period.
She followed the dormitory leader's instructions and put on a sanitary napkin before slowly getting up, her hands still on her abdomen.
The dormitory leader is one year older than everyone else. She usually takes more care of others like a sister. She supported Zhong Qianqian and said, "It's okay. I was scared the first time too. I'll take you to the canteen to buy sanitary napkins."
Zhong Qianqian: "But my stomach hurts..."
Principal: "Don't be afraid. Dysmenorrhea is normal. Just bear with it. You should pad it well and don't get your pants dirty. If you come during physical education class, tell the teacher and the teacher will approve it for you."
At that time, there were only two unrelated men left in the family. It was impossible for Zhong Qianqian to tell them about this, but she had an extra expense every month, so she could only save it from living expenses.
She feels that menstruation is a hurdle in life for girls, and she has transformed from a little girl into a real woman.
She remembered her fear and panic at that time.
No one told her about the dietary taboos during her menstrual period. Later, dysmenorrhea always accompanied her. When the pain started, she couldn't touch any bones in her body and just wanted to lie down.
After getting together with Xu Xingshu, he discovered her abnormality and took her to the hospital to see a doctor. After almost a year of recuperation, the dysmenorrhea completely left her.
Nini, who was now in her arms, shook her head without any shyness: "No, but my teacher and sister have taught me the precautions. I know how to use sanitary napkins."
Zhong Qianqian smiled: "That's great." Even if you don't have a mother for so many years, you still have someone else to guide you.
She touched her daughter's face: "Whatever you want to eat tomorrow morning, I'll make it for you."
Nini: "I want to eat the noodles cooked by my mother. My father said that the noodles cooked by my mother are delicious."
Zhong Qianqian: "Okay, let's cook noodles. Go to sleep."
Ni Ni said "hmm", arched into her arms again, and closed her eyes with a sweet smile on her face.
When Linlin woke up the next day, he saw his mother holding Ni Ni, who was sleeping very sweetly. He was angry and jealous, so he stood up and pushed Ni Ni away with his feet, and then lay in his mother's arms!
Ni Ni almost fell out of bed and woke up in an instant. She sat up with her messy hair and looked at the culprit and shouted: "Xu Jialin!!!"
Linlin stuck out her tongue proudly at her.
Zhong Qianqian also woke up due to the commotion. She sat up, still in a trance.
"Good morning, mom!" Linlin greeted sweetly.
"Morning, good boy, you go and wash up. Mom is making breakfast." She turned over and got out of bed.
Two siblings are brushing their teeth.
Linlin: "You are such a duplicitous person, why did you end up in mother's arms!"
Ni Ni sighed: "She wants to hug me, what can I do?"
Linlin stared at her: "You are really good at pretending!"
Nini: "You are so good at acting like a baby!"
When the three of them finished breakfast and went downstairs, Xu Xingshu's car was parked downstairs. Linlin's eyes were sharp: "It's dad's car!" This chapter has been completed!