Bai Xue was so nervous that she was trembling slightly, but her heart was full of expectations.
The two looked at each other, and after a moment, Li Jing's handsome face came closer and closer, and finally took away Bai Xue's first kiss.
Later, he whispered to Bai Xue, who was unable to speak clearly, "Go back with me."
At that time, the two of them had been having an affair for a while, and Bai Xue's brain was completely dead, and she was only excited!
She was taken home by Li Jing and completely taken over as his own.
She was extremely happy. He was her idol, a good mentor, and her lover and partner. After that, the two got tired of being together almost every day.
But after Bai Xue calmed down later, she discovered that Li Jing had never held her hand in public. When they met in the company, in front of everyone, he just said hello lightly as usual, and even his eyes did not change.
Only then did she realize that Li Jing had never defined their relationship. It was her unilateral belief that they were lovers!
She did not continue to speculate, but asked Li Jing directly. Sure enough, Li Jing said that they were just accompanying each other, and there was no need to put shackles on their relationship.
The white snow is like five thunders hitting the top!
She had thought that when their relationship became more stable, she would formally introduce him to Hua Lai and her parents!
Li Jing looked at her stunned look, frowned and asked seriously: "Didn't you say that I am your idol? Then you should know that I said many years ago that I am a non-marriage person.
Will get married."
Of course Bai Xue knew what he said, and she thought she had changed him.
Li Jing said seriously: "Art should not be defined, and neither should our relationship."
He said: "Just be casual. Haven't we been getting along very well during this time?"
They get along very well, but this is based on Bai Xue thinking that they are boyfriend and girlfriend.
She felt that she was lucky in this life to meet such a gentle, considerate and talented man like him. Who knew that he was just experiencing life.
She decisively proposed severing contact, but Li Jing's attempts to stay were ineffective, so he reluctantly agreed to her.
In those days, Bai Xue lived like a year. She was afraid that she would be exposed in the company, so she took annual leave to recover from her injuries in the small apartment she rented.
Being alone in the house made her even more depressed. Just when she was packing her bags and preparing to go out to relax, Li Jing called her again.
She hung up decisively, but he persisted and kept dialing again.
Later he sent a message.
"Xiaoxue, I'm sick, can you come and see me?"
Bai Xue's heart trembled and started to hurt again.
She believed that this matter was not Li Jing's fault alone, but that she had not asked clearly from the beginning.
Emotional matters can never be cut off so easily. When she heard that Li Jing was ill, she felt sorry for him. After some hesitation, she went to his house.
Li Jing was really sick. He had been living alone with no one to take care of him.
He was lying on the bed with a fever. Bai Xue was so frightened that he took care of him for two days before he got better.
He hugged Bai Xue and said he was sorry and that he missed her.
However, it cannot give her the stable future she wants.
Bai Xue cried in front of him until she couldn't help herself.
She loves him, but he has nothing to give to herself.
Love is like a poison. You know that swallowing it will not do you any good, but its temptation is so great.
Li Jing hugged her and told her a lot about the pain of lovesickness in the past two days, but finally said that the decision was up to her.
He respects her choice.
Bai Xue had no choice. She felt that she and Li Jing were in love, but they just had different views on love.
She fell into despair again.
They are together again, but Bai Xue is no longer as happy as before.
In the restaurant, Bai Xue's eyes were wet. She briefly told what happened between herself and Li Jing, and then said with a wry smile: "I am stupid and self-righteous."
Hua Lai didn't think so: "This is obviously because he is irresponsible! What is non-marriageism? If you really want non-marriageism, I will tell you right from the beginning. What are you doing to seduce you?!"
Bai Xue muttered: "How can there be any temptation... We are in love with each other..."
Hua Lai simply hates it: "You are willing to let me do it, but you are not willing at all! Do you really agree to spend time with him like this?! He is talking about non-marriageism, and he wants to get married one day if we can't guarantee it.
Got it!"
Bai Xue forced out a smile: "Isn't that right?"
Hua Lai frowned: "Okay? Do you know the time limit? One year? Three years? Ten years? And what if the person he wants to marry is not you by then? And even if it is you, after ten years, you have already missed it.
If you miss the best time to have a baby, you are irresponsible for your body! You are irresponsible for the baby!"
Bai Xue once told Hua Lai that she must complete the important life event of giving birth to a baby before the age of thirty-three!
Hua Lai has seen a lot of sophisticated people, and in such a complicated environment as the entertainment industry, she can recognize all kinds of people much better than Bai Xue.
People like Li Jing are clearly emotional liars and hypocrites!
A man who can't give a woman a sense of security and still claims to "respect your choice" is completely acting like a hooligan!
His idol image in her heart collapsed!
She never wants to suffer from a man again in her life, nor will she allow her good friend to be deceived by a man!
Bai Xue lowered her head after being asked a few words by Hua Lai.
Hua Lai took her hand: "You make the decision in your own affairs, but I don't want you to deceive yourself or others! You are not the kind of person who can afford it!"
Bai Xue took a deep breath: "I understand..."
Hua Lai could see that she was in pain.
She sat next to her and gently hugged her shoulders: "I know it's not easy to meet a man you really like, but this person must be worthy of your efforts." She sighed: "Not happy.
Call me at any time when you are here, look at you, if I don’t ask you, you won’t tell me.”
Bai Xue leaned her head on Hua Lai's shoulder and nodded: "Actually, I've been very confused recently. I can feel that he loves me, but I don't have any sense of security. The better he treats me, the more I will think about it.
What should I do if he leaves one day..."
Hua Lai's anger had passed. She patted Bai Xue's shoulder gently and said distressedly: "Think carefully and see if she is worth your risking everything for love."
Bai Xue sniffed and said "hmm", then changed her tone: "Don't talk about these troublesome things about me, why did you set the ring? Isn't it a proposal?"
Hua Lai smiled and said: "Uh-huh, no?"
Bai Xue looked at her in surprise: "Really? You proposed to him?"
"That's what I think. When the time comes, you will come together to witness my most courageous moment!"
"Of course! You've always been like this, not taking the usual path!"
Hualai sighed.
She wanted to take an ordinary path before, but she just didn't have the chance.
She thought about it and proposed to Jiang Heyu at his birthday party.