In the bustling crowd, a clever figure looked around, her hands tightly holding each other. Her eyes were stopped at the exit of the airport, her little face was blushing, and she looked uneasy.
The pendulum clock in the hall, the minute hand stopped at thirty, Mu Qiu pursed his lips, feeling more and more uneasy
It was only half an hour delayed, and it was like torment for her. At the entrance, the next surging crowd appeared again. Mu Qiu bit his lips and his eyes were unwilling to relax for a moment.
Finally, a familiar figure came into my mind, a solid-colored handmade suit, the man put one hand in his pocket, and the black sunglasses on him, making him more conspicuous. No matter when, he was the highlight of the crowd, and he could also let her go.
Find him as soon as possible
With an excited smile on her face, Mu Qiu didn't dare to move over. Even the old housekeeper behind her urged her, "Miss, the young master is back, can't you go over?"
"I...I..." She didn't see her for a year, and she didn't even have the courage to approach him. Her fingers tightly held the hem of her skirt. She blushed and just took a small step. She felt that his eyes seemed to be heading towards
Come here, Mu Qiu was stunned and stood there.
It was not because he was afraid that he would find out, but behind him, there was a woman in the costume of a flight attendant, as if she had something to give him. He raised his lips and smiled, ignored the things in the flight attendant's hand, and directly grabbed the woman's
He kissed his jaw, right in the crowded hall, in front of Mu Qiu...
The previous joy seemed to be awakened by a basin of cold water. The blush on Mu Qiu's face was finally filled with paleness, and even his steps were a little unstable.
The old butler looked at Chu Ye worriedly, then looked at Mu Qiu, "Miss, maybe the young master..."
"Butler, can you pick him up? Can I go back first?" She turned her back to the man, her eyes shining with red silk, as if she would fall if she didn't pay attention.
The old housekeeper was not willing to let Mu Qiu be wronged, so he ordered the driver to stop a taxi and take her back
At the airport, Chu Ye let go of the flight attendant in his arms, his eyebrows raised slightly, and his eyes slid across the exit as if nothing had happened, gradually becoming deeper
Mu Qiu returned to the bedroom and closed the door. Her eyes were already red and swollen. This year, she had been waiting for him to come back here. Even though she knew he was unwilling to do so, she still insisted on it countless times.
She had been looking forward to what the next meeting would be like, and there were countless possibilities, but she had never thought about this. When did Chu Ye in her memory become so strange?
Will that Chu Ye, who has only loved Sui, kiss those strange women?
There is no greater sorrow than death in your heart. Chu Ye, is your heart still there?
After lying on the bed, Mu Qiu cried, she couldn't help feeling upset. She had been looking forward to this day for so long and loved that person for so many years. How could she turn around and leave because of his unexpected action?
Perhaps, because he had been outside for a long time, he naturally became accustomed to the way Westerners greeted him and became a little casual. Why did she turn around and come back without even giving her a chance to explain?
He didn't see her at the airport. Would he think she was rude?
Just as I was thinking, there were sounds of knocking at the door. It was the old housekeeper who came back, "Miss, the young master is back, do you want it..."
Before the old housekeeper finished speaking, it seemed that someone interrupted it. The knock on the door continued. The man's gentle and thick voice was heard again, "Mu Qiu, open the door."
A simple command sound came from his mouth, but it was not disgusting, as if everything he said was right
Running to the mirror, she wiped away the tears in her eyes, raised a smile, then walked to the door and opened the door
He leaned against the door frame, his faint eyes moved to her, revealing a few narrow scents, "Why didn't you pick me up at the airport?"
Even though he knew the reason, he hid very well, with a smile in his eyes, and he also pulled her red eyes into the bottom of his eyes.
"I, I just..." Mu Qiu lowered his head, not daring to look at his indifferent gaze. He stopped his hand at the hem of the skirt, he hesitated for a long time before he squeezed out a few words, "I feel uncomfortable, so I didn't go, sorry."
"Then are you better now?" He walked in, his big palm touching her cheeks. The distance between them was close, and she could feel his breath. If it fell on her, her body became even stiffer.
...
"Okay, much better," she stammered, secretly raising her eyes to look at him, capturing a stronger smile, but it seemed that something was missing.
"Can't that be, that's coming?" As she breathed a sigh of relief, a numb feeling came from her ears. He leaned over and pressed her against the wall, breathing all over the room.
She shook her head nervously, but heard his low smile, "That's good, otherwise, how can the next thing be done?"
There seems to be a different meaning in this sentence. Mu Qiu looked at him in a daze, not understanding it.
Chu Ye smiled, closed the door with his backhand, supported one hand on the wall beside her ear, leaned over and touched her lips, and began the most primitive occupation.
Mu Qiu leaned against the wall and couldn't react at all. He kissed her. This was a situation where he could not find his memory after searching through it. Everything came too quickly. The uneasiness in his heart gradually spread, and it was his hand that tear her open.
The dress begins...
"Chu Ye, don't..." She pushed him away in fear, her body trembled faintly. He changed, it shouldn't be like this...
"We are going to be legal couples, is there anything wrong?" Chu Ye raised his eyebrows and dragged her into his arms again, smiling faintly, "I said, as long as you don't regret it, you will get married. As for the procedures, I'll let me
Qin Lang goes to handle it”
"That's not what I mean..."
"Don't you want to marry me?" He spoke quietly again, leaning against the wall. His deep black eyes narrowed slightly, revealing a few sarcasm, she saw it clearly.
He knew that she wanted to marry him and stay with him for the rest of her life, but at this moment, something seemed to be misplaced. She was about to get what she wanted, but she wanted to retreat...
"I really want to marry you, but..."
"Then there is nothing," Chu Ye interrupted her unfinished words, hugged her to the bed, and pressed her under her, "As a wife, should you fulfill your obligations, huh?"
"I don't want it!" Unexpectedly, she refused. Thinking of the kiss he gave to the flight attendant before, she should understand that he didn't care anymore, he didn't care about anything anymore. Since he got married, his world has been dark.
Even if she wants to give him sunshine, she is not qualified
A year of waiting is insignificant in his heart. In his eyes, except for Leng Suixin, all other women are the same.
"Repent?" He still didn't feel pain, his eyes were so indifferent that he didn't know him. He hurt her heart so hard. She wanted to cry and laugh. When he let go of her, he retreated
It's far away, "Well, I regret it. I'll leave here tomorrow, take care of you."
The door was closed again, Chu Ye raised his eyes lightly, and he was the only one left in the room.
It was then that he began to look at everything here little by little. On the wall, it was a photo of him and her at that wedding. The marriage was in a hurry. He didn't even take a wedding photo with her, and she seemed to have never taken it.
Complaints, it's like I don't care
But if you don’t care, why do you take the photo at the wedding so important?
On the bedside table, fragrant papers were flying in the air. Her secret was exposed to his eyes in an instant.
On the pink paper page, she missed her day after day
***
November 23
He came back on the 27th, and at five o'clock, I must wait for him an hour in advance to let him see me first. Maybe in this way, he will like me a little more?
November 24
He just called the butler. I answered the first one, but when he called the butler directly, I didn't dare to speak. In the past year, I had never said a word to him. I really wanted to do it, but I didn't.
Dare, I have agreed on a one-year deadline, I can't bother him anymore, just wait a few more days, and he will be back in three days, Chu Ye, I will wait for you
November 25
I made the dishes he liked in advance and wanted to practice my skills before he came back, otherwise I would be miserable if he didn't like to eat them at that time.
November 26
All night, sleepless, just close your eyes, he is all over your mind, Chu Ye, why didn’t you come back one day earlier? You were so confused that you couldn’t concentrate on anything you cook. After knocking over three bowls, cooking, and almost cooked the kitchen.
The housekeeper didn't let me do things, but the more idle I was, the more nervous I became. What should I do? He hadn't come back yet, and I was like this. Will I lose my composure in front of him?
***
I fell in love with it, so I was very humble. Chu Ye closed her eyes lightly, imagining her uneasy appearance, and there was a smile on the corner of her lips.
The girl who followed him all day long and shouted at Chu Ye grew up. At that time, he only had the heart in his eyes. When she said she liked him, he sent her abroad without any mercy.
I am by my side, just because I am not happy to know it as I wish
This is often the case. When you like someone, others are nothing in your eyes, and he doesn't want to delay Mu Qiu's life.
But that woman seemed to be trapped too deeply. Do you really love him so much?
*...*
At dinner time, Mu Qiu returned to the living room. At that time, Chu Ye sat at the dining table. When he saw her, he raised his eyebrows lightly and said, "Come here to have a meal."
A calm tone, as if nothing had happened before
Mu Qiu responded, and as soon as she sat down at the table, she heard the old butler laughing and joking, "Young master, you are finally back. The lady is thinking about you every day. She didn't sleep all night last night, but today she was already..."
"Butler, I'll help you." Mu Qiu suddenly interrupted, without looking at the man, and directly pulled the Butler into the kitchen.
"Butler, stop talking, I don't want to be sympathized with by him." Mu Qiu said softly, with stubbornness in his eyes and even more aggrieved.
The old housekeeper wiped her tears and smiled gently, "Miss, don't you love the young master? Maybe he can't really fall in love with you now, but as long as you have the chance to stay by his side, one day, the young master will find you
good"
"What if he never fell in love with me for the rest of his life?"
"Do you know why some couples can stay together for a lifetime, while others only last for a year or two?"
Mu Qiu dazes his eyes and shakes his head
"Because only when love becomes family affection, can the marriage maintain the two people in love. They are both impulsive and cannot withstand the storm. Only when that relationship settles and becomes family affection, can it last forever."
When Mu Qiu heard this, he just smiled faintly. How could the family affection that had not been cultivated for more than ten years be achieved by working hard now?
When he went out again, Chu Ye was still sitting there, Qin Lang came, nodding at her, "Miss Mu Qiu, long time no see."
"Well, is Brother Qin Lang okay?" At this time, she had a sweet smile on her face and blue marks under her eyelids, but it did not affect her pretty face.
Chu Ye held her chin with one hand and looked at her lazy, "Why never see you calling me brother?"
The three people are childhood sweethearts. Mu Qiu's father, Boss Mu, was destined to meet the three of them. But the fate of them is a mess. Since Boss Mu passed away, she has followed him.
, failed to confess her love, so she obediently went abroad, thinking that if she didn't meet, she wouldn't miss her or love her...
With a bitter smile, Mu Qiu handed the rice to him, and said as if he was joking, "Because I don't want to be your sister."
Once you become a sister, you can’t be a lover. Don’t you understand?
Chu Ye looked at the porcelain bowl and chopsticks in his hand, and his thoughts stopped like this. The feelings that had been entangled for many years were finally calm, but he still loved him, even if that person had a happy ending.
Looking up again, she had left at some point, quietly, not like her
I remember a long time ago, Suixin told him that if you like someone, you can change it for him, remove bad habits that he doesn't like, and please flatter him.
Over the years, he did it for his own sake, and Mu Qiu was also doing it for him, which felt like a vicious cycle.
The old butler stayed aside for a long time before hesitating, "Young Master..."
"Stop talking." Chu Ye suddenly stood up, interrupted the butler's words, and frowned slightly as he looked at the second floor with his eyebrows.
He knew the old housekeeper's words, just like he did back then, how could he not understand the stupid things Mu Qiu did?
Knowing that it is impossible, he still works hard until he has experienced all his despair, and the pain will last for a lifetime
The lights, which lit up in her room for a long time, opened the door softly, was the scene of her packing clothes, she was like this, once she made up her mind, she would not shake, just like he asked her to leave six years ago, then, her
Although there were tears in my eyes, I didn't say a word of rejection
She sometimes makes people feel sad
Mu Qiu lowered his head, holding the notebook in his hand, lowered his head, but tears fell one by one
Are you willing to give up?
No, I'm reluctant to let it go, but she really worked hard. She tried hard to do what Sister Suxin could give him, but he couldn't see it. Even though she held a sincere heart in front of him, he was disdainful.
Take a look, hurt her in the worst way
It would be better to just part...
Mu Qiu covered her heart and sobbed quietly. Tears fell on her laptop, but she tried hard to wipe it away again and again.
Until the door, there were some slight footsteps. Mu Qiu was so scared that he raised his eyes, but he didn't see anyone. She walked to the door, and the door that should have been closed was opened, and she looked into the corridor.
No one
Fortunately, he didn't see it
Mu Qiu returned to the room, locked her back against the door, and before she left, she felt a little lost. From the excitement this afternoon to the despair now, her emotions came too quickly, and she was not even able to bear it.
What is a one-year appointment?
Turn off the lights, she sat quietly on the bed, waiting for midnight, and after everyone was asleep, she could leave
After experiencing such pain, she could no longer calmly weave lies, say goodbye, say goodbye, and say goodbye later...
The moonlight seemed to be very slow. When the surroundings were so quiet that it seemed to be non-existent, Mu Qiu gently lifted up her suitcase and opened the door. She didn't bring much, a few clothes, a note, and he and her were
Photos at the wedding banquet
At that time, the wedding was very timely. He said it was just a show, and things that were not needed shouldn't have
But he must not know that she actually didn't want much. If she couldn't keep his heart, it would be even if she had a moment of memory. Fortunately, she got these
In the corridor, she could hear her breathing, stopped at the stairs, she turned to look at the closed door, just looking at it, as if it had been a century.
Maybe we will never see each other again after this time?
With a faint smile, Mu Qiu wiped away the tears from her face, carried the suitcase, and went down the stairs step by step. She put her steps very slowly, as if she wanted to keep something, but when she was silent, she felt a strange breath
"Do you want me to help?" He sat there on the sofa in the living room. In the middle of the night, his dark eyes staring at her tightly, and he couldn't tell his emotions.
Mu Qiu was stunned, holding the suitcase hand and stopped. Without replying, he felt him get up, and a warm breath enveloped her, making her dare not look back, "No, no need."
"Well, then goodbye," he said lightly, then turned to the second floor
Mu Qiu's heart was cold, not sure why, but when consciousness came back, she called him and faced his faint gaze, for a moment, she didn't know how to speak
"Is there anything else to say to me?" He faced her, stood on the second ladder, with one hand in his pocket, his eyes still calm.
Mu Qiu buried his head and tried hard to lift the corner of his mouth, "I wish you happiness."
"Since you care so much about me, why do you leave? Just because I don't love you, you gave up, right? It seems that your love is just like that." Chu Ye said coldly, his ink-colored eyes narrowed slightly
Mu Qiu held his hands tightly, and his emotions were on the verge of collapse at this moment, "Isn't this one-year appointment just to make me give up? Chu Ye, don't treat me as a fool, I know, you don't want to marry me, even if you decide
I made that agreement because you possessed my body, so I felt guilty?”
Chu Ye raised his eyebrows and smiled, came to her, leaned down, "You were wrong first, I possessed a lot of women, and it was not your turn to get married, second,"
He paused, and the warm breath swept across her cheek, "I didn't possess you a year ago."
There are many ways to solve the medicine. If he really owns her body, he will marry her directly to avoid exogenous branches.
Mu Qiu looked at him blankly, with pain and soreness in his eyes, "That's even better. You don't have to force yourself to marry me, and I don't want to marry you wrongly."
She bit her lip, held her suitcase, and walked towards the door
After a few steps, it seemed as if she had tried her best, and even her heart felt a little painful. Leaving was not as easy as she imagined...
He looked at her faintly behind him. Finally, at the moment the door opened, he grabbed her wrist and dragged it into his arms. His fingertips accurately touched the tears on her eyelids, "Since you don't want to leave so much, don't be willful,
No one rushes you”
"Let me go" his words made her feel very sad. She shook his hand away, and Mu Qiu turned around, refusing to let the vulnerability leak.
She cried enough, she didn't want to continue
"Don't you love me very much? It just so happens that I lack a wife, otherwise how can I explain it to her in the future?"
At the casual wedding banquet, she played his wife. If he met in the future, how could he fulfill that lie?
Mu Qiu smiled sadly, it turned out that the reason was only married to her, that's all, Mu Qiu, you are so sad, you have been looking forward to so much, but you didn't find his purpose, it's just that
Wiping away the tears in her eyes, she turned around and smiled indifferently at him, "You can tell her that I am dead, I swear that I will never expose your lies in my life, or help me hold a funeral...
”
Before he finished speaking, he pushed her to the wall, his lips blocking her
This damn woman, try it if you dare to talk nonsense!
The kiss of punishment, with no emotion at all, is just rudely plundering, possessing, or even destroying...
Mu Qiu was pressed against the wall by him, his lips were filled with pain, mixed with the previous grievances, and finally he couldn't help crying, intermittently, disappearing into his kiss
Chu Ye frowned, and when he moved away, she heard a "pop" sound. She raised her right hand and waved it hard on his left face.
"Chu Ye, don't think that if I like you, you can hurt me again and again. No, I will never love you in the future, and I will not have any expectations anymore."
Chu Ye raised his eyes, and there was a flash of haze in his eyes. Then he bent his lips and looked at her coldly, "Since you don't like it, why are the diary all about me? Mu Qiu, before lying next time, I will put it first.
Your evidence is hidden”
"You!" Mu Qiu's eyes were full of panic. He wanted to avoid it, but his jaw was pinned by him. He felt wronged, bitter, despair... The tightly wrapped love threads enveloped her, pressing her down so hard that she could not even breathe.
Slid in his arms, Mu Qiu smiled lonelyly, "Are you satisfied? I like you, I like you for a long time, but you don't like me, and don't even want to give me the chance. Do I continue to rely on you? Chu Ye,
I don't want to end up getting bored by you."
Chu Ye sighed and pressed her into his arms, "I won't."
Mu Qiu sobbed quietly, realizing his loss of composure, rubbed his cheeks randomly, "Sorry, I..."
"Mu Qiu," he interrupted her, his hands resting beside her, with seriousness flowing in his eyes, "Will it be better if we had children?"
Mu Qiu turned his face away. When he showed such a look, it meant that Chu Ye was really thinking, but what should she go back?
She also looked forward to the child. Even a year ago, she thought he touched her. Two months later, she went to buy a pregnancy test stick and prayed for a miracle, but he gave her nothing...
"I have no idea……"
"Believe me?" He exchanged eyes with her. Maybe he was thinking of ways to make her give up and ruined the agreement, but after seeing her compromise so simply, he regretted it...
An indescribable reluctance emerged in his heart. After all, he is also a human being. He needs a partner who can support himself until he is old and a home that can get comfort when he is tired.
Mu Qiu is undoubtedly the best choice
"Maybe I can't love you, but I will work hard to be a good husband and a good father," he assured quietly, holding her in his arms, as if he wanted to determine what.
Is it hesitation?
Mu Qiu smiled sadly, and when he raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were gentle, "No need, Chu Ye, I will leave and will not disturb your life anymore."
"What if I want you to stay?"
She pursed her lips, not wanting to see him look too serious. She would be reluctant to refuse such a person and would be deeply trapped in it. After he said that, she was looking forward to it, but she also understood that it was impossible, and not to mention whether he could do so.
Do it, but what if she can't?
Who can say it correctly in the future?
"You can get the marriage certificate on the day. If you want a wedding, I will have another one for you. Mu Qiu, I won't let you go." He said, picking her up in the waist and walking to the second floor. Mu Qiu frowned.
, I heard him speak indifferently at the darkness, "Qin Lang, take the suitcase back to her room."
Mu Qiu widened her eyes in surprise, her heart was very confused. When he carried her into the bedroom and kissed her, she even forgot to resist.
Maybe, she doesn't want to resist at all, she also wants such a future. She loves him and wants to love him selfishly once...
"Chu Ye..." Mu Qiu whispered softly, and Mu Qiu bit his lips tightly, his voice as thin as a mosquito, "I, can I really..."
"Respond to me well, leave the rest to me," he replied in a low voice, his lips falling on every part of her body, thin and gentle, as if she was the one he cherished the most
Looking at the ceiling blankly, Mu Qiu was confused for a moment, and his previously firm heart became hesitant because of the loneliness in his eyes.
He and she are both beginners in marriage. They can only become proficient after learning many things, right?
He and she will also go through that running-in period and be happy for the rest of their lives...
Immersed in the boundless thoughts, Mu Qiu smiled on his face, but at the next moment, he felt a pain on his lips. She frowned, and her eyes complained about the man's rudeness.
"Concentrate," he said hoarsely. At some point, he took off her dress, and his big palm caused a tremor.
Mu Qiu held back his shyness, raised his head, took the initiative to kiss his lips, and continued the affection...
If there is a distance between two people a hundred steps, then she would rather take ninety-nine steps and wait for his response. Many times, giving is also a kind of happiness. She will continue this feeling, give it to him, and give it to the future.
Children, a warm home
Chu Ye, I will also work hard to be a good wife and a good mother