I felt like a clown being played with, so I staggered, holding on to the handrail, and walked down step by step.
I want to disappear, never come again, leave this place forever, those sneering faces make me unable to be calm
I admit, I have never been strong
The disguise of these two years actually collapsed in just a moment.
Looking at the dark corridor, I was imagining, how wonderful it would be if nothing had happened?
How great would it be if I was still the silly Leng Nuan who just stayed by Yi Yang's side every day, eating and drinking, and enjoying his disguised kindness?
But... there are no ifs in everything, there is only the future, and the broken me facing the future
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No matter how solid a friendship is, it is much easier to break than to build.
I no longer protect Nuannuan like a sister, she is also very polite to me
It seems that the relationship between us is really just that of master and servant.
But I often heard Nuannuan crying quietly at night, and at this time, I was bursting into tears outside her door.
I won't apologize because I know that once friendship is broken, it can never be restored to the same state as before.
I still remember the way we used to joke
I said, if I have a piece of warmth in my hand, I have the world!
She said, Ting'er is a treasure and there's no place to look for it if it's lost.
Then the two girls laughed like fools, but will they still exist in the future?
Leng Bingliang walked over slowly, looked at me with frowning eyebrows, "Go to bed"
I was stunned for a moment. I didn’t want to disobey him or have too many arguments with him. I was really tired.
Stand up, bow slightly to him, turn around, and leave
A soft sigh, I don’t know who made it, lingers in this gloomy and depressing night, and cannot be let go for a long time...
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Walking alone on the road in despair, surrounded by contemptuous eyes and suppressed rumors
The flowers bloom beautifully in September, but I feel sad. The fragrance of the flowers cannot penetrate my nose.
A figure ran close to me from a distance, and the face that resembled that god gradually became clearer. When I saw it, I just wanted to run away.
"Classmate Ting'er~~~" Cheng Xinyan's cry was more hearty than a rooster, and his smile was brighter than flowers. He was absolutely eye-catching, and a hand fell on my shoulder.
"Student Ting'er, if you look so ugly, don't come to school. The teacher allows you to take leave and rest at home, okay?"
"Thank you, teacher, Ting'er is fine." I gritted my teeth and looked at him. Didn't he mean to make people misunderstand me by saying this?
Sure enough, people around us started looking at us curiously.
"It doesn't matter, your business is my business. If you feel uncomfortable, you must come to the teacher to ask for leave. The teacher will go to your home to help you make up for the missed courses, eh?"
With a slight exertion on my hand, I noticed his eyes, full of threats.
That means, be obedient or you will die!
I was helpless and nodded slightly, "Thank you, teacher, I will do it."
Then he walked away contentedly, and I breathed a long sigh of relief.
I'm too lazy to care about what those people look like anymore. I just want to go back to my classroom quickly and sleep until school is over.
"Stop" a female voice sounded behind me. I paused slightly and continued walking forward.
"Stop!" The girl rushed to me and stopped me abruptly.
I looked up and saw that it was the woman who handed in the report at the student union. She was wearing a Japanese school uniform today, with double ponytails, and her big eyes were distorted by eye makeup.
I remember, she called him cool
I don’t think anyone else would have the guts to call him that, except for people who have been close to women.