At that moment, he looked so cold and cold, so similar, they were exactly the same.
I always saw him like this in a hazy moment after he abused me, so in the hazy state, I forgave him again and again with his sad eyes.
After a long time, he slowly said, "Your left eye is my right eye."
My heart sank. I guessed it right. What were his eyes?
"My eyes belong to the dead girl. The doctor said that if you use the eyes of a dead person, it will affect your vision. You must use the eyes of a living person and pluck them out alive..."
I almost screamed. Digging it out alive means that you can't use anesthesia and just go under the knife. What kind of pain is that? It's unimaginable.
But he did it for me...
"Why?" I was shocked. "Don't you hate me? It's because of me that your two sisters died. Don't you hate me?"
"I hated you, but I hurt your eyes. When I saw you bleeding and covering your eyes and crying out in pain, no matter how much hatred I had, it disappeared without a trace. I... just want you to be well. Everything else
None of it matters anymore.”
He said, reaching out to touch my face, "I once heard my grandma tell a story. In the story, two people were fighting, and one blinded the other's eyes. The person killed him and later replaced his eyes with his own.
After that, he couldn't see anyone except his wife."
I shed tears and looked up at the increasingly intense white color in the distance...
What am I crying for? Him? Him? Or them?
Because of my comfort, too many people have been sacrificed, including Leng Bingliang, Liu Xili, Chu Anyen, Cheng Xinyan, and the unnamed corpses all over the place.
What should I use to repay it? In this life, I am destined to be unable to repay it.
"Why do you do this? Are you stupid?" I lowered my head and felt numb with pain. Is there anything else that can stimulate my heart?
I just don't want to owe anyone too much, I'm already full of evil
"Hurting you is the biggest mistake of my life... I want to make up for it, I want to get the right to continue to look at you, just like now, I can only see you, the one I love most." He held my face, the tip of his nose
Beads of sweat oozed from the child, and the snowflakes hit the sweat and melted instantly
Such sincere and determined eyes make people feel distressed. What kind of virtue have I accumulated in my previous life? There are so many people who are willing to go through fire and water for me in this life?
To be fair, I don't deserve it
The wind and snow gradually became smaller and finally stopped. I never spoke to Cheng Xinyan again. I was embarrassed and didn’t know what to say.
I supported him and walked deeper into the forest step by step
I don't know where I'm going. Even though it's already morning, the sky is still gray. The snow has covered my insteps and I can't see the road under my feet. It's very difficult to walk and I trip from time to time.
"Take a rest..." After walking for a long time but not very far, Cheng Xinyan's head was covered with sweat and his whole ankle was swollen like a bun.
"No, we have to leave here before dark, otherwise there will be wolves and we won't be able to deal with them." Cheng Xinyan endured the pain, "This is very close to our school base. We should be there after walking for a while."
He said, leaning against the tree and breathing heavily
"You'd better sit down and rest, I'll get something to eat." If we continue like this, we are all in danger, and the little solid food in our stomachs will have been digested long ago.
"Danger, fool, I'll go" to show off! I struggled to get up!
I angrily gave him a lesson, pulled out the knife from my backpack and assured him that I was absolutely safe.