Xia Chenxuan was making a painful decision. She stared at Lu Qianqian. She knew that Lu Qianqian really liked Ye Jintian, would be kind to Ye Jintian, and would take good care of Ye Jintian.
Since her appearance will bring him painful memories and pain, she would rather not appear.
She would rather suffer herself than let her brother Tian suffer.
It's just that she wanted to see him after many years of love. After getting the confirmation, after confirming that he was Ye Jintian, she wanted to see him so urgently, so looking forward to it, so excited.
But, but
She wants to see her but can't...
How many times have I fantasized about being with Ye Jintian, embracing each other hand in hand, and loving each other forever?
However, now, she cannot appear in his world, and even after finding him, she has to stay far away from him
The struggle to break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly is painful and difficult. Some pupae dazzle in the sea of flowers at the moment they struggle out of the cocoon, but some have broken wings at the moment they struggle out of the cocoon.
Lu Qianqian stared at Xia Chenxuan. Her words made Lu Qianqian feel a little mixed, because she could hear Xia Chenxuan's care for Xu Yihao and her greatness. She was moved, but also felt sad for it.
After all, there is another woman who loves her man together with her. Can that feeling be explained clearly?
Compared with Xia Chenxuan's greatness, Lu Qianqian was a little more selfish. She even asked Xu's mother for her opinion when she went to ask her. If it was as she suspected, then she and Xu Yihao would leave again and go abroad together.
, stay away from here, stay away from Xia Chenxuan, stay away from the face that vaguely appears in Xu Yihao’s memory, completely forget it, completely say goodbye to Ye Jintian
Love makes a person great, but it can also make a person selfish
Lu Qianqian is the one who is selfish for love, but that selfishness is understandable, because after all, the main reason for this selfishness is that she does not want to continue to trouble Xu Yihao because of Xia Chenxuan's appearance, and let him have it every time
Thinking about it gives me a headache
Because of love, both women are thinking about this and worrying about this
After Lu Qianqian agreed to Xia Chenxuan, she called Xu Yihao to go to this coffee shop. Xia Chenxuan also took the initiative to find a private room to sit down. The private room here was made of glass, and people inside could see outside, but people outside could not
Can't see inside
After waiting for about twenty minutes, Lu Qianqian waited for Xu Yihao at the door. She smiled gently at Xu Yihao, "Ah Hao!"
Xu Yihao's handsome face also showed a gentle smile. He stared at Lu Qianqian and said, "Qianqian, why do you want to come here to drink coffee today?"
As he spoke, Xu Yihao's big hand gently stretched out and took Lu Qianqian's small hands in his. Lu Qianqian smiled knowingly, "I was passing by here and suddenly wanted to drink coffee, so I came in!"
Xu Yihao didn't ask any more questions after hearing this, but held Lu Qianqian's hand and walked into the coffee shop together.
Through the glass of the box, Xia Chenxuan stared at Lu Qianqian and the man beside her who walked in, with a layer of education in her eyes. He was Brother Tian, the brother she loved when she was a child, and the man who doted on her when she was a child.
elder brother
But now, his hand is holding someone else's hand
His smile is directed at other women
His pampering also belongs to others...
Even the name is no longer her brother Tian, no longer Ye Jintian, but Xu Yihao!
We haven’t seen each other for many years, but I never thought that they would meet in such a way many years later, that many years of waiting would end in such a way, and that many years of love would end with forgetfulness.
Xia Chenxuan was very sad, but for some reason, she found that the element of love in her sadness was a bit far-fetched.
What she discovered horribly was that when she saw the person she had been waiting for for so many years, and when she was sure that the person in front of her was Ye Jintian, she felt relieved and felt that she had lost one thing.
How can that love be explained by things?
After all, is it a love that she has insisted on all these years, or is it just the promise of that year, the three words "you wait for me" that year?
She loved Ye Jintian from the bottom of her heart and was waiting for Ye Jintian. However, when she really saw him, why was there not only sadness but also relief and a much more relaxed feeling besides the surprise?
Xia Chenxuan was a little confused, but he thought he didn't love Brother Tian anymore?
This idea frightened Xia Chenxuan herself. She didn't dare to think about it any more. She was afraid that the more she thought about it, she would find that the promises and the love she had kept for many years were actually just
A promise, just because of those three words, completely, in the waiting, the love has quietly disappeared, leaving only the firm belief and the stupid waiting in the bones
Before seeing or identifying Ye Jintian, Xia Chenxuan was eager to know, to be sure, to find Ye Jintian. She thought that her beloved must be Ye Jintian, and she had to wait.
, must look for
But I didn't realize that that love had already slowly faded away, cooled down, or even disappeared slowly, leaving only a persistence after Ye Jintian left that year.
At this moment, Xia Chenxuan is concentrating on Lu Qianqian and Ye Jintian. No, at this moment, she should call him Xu Yihao, right?
From now on, they are strangers. She should call him directly by his new name - Xu Yihao!
It's so ironic that after waiting for so many years, I actually called him his new name, even behind his back.
Xia Chenxuan was confused, but said that when she and Lu Qianqian were sitting outside drinking coffee, the words she said from the bottom of her heart, the words she said from the bottom of her heart, asking Lu Qianqian to take care of her brother Tian for the rest of her life, were because of her subconscious mind.
, the reason is that she doesn’t want to see Xu Yihao in pain, and the other reason is because she has actually buried that love in her heart.
Is it buried forever?
Some things require one result before you know another result. Even if you stick to some beliefs for many years, in the shuttle bus of perseverance, maybe, that perseverance will continue to persevere when you stop, continue to sit down, maybe, that perseverance will continue in the bus.
When she stood still, she suddenly discovered that the end point did not belong to her, and she had already subconsciously insisted on it in the world she was holding on to, and she no longer held on to it...