【283】Let go because I want to see her smile red envelope
[Thank you to deathoorw for giving me a red envelope of 188 reading coins]
Love, he doesn’t know how to love
The high power, the admired status, everything is so beautiful, so noble, but there is also a trace of sadness hidden in it, so sad that he doesn't understand that kind of love...
Just want her to stay by his side
This sentence came from his heart, from the bottom of his heart, but at this moment, he found that it was painful to say it.
"Young Master Leng, let go of Miss Xia!"
"I won't let go!" Leng Yifeng simply dismissed Xu Te's words and said in a cold voice, "I just want her to stay by my side, this is also necessary!"
Xu Te looked at Leng Yifeng's firm look and felt deeply in his heart. Love can really make people desperate, but the result is destined to be crazy. He spoke and advised again: "Young Master Leng, Miss Xia is like this."
I will stay by your side, but this kind of love will only hurt her!"
Hearing this, Leng Yifeng raised his head, his ice-sculpted cheeks showing no expression at all, hidden in the faint misty white smoke, and a trace of pity floating in his cold eyes.
Hurt, was everything he brought her hurt?
Seeing Leng Yifeng's wavering and pity, Xu Te spoke again: "Young Master Leng, maybe what Miss Xia needs now is freedom!"
Leng Yifeng closed his eyes. Under the cold eyelids, the flowing eyes were dangerous eyes.
Xu Te bowed respectfully, neither humble nor overbearing, but his tone was as firm as before:
"Master Leng, if you really care about Miss Xia, like and fall in love with Miss Xia, then you give her freedom and let her go. This kind of love is what she wants. If this kind of love evolves into a forced
Imprisonment is a kind of harm. Angels with broken wings are parading in a beautiful and luxurious garden. Even though they are admiring the beautiful flowers and the beautiful scene, the angels with broken wings and unable to fly will never fly.
Happy, no matter how much you give to the outside of the broken wings, it will still be painful if you can't fly!"
For the first time, hearing Xu Te say these and so many words, misty smoke lingered on Leng Yifeng's cheeks. His fortitude was obviously loosened, but it condensed in an instant, "Shut up, don't say any more!"
"Master Leng!"
Xu Te knelt on one knee, his face full of sincerity, "Young Master Leng, even if you are angry with me now, even if you are dissatisfied with me now, I have to say that when you meet Miss Xia in the nightclub, you will
She brought her back. At that time, she was not yet an adult, and during the time she brought her back, she took the first step into adulthood. The coming-of-age ceremony is the deep possession you gave her, which is quite cruel to a young girl.
Yes, the subsequent imprisonment, escape, and further imprisonment, the blood-stained encounter, the blood-stained companionship, were cruel, leaving no room for cruelty. Then, you built her worth and gave her the best platform,
Let her fly to the dazzling platform and give her glory. Her body was developed by you, her worth was built by you, but it was also destroyed by you. You treated her as a pet, as a toy, and played with it in your fingers. But,
As everyone knows, as you gradually get in touch with her, you also begin to smile, become gentle, and become gentle towards her, and gradually, you also fall in love with her!"
Xu Te raised his head, stared at Leng Yifeng for a moment, and said earnestly: "You fell in love with Miss Xia, but you married another woman as your wife. This kind of love is still continuing, and you want to confine Miss Xia by your side.
, in order to satisfy your love, what Xu Te wants to say in this writing is that if you like him, give him happiness, instead of the cruelty, torture, and imprisonment like before!"
In the mist, Xu Te continued, "Actually, are you really happy with this? You imprisoned Miss Xia, are you really happy?"
"Even if Miss Maixia stays with you, regardless of whether you are married, looking at her increasingly pale and haggard face, are you really happy?"
"I will be happy if she stays by my side!" Leng Yifeng heard Xu Te's words, and an unprecedented irritation rose in his chest. With a wave of his hand, he swept everything on the desk in the study to the floor.
, he has always had strong self-control, but after hearing what Xu Te said, he became extremely manic.
Even though he was deceiving himself and saying such words, contradictions broke out in his heart.
"Young Master Leng" Xu Te looked at Leng Yifeng with deep worry in his heart
At this moment, Leng Yifeng was like an irritable trapped animal, pacing back and forth in the study, turning to look at Fei Ye, "Xu Te, get her back for me!"
"Young Master Leng" Xu Te stood there without making any move. His words were intended to persuade Leng Yifeng to let Xia Chenxuan go free.
Leng Yifeng's eyes were almost murderous: "This is an order! Do it immediately!"
"Yes!" Xu Te frowned and was about to exit the study.
"Wait!" The moment Xu Te closed the door, Leng Yifeng spoke again. There was a heartbreaking conflict in his heart. Did he really want to confine her to him again?
Leng Yifeng heard Xu Te's words in his heart. Is he really happy that he imprisoned her?
Maybe letting her go is also an option
After all, she is only eighteen years old!
Beautiful, beautiful years, flowery seasons, are not gorgeous blooms, but painful tortures. Does he want to see her wither?
Once you have loved, you know the source of pain
Only after experiencing pain will you know the value of plainness
Separation may be a process that one must go through in life. No matter how prominent one’s status is, how high one is, how powerful one is, one cannot escape this fate.
Leng Yifeng gritted his teeth, especially after hearing Xu Te's words, his face was very ugly. Xu Te stood coldly at the door, "Maybe you are right, letting go is a kind of
choose!"
After saying that sentence and making that decision, the pain in Leng Yifeng's heart was uncontrollable. He raised his legs and ran downstairs.
"Young Master Leng..."
Xu Te was shocked later. This was something he had never seen before. He had never seen Leng Yifeng be so impulsive. He felt worried in his heart. As Leng Yifeng ran away, Xu Te also hurriedly waved over.
He asked the bodyguard and ran out together.
At the end of the song, people disperse, and the pain comes and goes -
The thunder of the autumn night rumbled non-stop, breaking the quiet night
Reason was forgotten at this moment, and the impulsive emotions were so misty and hysterical in this rainy night...
With thunder and lightning on a rainy night, I can’t hear the most beautiful voice in the world, and I can’t see the most beautiful face in the world.
Rumbling..., the heavy rain hits the earth, hitting this usually strong and cold heart, it seems so sad at this moment!
The rainy night was like a bottomless abyss, like hell-like pain, letting her pursue the free country, in pain...
Live like summer flowers, but also be as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves
Xu Te followed Leng Yifeng. There was a chill in the air, and there was only the pounding of rain and thunder. Xu Te couldn't help but speak, his eyes were full of deep sadness - one by one
"Young Master Leng...!"
Leng Yifeng stood under a big tree, stretched out his hand, clenched his fist, and hit the big tree hard. Even though he had a good hand, he could not resist the hardness of the tree, and the blood flowed from it.
It flowed down from my fist, mixed with rain and fell to the ground.
The heavy rain nearly tore the night sky apart, and streaks of lightning flashed through the gloomy clouds, even setting the entire rain sky on fire. Such a night was especially terrifying.
Leng Yifeng's expression and eyes are almost crazy, falling endlessly on this rainy night...
The memories of five years drifted away with the memories, and also drifted back with the memories. Yes, what a painful decision he made that year not to look for her.
If he wanted to find her, even if she ran to the ends of the earth, she would definitely not be able to escape from him.
But, at that moment, his pain was heart-wrenching
In the flowery season, he shouldn't break her wings
If he loves her, he wants her to stay by his side, but if he loves her, he wants to see her smile even more. He lets her go just because he wants to see her smile!
Her smile was like that of an angel, but she was becoming increasingly haggard...
Let her go and let her fly freely in the sky and smile happily...
It’s just that after letting go, we haven’t seen each other for five years...
He has not been here for five years. Every time, he really wants to come here to take a look, but he has never been here, because he knows that this place is full of her breath and her taste. He is afraid,
If he comes, he will not be able to help but look for her
Fear!
So, for five years, he has not come
Until tonight, I met Xiao Shuichen. Her voice, breath, and back were all very similar to Xia Chenxuan's. The deep love of the past five years was brought back to memory.
Unable to bear it, he came
Come to this world that once belonged to her
The passage of time is not disappearing or getting older, but the dust of certain things and changes in mentality. He thought that after five years, Xia Chenxuan would gradually fade away in his mind, but the fact was just the opposite.
This small house is still as clean and tidy as it was five years ago. After Xia Chenxuan left, people have been ordered to clean it. However, no changes are allowed in the layout.
Five years later, everything is still the same, but everything has become so old.
Walking through the living room, Leng Yifeng came to the room where Xia Chenxuan once lived. The layout inside was very simple, so simple that there was only a bed and a computer.
Leng Yifeng fell down and slept on this bed
Between the quilts, there was no longer the scent of Xia Chenxuan, nor the familiar smell from five years ago. However, he still didn't want to get up, and wanted to lie greedily on this bed. Maybe he was tired and wanted to be here.
take a break
Perhaps, he wanted to reminisce here, recalling the beautiful moments that once belonged to them.