"Chenchen, can you listen to my explanation?" He really wanted to say ten thousand more sorrys to her, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...
However, he was so weak that he could not speak palely.
"Don't call me Chenchen, you don't deserve it. As early as the moment you didn't care about our feelings, you were so strangled!" Xia Chenxuan walked past Leng Yifeng and walked outside.
But in the sea of flowers, Leng Yifeng's tall body just stood there, looking extremely powerless...
Xia Chenxuan's departure, when she turned around coldly, left Leng Yifeng with a look of helplessness, sighing, and her guilty and sad heart was infected in the sea of flowers. However, no matter how many flowers there are,
No matter how beautiful the scene is, no matter how intoxicating the fragrance of flowers is, they can't make him intoxicated because his heart already hurts so much.
The music flowing from the fragrance of flowers hurts the eyes
The wind is blowing and the fragrance of flowers is overflowing, but what is pieced together at this moment is a sad word
Walking inside and walking around the paths to the outside, Xia Chenxuan was in a very bad mood.
She didn't know that five years ago he could regard her as a plaything, but five years later he could still tease her like this, knowing her identity but still pretending not to know. Does he still want to watch her laugh?
?
Thinking that she deliberately approached him, but he clearly knew her identity, but deliberately pretended not to know, and just got along with her like this. Was this to deliberately embarrass her?
Why did he hurt her again and again?
Teasing her?
She hates him so much!
This hatred is from the bottom of my heart, and it is getting worse
Recalling the moment when she was intoxicated, she was a little selfless, and he was also a little selfless and intoxicated. He was so intoxicated that he said those words. He said that he missed her, missed her, and loved her!
Are these all true?
Xia Chenxuan was a bit self-deprecating. If it was true, why would he trample on her like this?
Knowing her true identity but still deliberately pretending not to know, waiting to see her jokes, is this also called love?
If he really loves her, then she will hurt him even more
In his mind, Xia Chenxuan made a decision. This decision was based on his love for her. If he loved her, then after knowing her decision, he would definitely be heartbroken, and it would be extremely painful.
Because Xia Chenxuan made the decision that she was going to marry Mai Xuan, and she would get married in the shortest possible time, just like he did back then, in one week, in one week.
After making this decision, Xia Chenxuan should have felt comfortable, but for some reason, her heart was struggling and haggard?
to him
Has she really let it go?
Is there really no trace of love, only hatred?
A tear appeared inexplicably in the corner of my eye. In my mind, heart, and thoughts, I told myself a thousand or ten thousand times that I had forgotten him and had buried my love for him.
But the mist in her eyes quietly betrayed her confusion under the warm sunshine.
Amidst the blooming flowers, one's loneliness
Remembering the woman she was five years ago, she rushed into the bathroom at night, letting the water mix with the teardrops, and the waterdrops on her hair fell to the ground, and she raised her head.
Is she still the one in the mirror? With swollen eyes and messy hair, she is the ignorant and in love, with only a tired body left, her soul has been lost, and she is no longer complete...
She shed too many tears for him, but he couldn't see that such tears were too cheap. He waited silently and slowly became desperate.
The soul is gnawed away by the night, leaving only low self-esteem
Autumn, carrying the wounds of summer, continues, all the time
It wasn't until the beginning of strangulation that the burial was made. What was buried was desperate love, what was buried was the emotion for him...
Autumn, it still hurts. After singing a song, a period of pain has passed
Five years later, will another song bring about another period of pain?
Closing her eyes, a picture appeared in Xia Chenxuan's mind. She saw herself wearing a white wedding dress. Under the envious and blessing eyes of everyone, she was carried by the bridesmaid to the groom in a white suit. Then the priest announced,
The fact that they are officially married
She snuggled happily into his arms and smiled, a little childishly.
Smiling is also an absolutely happy smile
However, she couldn't see who the groom's face was, so she opened her eyes
Suddenly, crystal tears fell from the corners of her eyes again, line by line, covering her entire delicate and fair cheeks.
Who does she want the groom to be?
Who is she looking forward to? Or, who is she missing?
Withdrawing her thoughts and tears, Xia Chenxuan sneered. If she was still nostalgic, it would mostly be her pain and hatred for him...
In the sea of flowers, although Xia Chenxuan had walked far away, Leng Yifeng still saw the movement of her hands. Was she wiping tears?
In the bottom of his heart, the pain couldn't be stopped, and it was so painful that it made it hard for him to breathe.
Recalling the two words Xia Chenxuan just said: strangle!
She said: As early as the moment when you didn't care about your affection, it disappeared with the feeling of strangulation!
Leng Yifeng didn't know what Xia Chenxuan was referring to. Was she saying that he killed their relationship and married another woman?
Heart, waves of rolling cramps
He stretched out his hand and covered his chest. The old habit here happened again.
Cold sweat broke out on his forehead, but medicines were usually carried by housekeepers or bodyguards. Leng Yifeng was not in the habit of carrying them with him. The sudden pain caused his tall body to collapse on the ground instantly.
, very uncomfortable, very painful
Between the five fingers, clenching a fist, there are exposed veins
In this vast sea of flowers, under his orders, all bodyguards stayed away and stood guard far away...
The rolling pain swept across my chest, throbbing pain one after another...