Gu Xichao didn't know how to answer. He wanted to hold her hand and talk, but was heartbroken by her subconscious dodge. When she fell asleep, he looked forward to her waking up every day, but after she woke up
, but forgot about him, leaving him wondering whether this was a blessing or a misfortune
She remembers everyone, remembers Haitang, remembers Xiaochen, but she just doesn't remember him, let alone Xiaoyi.
Why can't two people who love each other be together? Why do they always have to miss each other and regret each other? Isn't it enough to have missed so many years?!
Seeing his silence, Su Xin felt a little uneasy and asked timidly, "Are you angry with me? Are you angry that I don't remember you?!"
"No" Gu Xichao shook his head. He had no right to be angry with her, he was only angry with himself.
Suxin frowned, and suddenly felt her head hurt, "How could this happen? Why don't I remember you and Xiaoyi? Logically speaking, you should be the closest people to me, but how could I put the closest people to me?"
An important person has been forgotten, and he has completely forgotten it, leaving no impression at all?!"
"You were in a coma for three years after a car accident. The doctor said that you have transient amnesia and selective amnesia. You may be fine soon."
"Oh..." She nodded confusedly and asked, "How did we meet? How many years have we been married?"
Gu Xichao was completely speechless, her breathing was suffocated, and her fingertips turned white. In addition to losing her memory, she could still remember basic common sense of life. Her thinking logic and physical reactions were also normal, so she would ask these questions.
It's perfectly natural, but...but how can he tell her the answer? The reality is too cruel, just thinking about it makes her heart palpitate.
Seeing that he was hesitant again, Su Xin was almost sure of her guess, "You are not my husband. You actually want to test my memory or encourage me by saying this?!"
"What?! Testing and encouragement?!" Gu Xichao couldn't understand her words.
She blinked and said calmly, "It's like when I used to watch cartoons with Xiaochen. There was a rabbit in it who also lost his memory. The animals in the forest were very kind and took care of it, even if they were former enemies.
Everything has gotten better..."
Gu Xichao understood, but her mood was even lower, "So, what you mean is...we were enemies before?!"
"Uh... I didn't say that, I just felt this way." She bit her lip, feeling a little aggrieved.
Her explanation is more frustrating than no explanation
Gu Xichao pursed her lips and stopped talking. She just stood up and helped her get a warm and wet towel and "wipe her face."
"Well," she felt that his expression seemed hurt, and she couldn't help but feel a little guilty. She looked at him carefully, hesitated for a few times, and then whispered, "Actually, I think you are very good-looking, and you seem to be very nice.
Good, and you are also very skilled in taking care of patients... Are you the doctor here? Do you want to comfort me in this way because you see me as pitiful? "
Gu Xichao was dumbfounded by her words. God really had retribution. He had hurt her so deeply before, and now it was her turn to take revenge. Even though she was so gentle and innocent, every word she said was
It was like a sharp blade, piercing his heart fiercely, leaving him speechless.
She remembered everyone but him. She regarded his kindness to her as a kind of kind care. She even thought he was a doctor!
What kind of idea is this?!
How could he have anything to do with the word "kindness"?!
He just... loves her!
She blinked and tried to remember, but when she thought about it, she felt a headache, and her head hurt as if it was about to explode.
"Su Xin, don't think about it. The doctor said you need more rest." Gu Xichao comforted her and herself, "It doesn't matter even if you can't remember it for the rest of your life. It really doesn't matter."
If she thinks about it, she will be even more sad about the past, so she will let him bear it alone! Although she feels that it is a lack if certain feelings are forgotten, but that is not important anymore. What is important is the future, and what he will do in the future.
Promise her a happy future, she will definitely do it!
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Xi Haitang came back with Xiao Yi in her arms, and gently opened the door of the ward. Seeing that Su Xin was awake, she smiled, "Su Xin, you're awake!"
"Haitang..." Seeing Haitang, Su Xin's mood improved obviously, but when she saw Xiao Yi, the smile on her lips became a little stiff.
It was a little girl with fair skin, black and round eyes, pink and tender mouth, so pretty, and as cute as an angel. She was a little afraid of strangers, and her bright eyes were full of curiosity.
Looking at her timidly
"Mom...Mom..." Xiaoyi, who has learned to speak, seems to have an instinctive affinity for these two words. Although she is a bit timid, she still keeps talking in her mouth.
"Su Xin, the baby is looking for you!" Xi Haitang held Xiao Yi in her arms. The scene of mother and daughter relying on each other made her so moved that she wanted to cry.
Su Xin couldn't help but reached out and hugged the small, soft and sweet-smelling little girl. She couldn't help but want to cry. How could she be so stupid that she would even forget her own baby?! Xiaoyi
So beautiful, so cute, how could she forget such a wonderful baby?! Moreover, Xiaoyi looks very much like hers, and there is a red birthmark exactly like hers on the palm of her hand. How could she suspect that this is not her daughter?
?!She is really too much, too sinful!
Seemingly seeing her self-blame, Gu Xichao almost couldn't hold back and wanted to tell her the truth, but Xi Haitang stopped him with a look.
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In the corridor, Gu Xichao leaned against the wall a little tiredly, taking deep breaths, each breath filled with bitterness.
"Haitang, Su Xin is very insecure now. The person she trusts most is you. Only you will listen to her. I want to wait for Su Xin to get better before I take her to register for marriage. I want to ask you first.
mean……"
Xi Haitang was slightly startled, "If we get married...then Rou'er..."