After recalling so much, Mo Yu's body trembled! He lowered his head again and looked at the baby's slightly trembling body in front of him. Mo Yu's nasal cavity suddenly became sore!
I was wrong! I didn’t want this! But things have become like this!
"Then just catch up!" Baobao's words suddenly flashed through Mo Yu's mind.
Catch up? Can I really do it? Can I do it?!
It turns out that I am lucky! At least I am luckier than my father! Because my baby and Beibei are much better behaved than I was back then!
Mo Yu recalled so many childhood memories at once!
When he was first brought to the Mo family, his father tried very hard to restore the father-son relationship with him! It was because he was too stubborn!
Every time, I responded to my father's kind smile with a cold face. Every time, I threw the gift my father gave me in the corner without touching it!
Mo Yu clearly remembers that year, it was also such a late autumn. The rebellious Mo Yu would rather endure the cold autumn rain than accept the umbrella handed over by his father!
Because he really couldn't bear that the person who killed his mother was actually his father!
Mo Yu, who ran all the way home, fell ill. He had a high fever and vaguely saw his father who had been guarding him. But when he woke up from the fever, his father passed away quietly!
How sad should he have left? How devastated he must have been at that time? He was afraid that he would behave like a child again when they met each other. He was afraid that he would hurt himself again. He swallowed all the pain and sourness.
deep in one's heart
A tear gently slid down Mo Yu's chin!
If you don’t raise children, you don’t know your parents’ kindness! This sentence may seem like a few simple words, but when you really understand it, it feels like it weighs a lot of money!
He stretched out his hand to tuck the baby into bed. The baby suddenly turned over, blinked his long eyelashes gently, and looked over with squinted eyes.
"Why aren't you sleeping yet?" Mo Yu asked gently.
"I'm afraid!" The baby finally told the truth!
"Don't be afraid! Daddy is here! Don't be afraid of the baby anymore!" Mo Yu lay beside the baby, stretched out his arms, gently picked up the baby, and took her into his arms
"Baby, be good, daddy will put you to sleep"
The murmuring lullaby came softly from Mo Yu's room. The baby never thought that Mo Yu could sing such a song?
His taste is so warm! His tunes are just like the tunes my mother hummed to herself when she was little!
Why? Why are you not afraid of being held in his arms? Why do you feel that every cell in your body relaxes when you feel his breath?
Blood is thicker than water! The baby didn’t understand this! She fell asleep quickly in confusion!
But that night, Mo Yu completely lost sleep!
He just lay on the bed, motionless, letting the baby hug him tightly, deeply feeling the heartbeat of this little life!
Xiaolu, I finally understand how you feel! For the sake of your children, even if you feel wronged, even if you feel sad, even if you sacrifice everything, even your life is worth it!
Father, I'm sorry! I really feel like I'm saying sorry to you personally!
I didn’t understand until today! My daughter taught me everything!
It was a rare good day. Standing in front of the window and watching the cars passing by downstairs, Lu Xiaoxiao felt a sense of silent silence.
The scene in the hospital that day seemed vivid in his mind. Mo Yu actually asked himself whose child this child was! He actually said that if the child was his, he would abort it!
Lu Xiaoxiao sadly stroked her gradually bulging belly with her hands.
"Baby, don't be sad! It's not that Daddy doesn't like you!"
Lu Xiaoxiao murmured to himself, "Daddy is so scared! He is afraid that you will be misbehaved, and he is afraid that you will disappoint him!"
After sniffing her sour nose, Lu Xiaoxiao puffed up her chest with determination, "So, baby, you must be good! You must listen to mommy. No matter how difficult it is, mommy will never give up on you. Please do it too."
Don’t give up! Don’t give up! This is our agreement, okay?”
Hearing the sound of footsteps behind him, Lu Xiaoxiao reached out and touched the hazy corners of his eyes.
"Beauty, do you miss me?"
Beibei, who has sharp eyes, saw the red blood in Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes the moment she turned around.
Lu Xiaoxiao glanced behind Beibei and asked involuntarily, "Why, you are the only one coming back? Where is the baby?"
Beibei smiled glibly and said, "I am playing chess with my great-grandpa! My great-grandpa is reluctant to let her go and will keep her here for another two days."
"Playing chess?" Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't help but frowned. With her chess skills, could she play against Mr. Mo?!
Forget it, Lu Xiaoxiao is not in the mood to pay attention to anything more now. He is relieved knowing that she is still in the Mo family.
"Beauty, look how nice the weather is today, let's go out for a walk."
"It's okay, the room is so stuffy!"
The attentive Beibei went back to the room to get a cashmere shawl, and then pulled Lu Xiaoxiao to stand next to the coffee table.
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't know what Beibei was going to do, so she just obeyed him obediently.
Beibei climbed onto the sofa, then jumped onto the coffee table, stood up, and was just as tall as Lu Xiaoxiao
"Come, put on your shawl, don't catch cold, my beauty"
So warm! Feeling the warmth of a layer of velvet on her body, Lu Xiaoxiao's heart was suddenly broken!
He knows he feels sorry for Mommy? He has grown up!
"Beauty, I will definitely eat more in the future!"
Two chubby little hands held up Lu Xiaoxiao's pointed chin, "I want to grow taller quickly so that I can protect my beauty!"
Looking at Beibei's bright eyes, Lu Xiaoxiao thought she saw Mo Yu!
"Silly boy, when you grow up, you will have a girl you like. By then, you won't be too lazy to care about mommy!"
Beibei blinked innocently, "Really? I am so miserable in your heart!"
Lu Xiaoxiao was so amused by Beibei's funny look that she burst out laughing.
"Okay! Laugh! Laugh! My beauty's smile is more beautiful than flowers!"
Beibei jumped off the coffee table, took Lu Xiaoxiao's hand, and walked out happily
The air here is so fresh! It has a gentle, faint smell of dry pine leaves and the fragrance of evaporating dewdrops!
Sitting on the park bench, Lu Xiaoxiao has never felt so at ease!
I haven’t felt this comfortable for a long time! Over the years, I have walked too fast! I have walked too hastily! I always feel that there is not enough time, and I am always rushed forward by a pile of schedules.
How long has it been since you went to the amusement park with your baby and Beibei? How long has it been since you personally cooked a delicious meal for them!
The ordinary life that I once longed for now seems so out of reach.
If you want to stand at the height of admiration, you must pay a huge price!
"Hey! Come on! Haha, it's so fun, so fun!"
A cheerful voice sounded, interrupting Lu Xiaoxiao's meditation.
Looking around, Lu Xiaoxiao seemed to see a small figure
Looking from the back, it is a girl with two short braids, which looks like the baby's favorite beautiful sheep! She is also wearing a beautiful dress, which reflects her petite and cute figure.
I saw her little hand pointing high into the distance, happily looking at a beautiful kite in the sky!
"Higher! Higher!"
Next to her was a man in a wheelchair. He was flying a kite as high as possible according to the little girl's request!
What a heartwarming scene!
That man should be the little girl's father. They are so happy and happy together!
Envy rose on Lu Xiaoxiao's face, and then she felt deeply self-blame!
I have never created such happiness for my baby and Beibei! I gave them a incomplete home, and my baby is always timid involuntarily because of this!
She always asks herself why other children have daddies, but she doesn’t!
Every time she faced this kind of questioning from her children, Lu Xiaoxiao's heart would be broken in pain!
If I couldn't satisfy my child's request when I was in France, what about now? Now Mo Yu lives with me under the same blue sky. He is close at hand, but I am far away from him!
I just wanted to protect my child, but I didn't expect that I would hurt the baby and Beibei.
Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes were hazy, and her tears gradually blurred her vision.
"Ah! The kite is broken!"
The little girl in the distance shouted loudly, "Beauty! My beauty!"
Looking at the kites flying messily in the sky, the little girl shouted loudly, raised her feet, stretched out, and kept chasing the kites.
With a light gust of wind, the beauty kite floated towards Lu Xiaoxiao, and stopped peacefully and quietly at Lu Xiaoxiao's feet.
"Beauty! Beauty!"
The loud shouting made Lu Xiaoxiao's heart tremble. Why, this voice actually...
The little girl ran in and slowly broke into Lu Xiaoxiao's sight!
"Baby?!"
The tears in Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes slowly receded like a tide, and she couldn't help but exclaimed!
"Why are you? Who put this braid on you!"
Don’t blame Lu Xiaoxiao for being so surprised, and don’t blame Lu Xiaoxiao for not recognizing her just now, because the baby never refused to tie her hair in braids or wear skirts because she was afraid that others would know that she was a girl! Because of the inner feelings in her
Being timid made her choose to avoid her own gender!
But in front of me, the smiling baby standing in front of Lu Xiaoxiao looked like a cute little princess, wearing a white gauze skirt, pigtails tied with pink ribbons, and a delicate bow!
"It's me!"
The sound of the wheelchair slowly came!
Lu Xiaoxiao then realized that if the girl just now was a baby, then this voice should be...
Turning around slowly, Lu Xiaoxiao saw Mo Yu slowly approaching!
God! This is impossible! How could it be possible? Didn’t it say that Bao Bao was playing chess with his great-grandfather at Mo’s house?
Lu Xiaoxiao never expected that the baby was actually with Mo Yu, and she just heard the baby clearly calling him daddy!
"Yo! Where did this little girl come from? She has such a good figure, such a pretty face, and she has such cute little pigtails!"
Beibei whistled and ran over with a smile, staring at the baby with smiling eyes, which made the baby very embarrassed.
"What are you looking at? Have you never seen a beautiful woman?"
Hearing what the baby said, Beibei rubbed her little nose and said, "I said, this beauty, would you like to go play with Brother Beibei?"
The baby looked up with a rosy apple face and answered happily loudly, "Okay! This handsome guy, this beauty is a player! Don't let me play and make you lose your eyes!"
Seeing the baby and Beibei running happily into the grass, Lu Xiaoxiao followed them closely.
They played "weed fighting" in the green grass!
It was a game I played when I was a child, and it was the only fun for children in an era of scarcity!
Two small figures picked up a few leaves on the ground, and then wiped away the leaves that had dried up to the point of brittleness, leaving only the hard rhizomes, as if they had turned into a strong, special grass.
The four small hands held their own "grass" respectively, and then pulled each other hard!
See whose "grass" is the strongest, and see who can tear off the other party's "grass" first!
The quiet Lu Xiaoxiao stared blankly at their laughter and laughter. She turned her head slightly and realized that Mo Yu had been looking at her steadily.
"Are you feeling better lately?"
Hearing Mo Yu ask this, Lu Xiaoxiao's face showed no expression.
"I'm fine! Thank you for your concern."
Facing Lu Xiaoxiao's indifference, Mo Yu was not discouraged, "It's getting cold, wear more clothes when going out from now on."
Lu Xiaoxiao simply sat on the bench and looked at the lawn side by side with Mo Yu in the wheelchair.
"I'm sorry! I never knew that being without a father is such a terrible thing for a baby!"
Hearing Mo Yu say this, Lu Xiaoxiao's nose suddenly felt sore.
"More than just a baby? Beibei's heart has never felt better!"
Lu Xiaoxiao understood that the reason why his children matured so early was directly related to the fact that they grew up in a single-parent family!
"Beibei? You mean Beibei?!" Mo Yu obviously didn't expect Lu Xiaoxiao to say that!
Lu Xiaoxiao turned around and looked at Mo Yu seriously, "Baby expresses all the fear and timidity in her heart in the most direct way. She will tell others, 'I am not a girl!', 'I am a boy.
'!But Beibei can't!"
Lu Xiaoxiao's heart ached so much at this moment. Zhizi Moruomu watched helplessly Beibei's series of changes, and she felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart.
"Beibei knows that he is the only man in the family, and he has to shoulder the responsibilities of a man! Every time the baby cries, he will say, 'If you don't cry, at least we still have each other, and at least we still have mommy!'
'"
Lu Xiaoxiao's voice trembled when she said this! The tips of her fingers were cold, but there was a trace of cold sweat in her palms.
"That time I had a fever that was so bad that I lay in bed and couldn't get up. I didn't even have the strength to say a word! The baby was frightened and she couldn't stop crying! It was a rainy night, and Beibei was holding a handful of
I took my umbrella and ran several kilometers on foot to the Duke’s manor.”