When blood flowed out of the fat man's nostril, Zhang Fuxing had already jumped a few steps away, looking at his achievements coldly, feeling nothing, neither afraid nor excited, it seemed that from the beginning, he knew there would be something
This ending. Because he had already shed blood twice, he was now indifferent to the opponent's blood and was immune. But Fatty was obviously not so strong. He was stunned. I don't know if he didn't expect that he would punch his nose or not.
The thin opponent's fist would be so heavy. He wiped his nose and looked at the blood in his hands. The expression on his face seemed to be about to cry. The mental blow must have far exceeded the physical pain. Suddenly, he turned around and ran away.
Zhang Fuxing did not chase him, he could catch up completely, but when he saw Fat Dun's expression when facing his blood, he knew that his battle with this fat man had ended.
This is true. From then on, Fatton never caused trouble for him, and even avoided him when he saw him from a distance at school. This made Zhang Fuxing full of pride. Although no one knew about this, neither he nor Fatton would.
Tell others.
In fact, compared to the opponent Zhang Fuxing encountered later, Fatty Dun is not worth mentioning. He is just a slightly naughty town child. Because he has a sense of superiority, he thinks he can bully his classmates in the countryside. He is not particularly vicious and smart.
Once you encounter a strong counterattack, you will be helpless and doomed to failure. However, the victory of this battle is still of great significance to Zhang Fuxing, and it is very important for the cultivation of certain things in the personality of an eleven-year-old boy.
An important role.
Next, there was a period of lackluster time. Although the battle with Fatton ended in victory, Zhang Fuxing himself also "losed" heavily. He wasted a lot of time to entangle his opponents, and at the same time, his spirit and mood have been enduring.
The more burdened torture: ups and downs, sadness, depression, anger. He was just a child after all. He suddenly encountered this pressure, was isolated and helpless but had to rise up and fight. He always had a firm belief: reading is the most important thing. This is him
The results of grandma's frequent nagging were also the role of the entire social values at that time, so he should not spend his precious study time on other inexplicable things. Although he finally won, he immediately realized the victory.
Bored, neither adding a point to his academic performance nor making his stomach fuller. He reflected on himself and felt that being careful and hiding might be the best strategy, so he became more restrained and became more gloomy.
Introverted, apart from studying, he basically does not have more contact and communication with classmates and teachers.
At the age of twelve, he was admitted to the district middle school and faced classmates with more complex composition. Some of the classmates' families had better conditions than the town classmates he had contacted before. They dressed more eye-catchingly and spoke and acted.
More superior, everything seemed aggressive, but at this time, Zhang Fuxing was no longer moved. He insisted on his strategy, ignored everything except books, turned a blind eye to things outside the window, hid in a small building and became a united state,
Years were like this. Soon, he had the nickname of a nerd. However, this way of saying, doing and thinking seemed to be somewhat similar to those old-fashioned and low-level Jiangcheng people. They always faced everything with silence and endurance.
Only when their dignity and survival are threatened will the hideousness hidden under the gentle appearance be revealed, like the rugged reefs under the calm sea.
At the end of the three-year district, Zhang Fuxing was admitted to the county middle school with excellent grades. The three years of high school were almost a replica of the three years of junior high school. He maintained his usual diligence, remained silent, kept his grades among the best, and maintained a hard life.
In the end, he was admitted to a relatively good key university and became a pride of heaven.
However, what the university brought to Zhang Fuxing first was not excitement and pride, but huge setbacks. If it were just about dressing and talking, he would have been mentally prepared enough. After three years of junior high school and three years of high school, he could have been calm.
Facing those classmates with superior family conditions, but this time, the blow came from his proud academic performance. In that era, universities still needed genuine excellent results to enter. The provincial capital university has the oldest history in the three southwestern provinces.
The highest university recruits outstanding students from all over the country. Zhang Fuxing was extremely shocked to find that his admission scores were only average among all students in the grade, not outstanding, and there were many people with far superior grades, let alone
Those classmates also have many talents that rural children have never heard of. He always thinks he is the best, at least among his peers, and most of his teachers and classmates have regarded him like this from elementary school to high school, but now, he cannot
Undepressed to admit that in fact, he was nothing but a mediocre student, who had been outstanding before, only within a small, very limited range.
This blow was heavy, and fortunately the tenacious side of his character supported him. In the first semester, he became even more silence than in high school, and used his seemingly calm silence to hide his helplessness and fear, just like a
The timid groundhog quietly shrank in his corner, staring at the people and things around him seriously, and studying hard. This is not ostrichism or cynicism, but a kind of wise consideration of a small person, which is exactly what it is.
In this strange and twisted atmosphere, he began to fall in love.
In fact, it is more accurate to say unrequited love.
The object is a provincial girl in the same grade, named Luo Xiaojuan, with a round face, a sweet smile, a plump figure, stand up, dark red hair, fashionable dress, and the colors of the clothes are always bright and dazzling, making all female students
They were eclipsed, even if they were better than hers and had better appearance than hers.
Once in a big class, he happened to sit behind her. The distance was very close. He smelled a faint fragrance, a strange fragrance he had never tasted before, mixed with the girl's body odor, and a kind of fragrance
The slight sweetness of a person makes him intoxicated, or at that moment, the feelings of a boy were suddenly touched, and he felt that an emotion that had never been seen before grew out of his heart and began to permeate, uncontrollable, and he felt inexplicably
Frightened, but with some inexplicable expectation, in that class, his soul flew out of the sky, his heart wandered thousands of miles away, or, at that moment, he began his "first love"
From then on, he looked for every opportunity to "get" her. He would sit closer to her without notice when taking big classes. He always had activities on the sidelines of the girls' courts, and he was finding out what she liked to go to.
After the place, he would use the stupidest method to wait for the rabbit: library, study room, sports field, he hid far away and captured her every move from the corner of his eyes. Pain and joy filled his heart at the same time, for a whole semester
, He spent all his time and energy on this thing, the whole world was occupied by this girl, and he and her never said a word. She might not even notice that there was such a person in the grade.
Boy, I don’t know if there is a classmate named Zhang Fuxing.