The love story of Luo Xiaojuan has become a big news in the school for a period of time. It is natural. She attracted attention as soon as she entered the school. Now she is almost recognized as a department flower. She and her prince charming have walked on campus.
When it is time to attract everyone's attention, Zhang Fuxing silently stared at the two figures snuggling, full of bitterness. He could not help but recall a few days ago, if he was braver outside the library, or if he was wasting his life
The most important opportunity is to lose the most precious thing in life. Of course, this is just the childish view of young people now.
Like many wild beasts who were injured would find a place where no one would lick the wound silently. Zhang Fuxing did not let his pain show, and kept calm and indifferent. Although, except himself, no one would have thought that this would have a relationship with him.
Even the roommates who had fought with him alone would not notice it. Only when Luo Xiaojuan and her boyfriend appeared in his sight would Zhang Fuxing's eyes suddenly become cold and sharp. He would track them for a long time and carefully
Observing their every move, especially Luo Xiaojuan's boyfriend, is like studying an important opponent in the boxing ring. Or, young people cannot yet feel the pride of "that can be replaced" in their hearts, but they must be full of "a real man should be like this."
The envy is because he has heard from his roommate that Luo Xiaojuan's prince charming comes from BJ. He is a special first-class basketball athlete. He has been selected for the national youth team. Like Luo Xiaojuan, he is also a sensational figure in the school. No matter from any aspect, he seems to be
Nothing can be compared.
For a while, during class, he would still sit near Luo Xiaojuan, touch the figure with his love-hate eyes, fantasize about some scenes of her being with her boyfriend, and even draw her on draft paper.
Naked, then crossed hard with a pen, making a mess. This did not make him feel the pleasure of revenge, but could only add to the shame of depravity. After a period of painful time, Zhang Fuxing suddenly realized and hid in the condom forever
In it, there is nothing to do, he has to go out. This not only refers to his emotional setbacks, but also to his learning, socializing, etc. He must face reality, then take action, and strive to change it. This comes from pain
Experience originated from those poor and hungry days a long time ago, but became his valuable guidance on the road of life in the future.
Suddenly, he seemed to have changed. Although he was still accustomed to the gloomy expression, he would occasionally smile. Although he was still not good at talking to others, he started to participate in the chat in the dormitory and read a lot of books every day, but the types began to
Change, philosophy, literature, current affairs, economy, and even clothing and marriage, he began to enrich himself comprehensively and arm himself. The most significant action was that within a week, he participated in more than twenty societies in one go. It was
This false "first love" made him stronger, brave, mature, or forced him to face this society and face what he would encounter sooner or later, just as the famous saying "eternal woman,
Lead us up!" From this moment on, the young man undergoes profound changes, which deeply influenced his life and his future.
From this winter, Zhang Fuxing began another kind of college life, frequently and enthusiastically participating in all the club activities that he could participate in, without asking for rewards, and was dedicated to doing things, or to exercise his abilities in all aspects, or to borrow money.
Forgotten who is the one who offsets the pain of his unrequited love "first love". He is a tutor, learns dancing, works part-time, voluntary work, does whatever he wants, Go, calligraphy, poetry, music, and learns from the examples, he opens his mind.
The mind, welcome life, open yourself, and embrace the world, was a passionate time of youth burning and a young age of wild growth.
After overcoming his initial shyness and timidity, Zhang Fuxing gradually showed his intelligence and became the leader in most activities. He was as easy as he could. He began to make his mark among his classmates and became a star among his classmates, although he did not achieve the same age as he did.
Yeshan Eagle and Horse enjoyed the same impressive results, but they were also considered to be the most famous among their students, and they were once famous.
Finally, he became the leader of various social practice activities, the organizer of the college art festival, represented the school in the national college student TV debate competition, and even accepted the fanatical worship of a girl from a neighboring school and her body, although, he was for her
The feelings and body are not very moved.
He still doesn't like to talk, but now he is a kind of restraint, not the shyness of the past. Calmness replaces gloom. He began to learn to hide his sharpness, like Ye Shanying a few years ago, giving the limelight to other classmates.
This practice is related to his identity and experience. He believes that actual harvest is more valuable than illusory glory. The grass floating on the water has no roots and is washed away first. At this point, he is the same as Ye Shanying.
view.
At the same time, after a period of hard pursuit, his academic performance finally began to lead the way. He once again became an excellent student in the eyes of the teacher. Of course, they could not see his heart or some of the thoughts he was careful to hide.
One day, he saw a sentence in a book: Don’t be moved by anything while running away or seclusion. Suddenly, he felt moved and suddenly realized. He remembered that he had fought with his roommate a long time ago, why
He suddenly lost his impulse in the middle of a fight. People like him seemed to not be moved at such a stage. He reflected on his thoughts and personality, he felt that he had done a good job, his low-key and
Silence is in line with his current identity and position. He is now in some kind of escape and seclusion.
He has been running away from poverty and ignorance to hunt him down, and now he has only just been able to take a breath and is far from being out of danger. He used to be Xiao Yin, similar to Xiao Yin Yin in the wild. He set a set for himself with coldness and silence
The condom covers himself up and does not contact others. Now, it is considered a Zhongyin. He goes with the flow in various activities, floating with the world, and drowns himself among countless peers. So, what about his Dayin?
He didn't think about it. He has always been a very realistic person. He has been like this since he was sensible. He can only do this. The cruel growth environment has killed his imagination. When he was a child, he only hoped to be able to eat enough every day and do well in the exam. Now,
With some changes, he did not exceed some constraints. He never made those unrealistic dreams and tried more than his own abilities, such as Luo Xiaojuan.