Chapter 205 I really want to fall in love with you
Chapter 205 I really want to fall in love with you. When Ke Han rushed to the tower, Yan Zi was standing on tiptoes, leaning forward slowly, and was about to jump. The atmosphere suddenly became tense.
Several minor officials on duty tried to approach her, but were stopped by Yan Zi who suddenly turned around. They all stood in a daze at a loss. When they saw Ke Han coming, they hurriedly moved out of the way.
He wanted to speak, but Ke Han stopped him
"Yan Zi!" Hou Dingxi, who followed closely behind, yelled in a panic, with his teeth and claws bared, "Don't do anything stupid! If you have anything you can't think of, tell dad, and dad will make the decision for you!"
Looking at Dingxihou, Yan Zi's eyes showed a strange look. She suddenly felt that this person was a bit strange, and he looked a bit scary and ugly.
"Stop, step back!" Yan Zi sneered, pointed at Dingxihou, and shouted with tears, "I don't care about anyone's sympathy and charity, including you, Dingxihou!"
Yan Zi called him this, which surprised the Marquis of Dingxi.
He stood there stupidly and stopped talking, because at this moment, he was confused and didn't know where he had offended Yan Zi. He wiped a handful of tears and stood at a loss. Then, with sincere eyes
Looking at Ke Han, I hope he can help and save Yan Zi
"Jump!" No one expected that Ke Han's first sentence would be so heartless. Yan Zi couldn't help but reply, so he continued fiercely, "If this can solve the problem, I will dance with you.
Get down!"
Ke Han did what he said. He stepped on the first stone step without hesitation, and with a "pop" sound, he jumped up to the pillar that was half a person's height and stood on it. It was more dangerous than where Yan Zi was standing. In order to stabilize Yan Zi,
He stopped five meters away from Yan Zi
Yan Zi was a little surprised when she saw Ke Han really coming up. She rubbed her red and swollen eyes and looked at Ke Han in confusion.
"Sister Yan Zi!" Tang Ni, who was behind her, had already burst into tears in panic. She begged Yan Zi, who was standing on the edge of the tower, "You are the only person I met in the Western Regions who I can talk to. You, please don't
Be stupid! Don’t let a girl who has always looked down upon you as a role model end up looking down on you!!”
After hearing Tang Ni's words, Yan Zi was also stunned. She looked down at Tang Ni, shook her head and said: "Can you understand the pain in a person's heart after she was teased? I am a person who can only be in the dark forever.
Hiding person Tangni, what I have experienced is something you can't understand, and what I feel is something you can never imagine. So, sister, I'm sorry for you, I can't be your friend and role model. I just want to do it for you.
Doing something by myself, I thought that my new life would begin again. However, when I boldly welcomed my new life with full of hope, the flame of enthusiasm was ruthlessly extinguished by ruthless people! I can't accept it.
I have to ask the truth, God, why are you so unfair?!"
Because she really didn't know what happened between Yan Zi and Ke Han, Tang Ni could only watch with wide eyes, hoping that Ke Han could solve the pain and troubles in Yan Zi's heart as soon as possible
"Yan Zi! I sincerely apologize to you for what happened this morning!" Ke Han, who was also standing on the wall, said to Yan Zi very sincerely, "I don't know how something like that happened, but one thing is for sure.
That is, I definitely didn’t mean to insult you!”
The crowd standing in a circle was confused, and the Marquis of Dingxi was also dumbfounded. He couldn't believe that the representative of the imperial power of the imperial court was actually apologizing to his daughter?
"Yan Zi, in my heart, you are actually an unparalleled goddess!" Ke Han said seriously
Ke Han slowly moved closer to where Yan Zi was standing. He also cleared his throat habitually and launched an offensive in a very sensational manner in his usual style.
Ke Han said deeply - "I have always respected you, especially after I learned about your past, a kind of respect and love rose from the bottom of my heart, rather than simple concern and pity!
Yan Zi, we can learn from the sky, I am really happy to be with you, and I often have weird thoughts and always want to protect you uncontrollably!
However, when I think about your innocence and kindness, and when I think about the many hardships you have experienced, I will despise myself for having such thoughts, feel disgusted with myself, and feel how ridiculous and unbearable I am for having such thoughts!
Yan Zi, the reason why I have such thoughts is because I already have my other half and I cannot be unfaithful to her and unjust to you at the same time!
However, I have never had the courage to let others know the fact that I am married. I have to admit that I am also selfish. I hide the fact that I am married because I care about my time with you and want to be with you.
The days together will last longer
Yan Zi, actually, I am also very sad. I am reluctant to leave you, but at the same time I am entangled in my relationship with her!
Although the marriage between Xiu'er and I was just a formality and we didn't have much contact, I have to admit that it's really hard for me to give up on her. She has been with me since I came to Dashun Chaohuai County and took office as the county magistrate.
The first soulmate!
Although at the beginning, she was full of infinite hostility towards me and was always on guard against my possible attacks on her. However, after a period of time, she knew that I was not someone who just 'contributes myself'! Maybe you still don't believe it.
, We have never been together, there is no such thing..., but later, she was the one who rushed to the forefront of danger regardless of everything, to be my shield! How could she give up her life for me?
What is this concept? Therefore, my feelings for her are growing day by day.
But now, Yan Zi, I am often moved by your tenderness!
At this time, I realized that I had actually become what others call a "playful" man. There were many things that I couldn't let go of, and I couldn't give up.
Here is a quote from a famous person I know well, it is called ‘Pain and happiness’! This is the most real feeling I have now.
Yan Zi, now that things have come to this, I have to admit that I, I really want to have a vigorous love affair with you! Instead of the unprepared and baseless nonsense like what happened before.
No matter what, it's all my fault. Really, it's my fault! It turns out that I am also that greedy and unsatisfied?!
Looking back, what I said and did was an insult to you.
I was afraid that I would taint you, but I still did. The intentions I didn’t dare to have were put into practice by my actions. I am shameless, Yan Zi. I would rather accept any punishment you give me than dare to ask for anything.
I deserve your sympathy and forgiveness! This is what I want to say to you sincerely!
Also, Yan Zi, I, I really admire you!
I don't mean to hurt you at all, I, I just like you for no reason, Yan Zi! I have always kept this feeling in my heart and dare not express it, preferring to hide the pain of secret love.
But later, we were actually arranged to get married? Yes, we were married! This was very sudden. Although I also yearned for it, it was still beyond my expectation! It was too hasty!
Of course, it’s not because I don’t have you in my heart, but it’s because I care too much about your feelings. It’s because I love you so much that I can’t bear to let you spend the rest of my life with me, a married man. In that case, I will
I feel so guilty that I think that would be a great insult to you.
Yan Zi, on the one hand, I really want to have you, but on the other hand, I am very afraid of hurting you. This is the contradiction and pain I feel now, so, Yan Zi, the person who wants to go now is not you but me!"
Saying so much in one breath is really embarrassing for Ke Han!
Down below, Tang Ni was so moved after hearing this. She threw herself on the shoulders of Dongfang Xiao, who was also moved, and sobbed in a low voice. All the clerks secretly admired the eloquence of this Master Shi. What a good guy, he can make the prince
Of course, the person for whom the daughter of the family falls in love is definitely not a mediocre person!
Yan Zi's heart was indeed touched, and her heart was also moved. She wiped her tears and turned to look at Ke Han. Only then did she realize that Ke Han was slowly moving closer to her. In fact, at this time, Yan Zi had also
She was exhausted, but she couldn't move, but she still held on. In order to maintain her little dignity, she shouted loudly: "Go back, don't come here!"
How could Ke Han not see what she was thinking? He pretended to sigh and continued: "I really regret why I couldn't meet you earlier? Yan Zi, you are beautiful, kind, hard-working, and versatile, like
A goddess like you should be..."
"You don't need to compliment me like this! You, you are just sarcastic and sarcastic at me?!" Yan Zi was confused and sad about her predicament. After listening to Ke Han's narration, she yelled. At this time, she
Because I had to maintain the balance of my body and was overly tense, my legs gradually became numb, as if my body was as light as a floating cloud and no longer solid.
At this moment, Yan Zi slowly lost her mind because of her anxiety. She stood on the city wall unable to get up or down. Her nervousness caused her nerves to become tense, which directly led to her unbearable emotion.
Looking at Ke Han, who was also slightly nervous, Yan Zi couldn't help but sigh again. She moved an inch and shouted at Ke Han: "But you have to be responsible for your words and deeds! You, you ruined me..., I
How can I live with dignity in this world? I, I..."
"Yan Zi! Don't get excited, don't act recklessly!" At this moment, Ke Han was really nervous. He responded eagerly, nodded randomly, and replied with aggrieved and sincere attitude.
, "I'm not a too casual person! I'm not a person who thinks differently, and I'm not a person who likes the new and hates the old! I, actually, I still have many strengths and advantages! I will take responsibility for my mistakes, I, I will
Take responsibility, Yan Zi, you, you come down first!"
Seeing Yan Zi pretending to jump, everyone was anxious. For a moment, the tower was in chaos.