Chapter 83 The past is unbearable to look back on. Lihua was bored and stopped saying anything.
"Everyone, hurry up and pick. I'm so hungry that my chest is almost touching my back!" Apple sighed and complained exaggeratedly: "I've suffered so much, I really don't want to stay here anymore. What's wrong with this?"
A place for people to stay?!”
"Yes, yes!" Lihua also shouted over and over again, "Would you rather spend some money to find out? That bald man doesn't know whether the lady has been here before. This is not wrong. According to my opinion, since
There is a shortage of manpower to pick mulberry leaves here. Even if the lady comes here, I’m afraid he will lie and say he doesn’t know. He looks like a monkey and is not honest at all!”
"Excuse me, you've only been here for a day and you're going to give up?" Haitang said dissatisfied, "Work first, then just ask around when you go back for breakfast."
Apple pursed her lips in frustration. She didn't dare to be careless. Although she had said harsh words just now, her subordinates had already spread out. Whether she could have breakfast or not depended on her own hands.
The three of them kept picking mulberry leaves all the time. After listening to the explanation of the withered old man, their movements became much more sophisticated! They had the same idea, that is: no matter what, they can't let their stomachs be wronged!
At the same time, the girl who was hit in the calf by Pear Blossom's willow basket and fell down returned to her dormitory. As soon as she put down the empty willow basket, she hurried to the river.
"Xiu'er?" On the crystal clear pier, an old woman who was doing laundry looked up and saw the girl. She was a little surprised and asked unexpectedly, "Why are you here now? Have you had breakfast?"
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The old woman who is washing clothes for the workers here at the dock is the washer who does the logistics for the people who pick mulberry leaves. She is also the mother of this girl.
The girl who came in a hurry raised her head and smiled easily, revealing two sweet and deep dimples. She looked so innocent and cute! After a closer look, this Xiu'er turned out to be the Xiu'er that Ke Han was looking for?! No!
An imaginary girl with the same name
When she ran to the dock, Xiu'er said nothing. She rolled up her sleeves and trouser legs and got into the water, silently helping her mother wash the clothes that were about to be washed.
"Xiu'er, mother knows what's going on in your heart, don't torture yourself silently all the time." The mother looked at her daughter distressedly and tried to persuade her with tears.
"Mom, it's okay. It's all over. Why are you bringing it up?" Although Xiu'er answered simply, the corners of her eyes were clearly moist, so she quickly grabbed some water and splashed it on her petite face.
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"Xiu'er, it's mother's fault. Mother should not have stopped you, let alone allowed you to come to this place to endure hardships. Mother is really a burden and has made you feel wronged!" Her mother said with hidden tears, blaming herself.
"There are many things that cannot be avoided!..."
"Don't mention it!" Xiu'er interrupted her mother uncharacteristically, and then silently immersed herself in the laundry.
"Hey, how did that child Dahai become so unreasonable?" The mother was still thinking about Zhang Dahai. She still couldn't hold it in. She simply stopped washing the clothes in her hands, stood up straight, beat her waist, and looked at Xiu with pity.
Son, doubtfully said, "He was not like that before!"
Xiu'er clutched the clothes in her hands. She finally couldn't help but let out a "wow" and started crying.
She really didn't know how to tell her mother how Zhang Dahai despised her father and family. She didn't know how to explain that she only learned after listening to other people's introduction that Zhang Dahai actually killed her father.
The culprit! Not only was he unable to sue him, but he and his mother almost died in his hands.
Then, she had no choice but to lead her mother to flee, and finally came to this silkworm farm
The grievances that Xiuer had been holding back for too long were like a flash flood, and some of them were like notes.
Because of her mother, Xiuer was reminded of that unforgettable past event.
She deeply remembered the moonlit night after burying her father...
In the desolate cemetery, a beam of firelight flickered lonely. The relatives, friends and neighbors who were mourning the funeral comforted Xiu'er with a few words of pity, and then went home one after another.
"Xiu'er, go home, don't let your mother stay at home alone!" Aunt Liu, the neighbor, approached Xiu'er, patted her thin shoulder blade, and said with concern
"I want to spend more time with my father!" Xiu'er, who was kneeling on the ground, raised her face full of tears, making everyone feel sad for her sadness.
At this time, most of the villagers also rubbed the hot corners of their eyes and kept choking.
According to custom, the daughter has to serve the last supper to her dead father!
Because relatives and friends have said that this is the farewell to my father, and the dinner brought is for my father to eat in peace, so no matter how sad I am, I can't cry anymore!
However, Xiu'er still couldn't help crying softly
She knelt down in front of her father's grave. When she remembered that her once healthy father had quietly passed away without any warning, she felt sad in her heart. She cried sadly, and under the soft moonlight, she could not help but feel sad.
tears pouring down
"Go home!" Zhang Dahai, who was accompanying him, lowered his body and stretched out his hand to pull Xiu'er.
Xiu'er is still sobbing, her shoulders are hunched, and her whole body is set off by the dancing firelight. Her unique melancholy and frail beauty makes people feel more protective impulses when they see it. The feeling of love hidden deep in the heart.
suddenly burst out in an instant
Looking at Xiu'er's hazy silhouette through the firelight, Zhang Dahai was a little intoxicated. He stared with a pair of red and swollen eyes, and his blurred eyes seemed to flash.
He was a little excited. He looked at Xiu'er's weak silhouette and back from different angles. Each of his blood vessels began to slowly expand, and his breathing became particularly short under the heat of the flames.
, the already hot body is also even more hot!
At this moment, he felt that his mouth was dry! Indescribable desire permeated the endings of every nerve. He stretched out his dry tongue and touched his chapped lips. He couldn't tell what it felt like.
He swallowed hard, and what was in his throat was not saliva, but a stream of hot air. Because the saliva had evaporated, there was a slight sound in his trachea, and he was almost numb. Then, another pleasure flowed down his throat.
His throat slid down, and the burning desire hidden in his heart slowly expanded and spread out...
Zhang Dahai's heart was beating fast. He was a little panicked. When he reached out and touched Xiu'er's exposed elbow, he even "thumped" and felt uneasy.
"Go home!" Zhang Dahai repeated in a trembling voice. Then, he leaned close to Xiu'er and couldn't help but suck in the unique breath from Xiu'er.
Xiu'er, who had slowly calmed down, suddenly turned around, and then she saw Zhang Dahai put his mouth close to her cheek. She couldn't help but panic. She pushed away Zhang Dahai's mouth that was full of alcohol smell, looked at Zhang Dahai blankly, and said
If you don't leave, you will leave
"Xiu'er!" Zhang Dahai finally couldn't bear it anymore. He hugged Xiu'er, blew on the wine, and moved his mouth to her again excitedly, trembling again and again, "Let me hug you! -"
Zhang Dahai's sudden behavior made Xiu'er panic. In front of the grave of his father who had just passed away, he actually behaved like this? Xiu'er was even more surprised.
She quickly pushed Zhang Dahai away and replied fearfully but seriously: "Dahai, you, you drank too much, are you drunk?!"
Zhang Dahai was unwilling to give up. He took advantage of the power of alcohol and kept breathing.
Smelling the smell of alcohol, Xiu'er couldn't help but want to vomit. She never expected that Zhang Dahai would be so violent to her in front of her father's grave after her father's funeral. She couldn't help but feel sad. For some reason, she couldn't help but suddenly
It reminds me of that little county magistrate. Although he was a gangster, he also knew how to respect others!
"Am I drunk? I'm not drunk!" Zhang Dahai, who was refused a hug, suddenly smiled sinisterly, "You can let the county magistrate hug you, but you can't let me hug you too? Do you think you are still that yellow-flowered girl?! You
It’s just a worn-out shoe!”
Xiu'er was completely shocked. Is this how her former lover defined herself?
Zhang Dahai forced Xiu'er to retreat step by step, and kept mocking: "A guy with broken shoes is still dragging me to text?"
Xiuer angrily threw her hands and slapped Zhang Dahai, then she covered her face and cried.
"I hate this dead ghost sleeping in the coffin!" The strange thing is that Zhang Dahai didn't fight back, but he pointed at the new grave and shouted like a madman, "Don't you hate it? He was the one who buried you...
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With a "pop" sound, Xiuer slapped Zhang Dahai hard again.
Zhang Dahai completely lost his mind. He covered his face shamelessly and faced Xiu'er. He laughed like crazy and said: "Hitting is affection, scolding is love. If you don't hit or scold, you will become evil!"
Xiu'er was frightened. She stepped back step by step, but there was no way out. Behind her was the rippling blue waves of the Huaihe River.
Looking at the almost distorted face of Zhang Dahai, Xiuer resolutely jumped into the Huaihe River.
But she didn't die? When she woke up, she saw her mother with tears streaming down her face, waiting quietly by her side
Seeing Xiu'er wake up, her mother covered her face with tears. She asked with a slight complaint: "My child, what can't you think about? How can you be so bearable? Do you really want to leave me alone to spend the rest of my life?"
Fortunately, my neighbor Brother Guo and your brother Dahai are nearby, otherwise, how would you let me live?"
Xiu'er stared at the door blankly, but could not find Zhang Dahai. She had not seen him since then.
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The past is too painful to look back on! She never told her mother about this experience
She has only one person to swallow such bitter water
How could she not be sad about such past events?
"Oh, Xiu'er, my good daughter, don't say it anymore, I will never say it again!" Hearing Xiu'er's cry, her mother quickly stopped her and said, "Let's go back to our hometown after this summer! Okay?"
Xiu'er wiped her eyes and responded repeatedly: "Well, everything will be subject to mother's arrangements!"
The mother and daughter were talking and washing clothes. They had no idea that at this time, on the shore, there was a man who kept drooling and staring at Xiu'er from a distance with a pair of wolf-like eyes.