Looking at Shi Shi Ge Ge who was almost in grief, Xiang Xiaoqiang didn't know what to say for a moment. He didn't know why Shi Shi Ge Ge was so "nervous".
Yes, it's "neurotic", that's what it feels like.
Could it be that this girl who is usually very strong, hides a weak heart like Sister Lin under her strong appearance? She is usually so strong, but once she is sick, she will shed all her burdens and truly act like a little woman
So self-pitying and sad, sometimes talking about death and sometimes talking about living?
Although there were no lights on in the room, it was still dark, but Xiang Xiaoqiang's heart was trembling because Shi Shi Ge Ge was helpless due to his illness. He held Shi Shi Ge Ge's thin and weak hand, and through the darkness, imagined his sweetheart's pear blossoms and rain.
, Chu Chu’s pitiful and beautiful look made her heart melt.
"You...don't say stupid things," Xiang Xiaoqiang said with a sore nose and a bit of choking in his throat, "take good care of your health, listen to the doctor's words, don't be afraid of hardship when taking medicine, don't be afraid of pain when taking injections... When you get better,
We still have to work together... we still have to fall in love together... and then... and then we have to get married together... you know? Marry me when you get better. If I am really infected by you... then you
Wait for me to recover, just like I wait for you..."
Xiang Xiaoqiang suddenly discovered that he was actually proposing to Shi Shigege. Although the two had already been in a "quasi-lover" relationship, this was the first time that the word "marriage" appeared in the conversation.
Xiang Xiaoqiang felt that Fourteen Gege's body was shaking all of a sudden, and then she coughed one after another, with a cry in her cough.
After a while, the coughing subsided, and there were only fourteen bursts of silent crying in the darkness, as if she was venting her heart out. Her hand weakly held Xiang Xiaoqiang's hand as hard as she could, as if she was afraid that he would leave suddenly.
Xiang Xiaoqiang's other hand covered Shi Shi Ge Ge's hand, and his two big palms completely wrapped her thin and delicate hands. He knew that this would give Shi Shi Ge Ge a more sense of security.
"Ah sneeze!"
Xiang Xiaoqiang suddenly sneezed, then he sneezed several more times without stopping. Then, he found that his nose was not comfortable and his throat felt a little bit.
It's over, it's infected.
Fourteen Gege stiffened, held his breath, and listened carefully.
Xiang Xiaoqiang took a breath, then coughed. Then, he coughed several times.
Fourteen Gege started crying again. But this time she cried harder, crying with grief.
"It's better now," Xiang Xiaoqiang said with a smile, "I am also infected. We are the same."
Fourteen Gege was coughing and sobbing, trying hard to curse:
"Xiang Xiaoqiang... you... you are just a pig... pigs are not as stupid as you..."
He bent down to Xiaoqiang, caressed her shoulder through the quilt, and smiled softly:
"Yeah... I'm just stupider than a pig... In front of you, I'm just a stupid pig. Have you forgotten? When we first met, I couldn't beat you every time, and you played me to death.
I'm alive... If I hadn't been so lucky in the end, I would have been the ghost under your pomegranate skirt... Haha, I
I have always wondered if God was so kind to me. Such a fairy-like sister could actually allow me to be brought to Nanming in the end... and allow me to hold hands like this and lie down in front of the bed to comfort me softly...
Alas, you said that if you don't get well soon, you will be sorry for God's arrangement."
Fourteen Gege said weakly:
"But... now you are also infected..."
Xiang Xiaoqiang gently placed his index finger on Shi Shigege's lips to stop her:
"Note, it's not 'being', there is no 'being'...but I am willing to do it."
"Xiang Xiaoqiang, ahem...you are an irresponsible man...you are willing to do it, but what about your...your wife?"
"What should I do?...Oh, are you talking about my wife? Well, there is one here. Look, she is lying here, acting coquettishly with me."
"you……"
Fourteen Gege took a few breaths and coughed weakly, unable to continue.
There was silence in the darkness for a while, and then Fourteen Gege said very weakly:
"Xiang Xiaoqiang...are you sure...that you have been infected..."
"Definitely and definitely."
After another moment of silence, Fourteen Gege's voice was as weak as a mosquito's and said softly:
"Then...hug me..."
He nodded to Xiaoqiang, lay half beside her, stretched one arm under her body, and put the other arm around her shoulders, holding Shi Shigege in his arms very gently.
Fourteen Gege hung weakly in his arms, trembling all over, crying bitterly, and letting go of her voice as she cried.
Xiang Xiaoqiang was also deeply affected and hugged her even tighter.
Shi Shi Ge Ge was crying and coughing at the same time, and her whole body was shaking in his arms. After a while, Shi Shi Ge Ge's cough got better, but when she was crying, Xiang Xiaoqiang gently pressed his lips to her face,
He kissed the tears on her cheeks, then kissed her gently all the way, and finally held her lips firmly.
Xiang Xiaoqiang felt that Shi Shi Ge Ge's forehead and cheeks were very hot, and her lips were very chapped. She was obviously suffering from a high fever. But Xiang Xiaoqiang didn't care and kissed her mouth gently, moisturizing Shi Shi Ge Ge with his own lips.
Chapped lips.
For a long time, it was very quiet in the darkness. It could be felt that Fourteen Gege was trying her best to steady her breathing and control her desire to cough. She did not want the kiss to be interrupted by her cough.
Xiang Xiaoqiang felt that during the kiss, fourteen bursts of tears kept flowing down his face, getting into the place where their cheeks were touching, slowly seeping down, and then bit by bit from both sides.
It dripped from the tip of one's chin.
But finally, Fourteen Gege couldn't help it any longer, quickly turned her head away, and coughed violently.
Xiang Xiaoqiang let go of her and patted her shoulder gently.
After a while, Shi Shigege's coughing subsided again. She took a breath and said softly with a nasal voice:
"Xiaoqiang...I have grown so big...the happiest thing is today..."
"Me too."
Xiang Xiaoqiang said immediately.
Fourteen Gege gasped and spoke carefully:
"Xiaoqiang... listen to me... In the past, no one really loved me... Since I was a child, what I have seen and learned are the most cruel... and ruthless things... Later, when I grew up,
Qing, what I see, and what I do every day, are the ugliest things in the world... I have also become very bad... I am a bad person... I know that I am a bad person... A bad person like me,
You don’t deserve anyone’s love… you don’t deserve anyone’s care…”
"Ah, A Fang..."
"You...you listen to me...later...then my family suffered misfortune...At that time, I found that I was very cold-blooded. Although I was very sad at the time, there was not much sadness for my family...mostly not sadness, but
A kind of despair...I am not willing to accept myself
The Fourteenth Princess has been struggling for so long, but he was knocked back to his original form at the beginning, and was at the mercy of others... Xiaoqiang, if it weren't for you, I would have killed myself... I came to Nanming with you... and I also suffered...
I fell under your spell and really want to start all over again..."
"Yes," Xiang Xiaoqiang said quickly, "Look at how well you are doing now. You are both a princess and the deputy commander of the security team. In less than a year, you are no worse than your previous status... I don't
Did I lie to you?"
Fourteen Gege sniffed, smiled softly, gently stroked Xiang Xiaoqiang's palm, and stroked it gently in his palm.
"Xiaoqiang... don't be stupid..." She smiled slightly, "Do you really think that your current power is comparable to what I had before? Don't talk about me... Just talk about you. Do you think your current power is comparable to what I had before?
My previous misfortune? Haha...cough cough cough...it can't be compared at all. In the Qing Dynasty...I am a princess, and I am more powerful than a queen in your Nanming...Whenever my motorcade passes by, several streets are covered with it.
Seal it up..."
Xiang Xiaoqiang said quickly:
"Hey, it's nothing. When Zhu Yourong's motorcade arrives, the streets will be closed on both sides."
Fourteen Gege smiled and mocked weakly:
"...Zhu Yourong...if she dislikes someone on the roadside, would her guards dare to shoot that person...ahem...in the street?"
"Ah? This..."
Fourteen Gege smiled proudly again, raised the corners of his mouth, and coughed a few times.
But in the darkness, Xiang Xiaoqiang couldn't see the expression of "not ashamed, but proud" of Shi Shigege.
"In the Qing Dynasty..." Shi Shigege gasped softly, "not to mention shooting a few ordinary people in the street...even a big company like Yuhuacong, as long as I like it, I can take over it with just a note.
Coming..."
"Ah..." Xiang Xiaoqiang didn't know what to say, so he could only mumble, "Wow... so amazing... so amazing..."
"It's not like you Nanming... Zheng Yucong, that girl, it's obviously her own company, but she just lost her stock, and she has to raise money to buy it back... She's still sneaking around like a thief... That's how the royal relatives are like
of……"
Xiang Xiaoqiang really didn't know what to say to the "***" in front of him in the Beiqing Dynasty. But now, the former "***" had lost his glory and was dying, but he was still the one he loved most. He just
Holding her hand, she said whatever she liked. Even if Shi Shigege said that she liked killing people and setting things on fire, Xiang Xiaoqiang would only say that she liked it too.
Fourteen Gege gasped for a while and then said:
"So...Xiang Xiaoqiang, don't think...I am satisfied with the 'power' you have arranged for me...In Nanming, even you...even your queen...are like a puppet, everything behaves as it should."
I don't dare to go too far... I tell you, this is not called 'power', this is called 'playing house'..."
"Yes, yes, play house, play house."
"I...I stayed in Nanming. At first I had no choice...then...then it was because...Nanming has you."
Hearing this sentence, Xiang Xiaoqiang was very moved.
"But..." Shi Shigege continued to say hard, "Liking you, accepting you... and marrying you are two different things..."
"ha?"
Fourteen giggled and said softly:
"You know...I like you...but I never planned to marry you..."
"Isn't it?!"
"I can't stand working with... working with them... You want me to be your wife, just like them, hanging out in the backyard all day long, fighting over each other, being jealous... I feel sick just thinking about it...
…”
Xiang Xiaoqiang was so shocked that he could hardly speak.
Fourteen Princess... actually never planned to marry herself?! Then... then isn't she playing with her feelings?!
"Haha... don't... don't be afraid," Shi Shigege gasped for a while and smiled slightly, "I'm ready... ready to be your lover... I don't care how many wives you marry... but lovers... only
Just me...that's enough."
"ah……"
Xiang Xiaoqiang was speechless, not knowing what to say for a moment.
However, Shi Shige grabbed his hand and held it tightly.
After a while, she smiled and said:
"But... now I have changed my mind... if... if I don't die, I will marry you..."
"ah……"
"Because...because..." Shi Shigege suddenly burst into tears, coughing and crying, "...because I was too stupid before and didn't know that...there was a man in this world who was willing to die with me...Xiang Xiaoqiang,
You are willing to abandon a few of them... come and die alone with me, this is enough... I am happier than them all... I used to envy Zhu Yourong, envied that she was prettier than me,
Richer than me, more people care about me... Now, haha... cough cough, cough cough... haha... It's time for her to envy me... You are willing to die with me, which is more than what some of them have.
Everything adds up to more... With this, I sit with a few of them... So what?... Xiaoqiang... If we can live, I... I will marry you...
"
Xiang Xiaoqiang hugged her, feeling the shivers all over Shi Shi Ge Ge, feeling the happiness and warmth at this moment, but he became more and more confused in his mind:
...Isn't it just a case of bird pneumonia? You will die or live in one night...What the hell is going on?