After Lin Fan sent the message, he suddenly raised his eyes, glanced at Ling Xuefei through the rearview mirror, and slowly asked: How have you been in these years?
Ling Xuefei's eyes were slightly stunned. She didn't expect that Lin Fan would suddenly ask such a question. Then she pretended to be indifferent, smoothed her hair, and said: Not bad, I'm living a good life.
I'm sorry. Lin Fan sighed and said softly.
This apology made Ling Xuefei's eyes turn red. She sniffed and turned to look out the window.
Lin Fan took a deep breath and continued: I'm sorry, I never knew you were pregnant. Otherwise, I wouldn't let you bear this alone.
Ling Xuefei looked at the receding street trees outside the window and said, "You don't have to apologize. I can't blame you for this. Speaking of which, it was you who saved me at that time. Otherwise, I really can't imagine what would have happened."
But I didn’t expect that after that time, I actually got pregnant. When I found out I was pregnant, I was completely confused, panicked, and helpless. I didn’t know what to do at all. I wasn’t even in love.
After talking about it, it seemed that fate had played a big joke on me and actually allowed me to have a baby.
The night I first found out I was pregnant, I didn't sleep all night. I thought about aborting the child. I was still young and if I gave birth to a child, my life might be ruined. But the next day I got up and took a shower.
After having a look, I changed my mind. That is my child. How could I bear to deprive her of the right to see this beautiful world?
But I didn’t dare to let my parents know, let alone the family members. As you know, in such a big family, you can’t make your own decisions on many things. I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to protect my child, so I had to secretly tell An An
I ran away to Australia. Life in Australia was very difficult and sad. I couldn’t find anyone to help me when I was bullied. Fortunately, An An was with me. Otherwise, I really don’t know if I could have survived.
Hang in there.
As she spoke, Ling Xuefei's tears flowed uncontrollably, and her voice became choked.
Unmarried birth, single mother, traveling to a foreign country, without any relatives
It’s hard to imagine how Ling Xuefei spent her time in Australia with her big belly.
Lin Fan's eyes flashed with distress, and he said: It's all my fault.
Ling Xuefei pursed her lips, calmed down her emotions, opened her red lips slightly, and her tone was much calmer: I can't blame you, you didn't know anything.
After I found out that I was pregnant, not even my parents dared to tell me, but I just told An An. At that time, An An was so angry that she almost took a plane to Yang'an to settle the score with you. In fact, I also wanted to go to you, but I didn't
I know how to face you. To be honest, I didn't hate you at that time, but I didn't have any good feelings for you. You were indeed a terrible person at that time. I can't put my own happiness or the future of my children at risk.
Bet, after thinking about it, it seems that the only way to go abroad is to go abroad.
In Australia, it was really hard in the beginning, and as my belly got bigger day by day, it not only brought a lot of inconvenience to my life, but I also faced many strange looks and criticisms. During that time, I even had prenatal complications.
Depression means locking yourself in a room all day long, not seeing anyone or talking to anyone.
Fortunately, God saw that I was working so hard and gave me the cutest little angel. When I saw Qiqi for the first time, I knew that I had to be strong and take good care of my child. When I saw Qiqi
Qi is growing up day by day, and I feel that no matter how much suffering I suffer, it is all worth it.
When she was first born, she was so small. Now I can hardly hold her.
Ling Xuefei looked down at the sleeping little guy in her arms, her eyes were full of love, and her whole body exuded the brilliance of motherhood. At this time, Ling Xuefei may have lost a little bit of charm, but her charm has not diminished at all, and is even more shining.
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Listening to Ling Xuefei's narration, the image of a young woman with a big belly appearing in Lin Fan's mind, living a hard life in a foreign country, must have been very hard for her over the years.
Ling Xuefei looked up at Lin Fan, looking at his angular profile, she burst into a touching smile, lightly parted her red lips and said: "Originally, I planned to stay in Australia and never return to China, but this idea has changed."
As Qiqi became sensible, she also changed.
Since last winter, Qiqi has often asked me, where is dad? Why do other children have dads, but I don’t? Does dad no longer want Qiqi? Faced with Qiqi’s questions, I really don’t know what to do.
How to answer, lie to her and say that her father has gone to another place? But the child will always grow up, and this kind of lie cannot deceive her for the rest of her life.
Seeing that the smile on Qiqi's face is getting less and less, and her personality is slowly becoming dull, I know that I can't go on like this. For the sake of Qiqi's growth, I have no choice but to bring her back to you.
But it was only after I returned home that I found out that something had happened to you not long after I left the country. I found a lot of friends and inquired about you before I found out about you. Knowing that you were in Longcheng, I brought her to Longcheng to find you.
To be honest, as soon as I saw you for the first time, I had the urge to turn around and leave, because I really didn’t trust my child to be with you like that. But Qiqi didn’t care, she only knew that the man in front of her was the man she longed for.
Dad, the light in his eyes was so obvious that I couldn't bear to take her away by force, so I left her to stay with you for a while.
What I originally thought was that when Qiqi has more contact with you, she will naturally be completely disappointed with you, and then I can pick her up, but I didn’t expect
Speaking of this, Ling Xuefei's eyes flashed with light, and there were many inexplicable things in her eyes when she looked at Lin Fan.
Lin Fan smiled and answered: You didn't expect me to be so outstanding, right?
You are so beautiful now. Ling Xuefei rolled her eyes at Lin Fan and said angrily. Then she changed the subject and her tone became more soothing: But I am indeed very glad that you are no longer the playboy you were four years ago.
, indeed very outstanding.
Also, he is qualified to be Qiqi’s father.
Lin Fan laughed and said with determination: No matter what, I am Qiqi's father. Blood is thicker than water. No one can deny this.
Okay, okay. Ling Xuefei felt helpless and said: No one can snatch her away from you. This little guy can't kiss you right now, and no one can snatch her away.
Haha Lin Fan laughed twice and said: Of course, my Lin Fan's daughter, of course I will kiss her.
Ling Xuefei pursed her lips and smiled. She didn't know why she would open up her heart and confide so much to Lin Fan tonight. She had never mentioned these words even to her parents, An Yanan and Lu Shihan. Maybe, that great stature
The figure has already entered my heart without even realizing it.
In this way, Lin Fan and Ling Xuefei left while chatting and thinking about Tianshui Fragrance Spring.