Zhuge Tengfei asked: "How have you been doing these years?"
Long Chuxia smiled sarcastically, "It's how we live, good or bad. People in the Long family rarely say they live well." Long Xing'er is an exception. She may have been a little lonely and wandering in the modern world for more than 20 years. , but later she also found the man she loved, and she has been living happily like a fairy. However, there is only one Long Xing'er.
Zhuge Tengfei didn't know what to say. Of course, the Long family she was talking about was not just the women of the Long family. The men of the Long family also lived a very hard life. It would be better if they kept their names anonymous. For the rest of their lives, they would have to worry about the women of the Long family who were fighting bloody battles outside. He always avoids enemies and prevents his identity from being revealed. He doesn't stay in one place for very long. In fact, he has lived in Daoquan Pavilion for the rest of his life. Although he hides his edge as much as possible, he will attract attention after a long time.
"What are you going to do now?" Zhuge Tengfei knew that it would be difficult for her to stay in the palace after seeing her heartbroken Feng Lingxiao.
"I don't know. Just take it one step at a time. Now, I just want to save the child first!" Long Chuxia said sadly.
Zhuge Tengfei remembered Feng Lingxiao's arrangement and said, "I will leave here tomorrow and take the Queen with me!"
Long Chuxia looked at him in astonishment, "Take her away? Ling won't allow it!"
"He asked me to take her away. He planned to abolish the entire harem for you. He didn't want to wrong you, Chu Xia. Let's not say who is right or wrong in this relationship. At least he sincerely wanted to pay for it. Abolition of the harem is not just a matter of time. He will suffer a lot of blame for this trivial matter." Zhuge Tengfei looked at Long Chuxia with complicated eyes, but he knew that he could not blame Long Chuxia, because, from a certain perspective, Long Chuxia also had difficulties, and she could not stay there forever. In a place, she has her responsibilities
Long Chuxia's expression was dull, but there were waves in his heart. He wanted to abolish the harem to prove that he really cared about her, but she always thought that he was just a hothead or a temporary passion. After this short-term passion, he What she will regret is that she never believed in him, or she didn't believe that she could get such a good man.
Now that I know, it's probably too late
It's okay, she has to leave anyway. Regardless of his deep love, she is not suitable for life in the palace.
"Brother Zhuge, where are you going?" Although she knew she shouldn't ask, she still couldn't bear to part with the family ties. In her heart, the most profound family ties she remembered were her brother's promise to her.
Zhuge Tengfei smiled and said bitterly: "I don't know, at least not at this moment!"
It is a family rule that the Long family brothers and sisters should not meet each other at least. Now that they can meet each other, it is already an extra favor.
"Take care!" Long Chuxia wanted to say a lot, but what was the use of saying it? Now she was so confused that she didn't know how to face Feng Lingxiao, nor did she know how to face this brother whom she couldn't see.
"You too!" Zhuge Tengfei stared at her and said, hesitated for a moment, then said: "Go find him and have a good talk with him, okay?"
Long Chuxia smiled bitterly, "He won't listen. Besides, do you think it's necessary for me to explain? Sooner or later, he has to leave, unless he can put down his empire and leave with me." She felt like saying this She went too far, because him abolishing the harem for her was already a very guilty and touching thing for her. If he gave up his life and followed her again, she was afraid that she would really not be able to repay this love.
"This is impossible!" Zhuge Tengfei frowned.
"That's it!" Long Chuxia sighed, "Forget it, let's not talk about it. When you leave tomorrow, I won't see you off!" She was most afraid of the sorrow of separation, and she was even more afraid that she would cry if she couldn't help it.
"During this period, you must have a good pregnancy and care for at least the first three months." He really wanted to stay with her and take care of her for a period of time so that she would not be so lonely. Especially at this time, she was really Need a relative by your side
"I'll pay attention!" What she was thinking about was that she would go to the Wolf Palace in a few days. Fortunately, with the help of the Fire Demon, she didn't have to work too hard.
"Go find him, okay? At least, see how he is doing now. Not everyone can bear such a blow!" Zhuge Tengfei knew that he couldn't blame Long Chuxia, but he still couldn't help but want to take the place of Feng. Ling Xiao asked him to kill his child with his own hands, which was cruel, especially since he loved her so deeply.
Long Chuxia was silent, sitting on the bed and burying her head in her knees. Sad emotions flooded her heart. She just saw his leaving figure. She was so sad that she couldn't help herself. She wanted to rush forward to hug him and tell him In fact, she really didn't mean it
Zhuge Tengfei stepped forward and hugged her, and said painfully: "Sister, it's hard to think clearly!"
Long Chuxia's body stiffened. She hadn't heard this voice for a long time. She didn't dare to raise her head and let tears overflow in her knees.
Zhuge Tengfei kissed her hair, stood up straight and stared at her sad look, feeling unstoppable pain in his heart, turned around, and left slowly step by step.
Doudou was always there. She stood there at a loss, looking at Long Chuxia's sad look, and did not dare to come forward to comfort her.
Long Chuxia raised her head, wiped away her tears, looked at Du Doudou, and asked, "Dou Dou, am I going too far?"
Doudou hesitated for a moment, nodded, and said complicatedly: "I have never seen the emperor so sad. Sister Long, you go find the emperor!"
Long Chuxia's whole body was numb. Perhaps, in the eyes of outsiders, she was really cold-blooded, ruthless, and even worthy of death.
"The emperor's hand is injured!" Doudou said again
Long Chuxia's heart ached again. She went to the ground without wearing shoes (her feet were bandaged like that, so she couldn't wear shoes). She stood on the cold floor and said: "I'm going to find him, Doudou, today** Don’t mention what you saw to anyone!” she warned carefully.
"Doudou knows!" Doudou nodded, "Sister Long, don't worry, even if you die, Doudou won't say anything!" She thought Long Chuxia was referring to the abortion, but Long Chuxia said she had an affair with Zhuge Tengfei.
"Then you accompany me to find him, okay?" Long Chuxia was a little scared and didn't know how to face him.
"Sister Long, the only one the Emperor wants to see is you!" Doudou didn't want her to be a coward. She had to face what she should have to face.
Long Chuxia was silent for a moment and lay back on the bed again. She had to think carefully about what to say if she found him. Doudou sighed and went out. At Hai hour, Doudou brought some white porridge to her. She didn't After eating, Doudou took her away again. She kept covering herself with the quilt until she was in bed. The whole palace was silent. She didn't have any consciousness. She only felt that her heart was very painful. She walked straight out wearing single clothes. The temperature was as cold as the temperature outside, so much so that she was a little numb and didn't feel the cold.
After searching for a long time and asking the hedgehogs to look for him, they found out that he was in the Huaye Pond.
Walking onto the corridor of Huaye Pond again, her heart was as heavy as the dark sky outside, carrying the moist and cold breeze.
When I entered the Huaye Pond, I smelled the smell of alcohol. There was no one waiting on me. He probably drove everyone away.
It’s still that screen, it’s still that dim candlelight, the ambiguity of that night has now turned into deep pain
He was lying on the ground like that, smelling of alcohol. The wound in his hand was not bandaged, and it was exposed in the air, piercing her eyes.
(I'm sorry for updating too late today. I have a lot of things to do before the holiday. Please forgive me!)