It was nearly twelve o'clock, Zhu Qiaoqiao said reluctantly: "It's time to rest!"
Li Zhewen was also a little sleepy due to the influence of the medicine, but he still stared and said, "I'm not sleepy!"
"But I'm sleepy!" Zhu Qiaoqiao put her head on his arm and murmured: "Otherwise, I'll just lie here and sleep like this tonight!" Of course it was a fool's errand, because at dawn, Zheng Yazi came,
She doesn't want to run into her. Sometimes you can indulge, but you must have a sense of moderation when doing so.
Li Zhewen was not willing to let her lie down like this, but he was also reluctant to let her go, so he moved his body and said softly: "Lie next to me!"
Zhu Qiaoqiao looked up at her in shock, and Li Zhewen said helplessly: "Just for one night, I won't ask you for anything!"
Zhu Qiaoqiao's throat was a little dry. She brought him the water glass he had drank and took two sips of warm water. "What time will she... come?" A trace of shame appeared on her face. She told herself every day that she hoped he would be happy.
But he subconsciously destroys his happiness
"Don't worry about her." He didn't know how to tell her about his relationship with Zheng Yazi. At least, this was not a good time to talk about these things.
Zhu Qiaoqiao felt a little sore in her heart, how could she not care? She cared a lot, really cared. She was jealous of her, jealous that she could legitimately stay by his side, jealous that she could give birth to a well-behaved son for him, jealous that she could be the crown prince
If you bear his surname, you can go to his family's shrine after death... This young man who was once hers is now someone else's husband!
She had been away for almost ten years, and she didn't have much time to waste. When the doctor solemnly announced that she only had eighteen months or less left, she suddenly wanted to come back to see him. She wanted to come back to see him in the first place.
Forget it, but when she really saw him, she could no longer harden her heart and leave.
After taking off her shoes, she slept sideways next to him, resting her head on his uninjured arm. His breath was by her ear, warm, soft, and clear. In the past, she would dream like this in her dreams.
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It felt like there was something blocked in my heart. I couldn't breathe, and tears slipped out quietly.
He closed his eyes and for the first time in ten years, he felt the fullness of life
"Do you still love me?" He asked softly. When the words came out, he felt that he shouldn't ask, so he immediately said: "Pretend I didn't ask!"
She didn't make a sound, she even seemed to be holding her breath. After a long time, she said: "Sleep, I'll set an alarm clock and leave at five o'clock!"
Five o'clock, I believe she won't come so early
"It doesn't have to be so early," Li Zhewen said in astonishment, "Why did you get up so early?"
"I'm used to morning exercise!" she said duplicitously.
Li Zhewen said oh, and neither of them spoke anymore, falling into a long silence.
She tried to lift her head from his arms, but he said, "Don't move!"
"If I keep my head on your arm, it will go numb!"
"It doesn't matter!"
Zhu Qiaoqiao's eyes were filled with heat. She stuffed a towel on his arm and raised her head as much as possible.
"Why don't you get married?" he asked with a slight sigh.
She whispered: "He and I both feel that marriage is a bondage. It doesn't matter whether we get married or not!"
Li Zhewen's face suddenly turned pale. Although he knew she would have a boyfriend, when he heard her admit it in person, his heart still felt like he had been bitten hard by something, with blood dripping from his heart!
"Sleep!" His chest was blocked by thousands of emotions. He felt that even breathing was difficult. There was invisible pressure in the air. There was no trace of beauty or nostalgia in his life.
He is not so great, and he still wants to say blessing words to her. He is not the protagonist in a love novel. Even though he has suffered all the pain and torture, he is still waiting for her. He should not wait long ago!
"Why did you leave me back then?" he asked hoarsely, "I just want an answer, no other ideas. For so many years, I have been trying to find out the reason. Is there anything I didn't do well enough? Or do you fall in love with me?
Is he the right husband of your life?"
All the time, her husband was just him. Her nose was blocked and her breathing was blocked, and she didn’t know how to answer his question. Before these days, she had always been very grateful, because although she had this disease, God gave her
Opportunities time after time, she has made money in the past ten years. Moreover, she can go back to her original place and see the man she loves deeply. She is very grateful to see that he has married and established a business and has a very happy future.
However, at this moment, she hated so much why she was allowed to meet this man but then she had to separate them cruelly?
"When I was young and ignorant, I thought the outside world was always good!" She could only give him such a superficial answer, whether he believed it or not.
"Have you ever regretted it?" Even the sound of regret made him feel better.
She shook her head, "I have no regrets. The outside world is indeed wonderful. I have always disapproved of human life being performed in a single way and with a single instrument. Life should be colorful and gorgeous."
"At that time, my mother told me that a bad girl like you will not stay with any man. You are like a butterfly, constantly flying among the flowers. You will fall in love with one man after another and then abandon him.
One man after another over the years, how many men have you fallen in love with? How many have you abandoned?" His voice was extremely sad, with endless sarcasm. He didn't believe what his mother said. He knew that she was not that kind of person. She and him
The friendship they grew up with made him have no doubts about her at all. But now, he began to believe his mother's words, denying his persistence.
Zhu Qiaoqiao was silent for a while, "I don't even remember it myself, there are several, but basically they don't last long." Can she tell him that it has always been just him? The only man in her life, now that she is holding him, he
But it belongs to someone else. It cannot hurt. It has been hurting for a long time. Now being able to hold him is a blessing.
How could a woman like her who was wandering in this world dare to ask for anything?
"Did you take my mother's money when you left?" My heart began to overflow with pain. It was already hurting anyway, and I didn't care if it continued to hurt. Only when I was in despair could I start over again!
"Yes, she gave me one million!" Zhu Qiaoqiao did not deny it. At that time, she was so poor that she could not even afford a ticket to leave. She was the daughter of a murderer. She was notorious and had no relatives or friends.
He was willing to lend her money when he was diagnosed with a brain tumor. She was immersed in an indescribable fear. The doctor said that the brain tumor was very deep and it was not suitable for surgery. She could only treat it conservatively. He just hoped that the brain tumor could be cured.
Over the years as she continued to grow up, she traveled back and forth from hell to hell several times. Every time, she felt that she could never come back.
What should I do if I can’t come back, but I still miss the person I miss the most?