Time is fair and just. Bao'er remembers that when he first discovered that he had a woman outside, he was heartbroken. He wanted to rush out of the road immediately and let thousands of cars run over him to relieve the pain and humiliation in his heart.
To this day, she has become numb and has been reluctant to let go. She has been using memories to make herself cling to this relationship with all her heart. The purpose is to bet on the last bet. If she loses, if she can't die, she will live again; if she wins, then she
Start over with him and forget the past
But she lost, but she didn't die
When she woke up, she saw the concerned eyes of her friends, and she smiled, "What? Have you never seen a bride who was abandoned?"
Hu Xixi couldn't help but feel uncomfortable when he saw her forcing a smile on her face, "If you want to cry, just cry. It's not good for your health if you keep it depressed in your heart!"
She blinked her eyes, like a pure angel, "I won't cry. From today on, I won't cry anymore!" All the tears fell. Have you ever seen a heartless person shed tears? No.
, without heart, there is no feeling. Her heart is empty, her brain is empty, and her life is empty. It turns out that losing is nothing more than that. She can still breathe, laugh, and speak.
Yang Ruhai doesn't know how to comfort people, but her eyes can see through her thoughts. She has no business
She got up and asked Xiaomi to bring her clothes. She changed into her wedding dress, glanced at it with nostalgia, and said with a smile: "What a beautiful wedding dress! But it's too pure and doesn't match me!"
Mother Chen said sadly: "Silly girl, in my eyes, you are purer than this wedding dress."
She raised her head and still had that sweet smile, "No, godmother, you don't know how many humble and dirty things I did. In my poorest days, in order to get a promotion, I betrayed my friends and accepted others.
With the stolen money, I have done many bad things, you just don’t know it!”
When she was at her poorest, she didn't even have money for food, so she sent all of it to him who was lonely overseas.
She will never forget that time. There were two days before her salary was due. She didn't have a penny on her. She bought two fast-food noodles on credit from the convenience store downstairs and lied to the kind-hearted landlady that she forgot to bring her wallet.
The winter coat she was wearing was from a few years ago and was starting to wear out. Her poverty could not deceive anyone. The landlady gave her a few extra packets of pickles and asked her to remember to bring her wallet before paying her back.
She hugged her wedding dress and left, not allowing anyone to follow her, but Hu Xixi followed her until she got home.
"Would you like to come to my house and sit down?" Bao'er said with a smile.
"Okay!" Hu Xixi asked for it. Now she can't be left alone at home. It's easy for something to happen.
"I won't commit suicide!" Bao'er suddenly said as if he had seen through Hu Xixi's thoughts.
Hu Xixi was a little embarrassed, "I didn't say you would commit suicide, I just wanted to be with you!"
Baoer sat on the balcony with her legs crossed all day long. She closed all the windows in the house and turned on all the lights. Even though it was daytime, she sat on the windowsill with her long hair shawl, curled up like a golden cat.
move
Hu Xixi was sitting on the sofa, looking at her phone as an excuse. Actually, she was thinking about how to solve her problem. Chen Tianyun sent her a message and asked her when she would come back. She told Chen Tianyun that she would not go back. Chen Tianyun also knew something about it, so he told her to watch it.
Zhu Baoer
After sitting there all day, in the evening, she began to pack Baoyu's things. While packing, she said: "This house belongs to me, I can't move it away."
"Bao'er, can we have a chat?" Hu Xixi took her hand and motioned her to sit down.
Bao'er looked at her and said seriously: "Axi, I'm fine. I'm a reborn butterfly. Do you see that? I want to drive away this heartless man. Don't worry about me. It's not my first day out in society.
I can take a hit.”
"I know, but I want to chat, can you stay with me?" She was silent for a whole day, which made Hu Xixi feel scared. The Baoer she had always known was very rational, neat and calm in official matters.
, but today she is a little too calm
"I'm fine, you go first!" Bao'er started to drive people out, and Hu Xixi said helplessly: "Okay, if you don't want to tell me, why don't I borrow a place to sit down?"
"But you're in my way!" Bao'er packed up the small items around her. They all belong to Baoyu.
The doorbell rang. Hu Xixi guessed it was Chen Xiaoguang. When he opened the door, he saw that it was really him.
"Why did you come here? Where did you go?" Hu Xixi asked
"I went to find Baoyu and the Yang family," Chen Xiaoguang said in a low voice, "Go back, I'll watch here!"
Hu Xixi patted him on the shoulder, "It's so cool to watch!"
"I know!" Chen Xiaoguang said sadly
After seeing Hu Xixi off, Chen Xiaoguang changed his shoes at the entrance and walked into the house. Seeing Bao'er busy packing his things, he asked, "What are you busy with?"
Baoer raised a smile and said, "Didn't you see? I'm packing my things!"
"Don't laugh!" Chen Xiaoguang roared suddenly. He felt very painful in his heart. It hurt him to see her smile so harshly and sadly. Why did he ruin himself like this?
Bao'er's smile slowly disappeared from her lips, and she looked at him provocatively, "What are you doing?"
"I should have set off a bunch of firecrackers. You were finally dumped by this man. Xue Baoer, you deserved it. You deserved it. Today, this man cheated on you. It didn't happen in a day or two. You foolishly stayed by his side waiting for him to change his mind. You wasted your time."
It’s not just time and money, but also your own life and feelings. Yes, you can say that this is your business and no one else needs to ask. But have you ever thought about how you have wronged yourself again and again, and the people around you?
What kind of heartache will someone who loves you feel?" Chen Xiaoguang cursed loudly, which was completely different from his former gentle and elegant image.
Bao'er was stunned for a moment, as if she couldn't believe that Chen Xiaoguang would scold her.
She put down the things in her hands, walked towards Chen Xiaoguang step by step with bare feet, and looked at him with uncertain eyes, "Do you deserve to scold me?"
"Yes, you deserve it!" Chen Xiaoguang felt sour in his heart, and a lot of sour emotions seemed to be pouring out of his nose. He turned his head hurriedly, walked quickly to the floor-to-ceiling glass window, and took a deep breath.
Bao'er understood what he meant. She was a little confused. She never knew the kind of feelings Chen Xiaoguang had for her.
She always thought that the love between them was just the love of colleagues and the love of friends.
Chen Xiaoguang is a good man, a very good man. If she had not fallen in love with Yang Baoyu first, she would definitely love this man well.
But there is no if, she met Baoyu first, and she also fell in love with Baoyu. In her life, she does not want to have any more love, a love that will make people miserable.
(I read the book review section last night. Everyone had some disputes about voting. Please don’t argue and calm down. Those who voted supported Lu Lu and Lu Lu was grateful. Those who didn’t vote or even left messages paid money to read. Lu Lu
Lu is also grateful. In my opinion, as long as you like Lu Lu’s books and the characters written by Lu Lu, Lu Lu will be very happy. Niu and the others have seen that my book has never been promoted. On the website, these two books of mine
Books are sinking, in other words, they are very popular. I once lost my mind because of the sinking of these two books, and I didn’t even want to write them. But Niu and a group of friends who left messages told me that these two books are of some value.
, inspires me not to be lazy and to write with a calm and indifferent heart. Therefore, I hope everyone respects Lu Lu and everyone who created Lu Lu’s creations, and don’t make any noise, okay?)