When feelings come naturally, everything becomes natural
Lele moved to Jeff's residence the next day. The two enjoyed their lingering days and often worked late into the night.
Jeff's parents are not too young anymore. Although they are very happy to have found their son, they also want to have a grandson as soon as possible. So the two of them began to do everything possible to find out about Jeff, and it seemed that they wanted to force him to get married.
Jeff didn't care. Firstly, he really liked Lele; secondly, although he had a special status, it did not prevent him from getting married. So under the urging of his two elders, Jeff quickly agreed to get married as soon as possible and realize his plan to create Lele. I have a crush on Jia Ming who has been in love with Jeff for so many years. Now that Jeff proposes to me, he naturally agrees.
The two set a wedding date, but they didn't want to make a show, so they only sent out a few invitations. Apart from Aunt Shen, they were almost childhood playmates. Of course, Jeff didn't miss Han Daniu, who was his best friend.
Jeff did not choose to go to the church, but chose the older Eastern wedding customs. He started his own wedding banquet under the auspices of his parents. Everyone who came except Daniel knew about Lele and Jeff. He knew it very well, so he started to tease Han Daniu a lot. After inquiring about Jeff, he started drinking crazily. It was really hard for him, an alcoholic, to endure it for so long.
After the wedding banquet, Jeff took Lele on a wedding trip. Although he also wanted to spend more time with his parents at home, he was rejected by the elders.
The two chose the Maldives, an island country in the Pacific Ocean
On the beach, the sun was blowing and the breeze was blowing. After drinking the coconut juice from a coconut, Jeff felt a little sleepy, so he lay on the hammock and fell asleep.
In the dream, there seemed to be a woman in white clothes crying. Looking at the crying woman, Jeff felt a faint pain in his heart. When he woke up from the dream, Jeff found that there were tears in the corners of his eyes, laughing at himself for having so many happy events recently. After controlling his feelings, Jeff put the dream behind him and continued shopping with his beloved wife.
On the boundless sea, there are dotted garland-like islands, like pieces of emerald shaking down from the sky. The center of the island is green and the surrounding is white. The water near the island is light blue, aqua blue, and deep. Blue, gradually gradient...
There is too much sunshine, the water is too blue, too much time, the beauties are too gorgeous, and the handsome men are too fierce. There are too many of these, which have become the unique equatorial style of the Maldives. Go barefoot on the fine white beach and feel the body temperature of the Maldives; swim in the ocean. , listening to the heartbeat frequency of the Maldives, forgetting time, forgetting work, eating, drinking and having fun is the indulgence allowed by God...
Jeff soon forgot the momentary heartache and had fun in the island country of Maldives, venting the suffocation in his chest.
The honeymoon passed quickly, and Jeff returned home with his wife and started a new life. Because he was married, he had to pay attention to his own safety, so Jeff specifically applied to be transferred from the Dragon Group to the Intelligence Department. They became Han Daniu's colleagues. They were already familiar with each other. Now that they are together, they are naturally at ease and work very hard.
Soon, Lele became pregnant with Jeff's child, and Jeff also began to experience the feeling of becoming a father. He stayed around Lele all day long, fearing that something would happen to her. Although his nagging all day long was a bit annoying, Lele Le took all this as an expression of love, and was naturally very happy.
As the "wow" cry came from the delivery room, Jeff's hanging heart finally dropped completely and he hugged his newborn son. Jeff was stunned.
Although he has always heard that newborn babies are ugly, Jeff thinks his son is very handsome and his features and eyes look just like him. Even when he cries, he looks so manly.
The child was born successfully, and the mother and child were healthy. Forget it, the last wish of the two old people was forgotten. Aunt Shen had watched Jeff and Lele grow up. To her, they were just like her son and daughter. Now the two of them are When a person has a child, it means to her that she has a grandchild. From then on, Aunt Shen would rush to where they lived whenever she had time. Watching the three elders playing with their little grandson together, Jeff also felt as if he was as happy as in another world. a feeling of
When night fell, after Jeff and Lele finished their routine business, they hugged each other and fell asleep. Since Lele became pregnant, Jeff has been abstinent, so he has been crazy these days, and his sleep after the party is also very comfortable. But when he entered the dreamland again, the old dream in the Maldives reappeared for some reason.
It's still that hazy scene, it's still that woman in white, it's still that whimpering sound. What's the reason? Why is this situation happening? Jeff can't figure it out when he wants to go over and comfort the woman. At that time, she found that she couldn't get to her no matter what. Although Jeff seemed kind, he was extremely tough in his heart, so he couldn't give up.
When he realized that all his efforts were in vain, Jeff couldn't help but want to shout, but something went wrong with this shout.
Holding the child who was so frightened that he cried "Wow!", Lele didn't give Jeff a good look. Jeff scratched his head and looked apologetic. He didn't expect to shout out loud. It didn't do anything, but it scared his son to tears. The husband only explained that he had a nightmare, and of course he could not tell his wife that he had been dreaming about a woman dressed in white. Lele was not unreasonable, thinking that Jeff was really stressed and had a nightmare, so after coaxing his son to sleep , gave Jeff a slight punishment, and then the two of them went to bed.
Jeff was very depressed and couldn't figure out why he had such a dream. As he thought about it, he fell asleep.
I thought the matter was over like this, but I didn't expect that the woman entered his dream again the next night. After repeated attempts failed, Jeff almost went crazy. But how could he tell others about this kind of thing? ?Although he felt like he had forgotten something, Jeff couldn't remember it.
It was like this every night. Jeff almost thought he was going crazy.
Jeff secretly told Han Daniu, but he laughed at him. But after seeing Jeff's serious expression, Daniu realized how serious the matter was, so he suggested that Jeff see a psychiatrist, maybe he would feel a little better. Although he felt that his psychological quality was quite good, and it was a bit strange to see a psychiatrist in this way, in order to understand the confusion in happiness, Jeff had to listen to the opinions of experts
The hospital dedicated to the intelligence department is very large, and the doctors there are very professional. It is not inferior to the advanced countries in Europe and the United States. It can be said that even if a limb is broken, it can be quickly reconnected, let alone a small disaster. The intelligence department is exposed to a lot of things, so sometimes the psychological pressure is particularly great. The psychological counseling department naturally does a better job.
The psychological counseling center is built in a relatively secluded place. The environment here is elegant and elegant. Anyone who comes here will feel relaxed and bright sunshine shining on their body. Jeff can't help but sigh that the designer's great psychiatrist did not just sit in the medical room.
Instead, the meeting place was set at a pavilion in the small garden, so Jeff had time to enjoy the sunshine.
"How long has it been since you enjoyed the warm sunshine?" came a clear female voice.
Jeff turned around, looked at the pretty girl in front of him and smiled: "I can't remember clearly, but you look like a college student, not a dull doctor."
The girl didn't have any special reaction, she just said to herself: "Nowadays, the pace of society is so fast, many people rarely take a break, and as a result, they become extremely stressed. Almost everyone suffers from various mental illnesses.
, for example, obsessive-compulsive disorder and fantasy, tell me your story, and introduce your dreams by the way."
Jeff took a deep breath, and then began to tell his story, from his painful childhood experiences to his recent marriage and childbirth. Of course, as a soldier who has undergone rigorous training, he naturally knows what to say and what not to say.
He skipped over the more secretive information. After telling all this, he began to describe the dream that had troubled him for a long time. Even thinking about it now, the dream still made people feel confused and incomprehensible. Jeff couldn't bear it.
Live and sigh
"Childhood misfortunes and sudden happiness, such violent shocks can easily cause certain special reactions in people. Some people will suddenly go crazy because of this, and some people will become abnormal in temperament. Of course, some people will not change at all.
In my opinion, it is very likely that you have experienced so much suddenly that your nervous system cannot react properly, so you often dream about "I want to see my parents." This is probably one of your biggest wishes in childhood.
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Jeff nodded and replied: "Although I want to deny it, the fact is that although I lived in an orphanage when I was a child, I often came into contact with people outside. Some naughty children always feel that they are superior to others because they have parents, and even
They laughed at me for not having parents. At that time, I probably hated my parents for abandoning them, and even cursed them. I feel a little embarrassed now that I think about it, but what does this have to do with my dream?"
The girl smiled and said: "On the surface, there is no direct connection, but it is necessary to look beyond the surface to see the essence because one of your childhood wishes suddenly comes true, which will cause you to have the desire to realize other wishes, so I hope you remember
Next, when you were young, did you have any other wishes?"
"Any other wishes?" Jeff frowned and began to think hard.
(When everyone read this chapter, I must have been drunk after dinner. Originally, I should have burst out to thank all the judges and student directors, but something really happened. I was drunk and crying a few days ago.
It is estimated that this will inevitably happen this time. I hope brothers will bear with me and I will try my best to write as much as possible in the future. Thank you!)