"Anping, I'm sorry, I can't be so selfish..." Anping was pulled away by Li Hongjia, staring at him with disappointed and resentful eyes until the figure disappeared from sight, and two lines of tears quietly fell down Bai Yaru's face.
Since ancient times, women have always been the vassals of men. As a woman, as a very beautiful, very sexy, very eye-catching woman who can easily arouse men's desire for beauty, she is destined to live a harder life than ordinary people. It is difficult, especially for a widow like me whose husband has died. There are many disputes in front of the widow. A beautiful and sexy widow is more likely to attract countless bees and butterflies. In the Bai family, which has always had a tradition of marriage, women are born It was a way and means to gain access to powerful people for the family, so Bai Yaru knew that she had lost her reputation a long time ago.
Moreover, Bai Yaru is very clear about her current identity and status. Although the Hong family no longer demands this and that from herself as before, they even rarely face her once when they arrive in Longxing Town. The statement made quite a bit of letting oneself fend for oneself, but exile does not mean indulgence. If you want to terminate the relationship with the Hong family and take off the hat of the Hong family's daughter-in-law, it is absolutely wishful thinking. There is no need for the Hong family to express anything. , even your own natal family will be the first to jump out and point fingers.
There are two big families at the top who are constantly squeezing, but the bottom can't make any effective commitment to Anping. He is at a loss and cannot be independent everywhere. However, Anping has lived in an orphanage since he was a child, without the care of his parents. Now he has grown up. And because of his own reasons, he couldn't start a family of his own. He stayed with him dryly, forced himself to avoid people's eyes and ears, and lived secretly in the dark. Is this the happiness that Anping expected? Is this what he did? It's too selfish. What reason do you have to force Anping to follow you on a road that sees no hope or light?
The longer she stayed in contact with Anping, the more Bai Yaru was attracted by the excellence of this little man. The feeling of being like taking drugs and being unable to stop eroded Bai Yaru's mind day and night. In Bai Yaru's heart, Anping was Spiritual sustenance is the hope of living and the last tired love for life. Bai Yaru also urgently hopes to stay with Anping forever and fly together.
But can this wish come true? There is no airtight wall in the world. From the expression on Li Hongjia's head turning to ask herself to persuade Anping, Bai Yaru saw a flash of cunning, and even saw the crisis contained in it. Even Li Hongjia In this way, a little girl who can only be regarded as a little cautious can see that the relationship between herself and Anping is good. If the Hong family is replaced by the cunning and cunning Hong family, and the Bai family is replaced by the scheming Bai family, the relationship between herself and Anping will be different. Can you hide a little secret? If the affair with Anping is exposed, you may not have any big problems, but it will definitely be a disaster for Anping. You can look after Anping because you Will it break down and ruin the future of a lifetime?
Over the past few days, Bai Yaru has been seriously thinking about her feelings and relationship with Anping, looking forward to finding an answer that has the best of both worlds. Unfortunately, Bai Yaru racked her brains and failed to find a feasible solution. , until I met Li Hongjia again today, Bai Yaru knew very well what Li Hongjia was thinking about Anping. Anping was tall, handsome, talented, good-looking, and also mature and steady that many young people did not possess. These advantages can be taken care of No matter which one comes out, it is a weapon that makes girls look at them and fall in love with them. There is no doubt that Li Hongjia put aside her reserve and went after Anping because of these advantages of Anping. It was also because among her classmates, the one who got the most advantage was the one who got the most advantage. Abacus, this allowed Bai Yaru to see a good way that seemed to have the best of both worlds.
Giving up on Anping is equivalent to giving up on life and hope. Bai Yaru will never let it go, but she will always keep Anping tied to her. Bai Yaru is also worried about the Dong bed incident, which will eventually lead to Anping's reputation and future being ruined. In this way, Li Hongjia's role Then she stood out, putting Li Hongjia in front, while she went underground. She slowly became friends with Anping, giving her a chance to show her legitimate status, and she hid in secret and became Anping's lover, so that Anping could have both A stable family, and a safe shield from long-term contact with herself. Although all the feelings originally belonged to her, she was forced to separate half of them due to the situation. Bai Yaru was very distressed, but now it seems , it seems that there is really no better way than this.
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"Anping, aren't you willing to come out with me? Did I make you unhappy..." Although Anping was accompanied by a beautiful woman like Li Hongjia at this time, he was not at all happy about her beauty and beauty. Instead, she felt a sense of being... Bai Yaru abandoned and ignored the loss and sentimentality. This dull sentimentality directly affected Li Hongjia's inner joy. She tilted her head and asked Anping bluntly.
"Ah, no, it's just that these days I have been having meetings and frequently attending wine parties. I have been so busy that I feel a little tired and tired. I can't even muster the energy to do anything. I just want to find a place to stay safe. Let's get some sleep..." Facing Li Hongjia's questioning, Anping felt a sense of powerlessness and a heavy sense of guilt in his heart.
Anping doesn't know what Bai Yaru is thinking, but Anping knows that Bai Yaru's behavior is a signal. This signal has too much uncertainty about the relationship between the two people. No matter how sentimental or disappointed, He could not change the fact that he was pushed out by Bai Yaru. With this fact, any explanation seemed feeble. As for Li Hongjia, Anping knew very well that the sadness in his heart could not be shared by Li Hongjia, and he had no reason to He asked Li Hongjia to accompany him to bear this pain.
"Well, I also heard what my uncle said. You are always busy these days. The day before the meeting, you stayed up all night. Your body won't be able to bear it if you go on like this. Let's go eat some food first and wait for a while. You come to my house to have a rest. My mother's work unit is doing inventory today and she won't be back at noon..." Li Hongjia's big, watery eyes were clear. When she saw Anping turning around, she immediately looked up at him with a burning look, as if she was charming and angry. Before he could say anything, the metaphorical invitation made Anping's heart tremble.
"It's bad to come to your house. If your mother comes back suddenly and sees me, I can't explain..." The tranquility and warmth of home just hit the deepest desire in Anping's heart. Yaru felt cold sentimentality and was instantly shocked by Li Hongjia's warm invitation. However, through interactions, Anping also knew something about Li Hongjia's situation. His father died early, and the mother and daughter depended on each other. He said that Li Hongjia's mother worked hard to bring her up, and she was naturally a very precious child. If she found out that she had brought a boy back to bed for no apparent reason, Anping would be scared just thinking about it.
"Who cares what you say, it's better to see you. During these days, my mother forces me to go on blind dates every day. It seems that if I wait a few years, I won't be able to get married. If I see you, I will say that you are mine." "..." Seeing Anping's eyes staring at him in surprise, Li Hongjia couldn't help but blush with embarrassment. She couldn't say anything else. She lowered her head slightly and bit it gently with her teeth. With her lower lip touched, she perfectly interprets the delicate and shy look of the little girl.
"Haha, you can't go on a blind date. Look at our classmate Hongjia. She is beautiful and generous, has a gentle temperament, is loved by everyone, and has flowers blooming. I don't know how many jade-faced Pan An and pink-faced men are courting you in the entire suburban county. I think about it day and night, but don’t think about food and tea. I wish I could take him home and worship at the shrine in the morning and evening. I actually want to go on a blind date to find a home. This is simply blind. Well, if I reveal this news, I will I guess your alleyway will be crowded with people..." These words were a little direct and a little ambiguous. Although the words were not finished, anyone could hear the meaning of his love for Anping, and Anping was not stupid. How could I not tell that Li Hongjia was confessing her love to herself?
To be honest, Li Hongjia is a beauty, and it is no exaggeration to describe her as perfect. She has pale pink cheeks, long eyelashes, bright eyes, a high bridge of nose, white teeth, tall chest, and straight legs. , the round buttocks, every part has an uncontrollable impulse, and Li Hongjia is considerate, gentle, well-behaved, such a girl is not only pursuing herself in turn, but also taking the initiative. Something that cannot be overstated.
If it were before, Anping would have refused this feeling without hesitation, but at this moment, Bai Yaru's indifference suddenly opened a gap in Anping's originally unbreakable heart, and it could no longer squeeze into anyone's heart. Suddenly there was a little more space, which made Anping hesitate. However, because he could not explain the questions in his heart and Bai Yaru's thoughts, Anping would not accept anyone's feelings, even if Li Hongjia confessed his love. No matter how direct he was, Anping couldn't accept it. With this idea, Anping continued to pretend to be confused, turned a blind eye to Li Hongjia's confession, and made a joke about the blind date. Such nonsense words depressed Li Hongjia and hit a wall. impulse.
"Don't laugh, don't laugh. If you laugh again, I won't give you a meal at noon..." Although she was a little disappointed with Anping's reaction, Li Hongjia knew very well that haste makes waste, and forcing Anping too hard is more likely to arouse Anping's anger. Reverse psychology, relying on this happy foundation to let nature take its course, may not necessarily capture Anping's love. Thinking of this, Li Hongjia's mood suddenly became better, pretending to be angry, grabbing the corner of Anping's clothes, and using A pink fist gently hit Anping's arm, and after hitting Anping, he held Anping's hand tightly. His eyes looked at Anping in a panic, and his heart was full of expectation.
"Let's go, find a place to eat first..." Li Hongjia's move came a bit suddenly, which was beyond Anping's expectation, but after thinking about it again and again, Anping did not make up his mind to abandon this slender and tender little hand and let her Pulling each other as close as lovers, walking aimlessly forward,