"From the oldest to the youngest, everyone in the Hong family said that I killed him, but who knows the pain in my heart? A widow is actually dead. Who would believe this kind of thing?" He looked at Anping staring at the big bowl on the bed sheet.
Her face fell red, and she was stunned on the spot. Bai Yaru moved her body and leaned in Anping's arms, quietly recounting her miserable past, and two lines of clear tears quietly slipped down along with her heavy heart.
"When I put on my wedding dress and married him with a beautiful vision for the future, everyone said that we were a perfect match, a talented man and a beautiful woman. At that moment, I also felt that I was the happiest woman in the world. On the wedding night, I didn't care about my daughter.
The child was reserved and shy, and took the initiative to fulfill the obligations of a wife, to continue the bloodline of the Hong family for him, but after he found out that I was a white tiger, he beat and scolded me, and said like crazy that I cheated on him, and then he
Rushing out of the door, the so-called wedding night, the so-called bridal chamber with flowers and candles was just me staying alone in the empty room. At first, I didn't know what I did wrong, and I didn't know why he, who was always a gentleman, would hit and scold me.
It was noisy and noisy. Later, from the constant quarrels with him, I learned that the Hong family is feudal and superstitious to the extreme. Everything they do must have rules, principles, and standards. In their eyes,
A white tiger with an unknown body like me is not qualified to enter the Hong family..." Mentioning the past, Bai Yaru's face was filled with resentment. She hated herself for not knowing people well, hated the injustice of fate, and even hated Hong Bo's feudalism.
Superstitious and ignorant.
"There is a gap in each other's hearts, and the so-called marriage is in name only. If this happens to ordinary families, it is hard to say whether they will get back together or break up, but my family cannot. At that time, my father was in a critical period of rising, and he urgently needed the help of the Hong family.
, compared with his official career, compared with the long-term prosperity of the family, his daughter's happiness is not worth mentioning at all. Let alone divorce, he has to endure being beaten and scolded, and even every time he is beaten, he even
My parents didn't let me go back. Just like this, I endured the misery for four years like an angry girl, and I was a widow for four years..." Recalling the miserable life in the past, Bai Yaru felt as if four years had passed.
, for more than a thousand days and nights, she couldn't believe how she survived. The kind of pain that was so painful that no one who had not experienced it would be able to imagine it.
"At first, he beat and scolded me. Later, my father became the deputy mayor and his political status in Qingjiang rose sharply. His father wanted to compete for the top position of the municipal party committee and urgently needed my family's help. So he was not as busy as before.
He bullied me, and his attitude changed a lot. He even pretended to buy groceries and cook, and from time to time presented the image of a good family man. However, the good times did not last long, as his father failed to compete for the municipal party committee secretary.
, he was too lazy to do any more shows, and was directly sent to Changchuan as the deputy county magistrate. He never came back. He was fooling around in the car with a married woman, and was discovered by her husband and stabbed ten times.
After several blows, his body was still naked when he died..." Thinking of Hong Bo's untimely death, Bai Yaru's eyes revealed a look of relief. She was glad that she would no longer be punched and kicked, and that she was finally free from the clutches of the devil.
Opportunity.
"He died, and I was finally free. I had been looking forward to this day for a long time, and I was very happy for it. On the wedding day, my mother saw the excitement I inadvertently showed, and she immediately yelled at me.
She said that I was a loser and a broom star. Not only did she not leave a boy and a half for his son, but he blamed me for his death, saying that I killed his son. That is a vicious woman, you don’t want to think about it.
How does his son usually treat me? He only selfishly thinks that whatever his son does is right, even if he steals someone else's wife..." Hong Bo died, but Bai Yaru's struggle did not stop.
, but the target of the struggle has changed from Hong Bo to Hong Bo's mother. This selfish old woman has always believed in using power to suppress others. After her son died, she shamelessly asked Bai Yaru to remain a widow for the rest of her life.
For this reason, Bai Yaru, who was mentally and physically tortured, finally saw the light before dawn, and how could she give in again? So after an arduous struggle, Bai Yaru finally seized the opportunity.
initiative, but the price was huge. Not only did he promise not to remarry within five years, but he also gave up his superior conditions in the city. After working with many parties, he came to Longxing Town, a rural place, in order to open up a relationship with the Hong family.
distance, gradually escaping from the Hong family's devilish cave-like existence.
"Sister Ru, all the hardships in the past are over, and our lives will definitely be happy in the future..." Listening to Bai Yaru quietly talking about the past, including her ex-husband's affairs, right and wrong are entangled.
, complicated, and for a moment, Anping didn't know how to express his thoughts. It wasn't until Bai Yaru finished speaking that Anping hugged the beauty in his arms tightly and comforted her softly.
"Anping, although you and I are together, I can't marry you, let alone make any promises to you. In order to break away from the Hong family, I promised to be a widow for him for five years. What will happen next?
, no one can say for sure, and I am so much older than you, I will be old in five years..." Anping's injury opened Bai Yaru's heart, and she impulsively broke her promise and stole with Anping.
Eating the forbidden fruit. But after the passion, Bai Yaru was also full of worries about the future. The Hong family was extremely powerful, selfish, and domineering. They always used any means to achieve their goals. No matter what they did, they first considered themselves.
, who cares about the life and death of others. As the daughter-in-law of the Hong family, but getting together with outsiders, this kind of slap in the face will inevitably be suppressed by the Hong family. If it really comes to that step, let alone the two children of Anping and herself.
Even the Bai family, who is like a shrimp, may not be able to withstand the anger of the Hong family.
"It's okay, Sister Ru. Meeting you is my lifelong happiness. Let alone five years, I can wait for ten, twenty, or even a lifetime..." There is no reason under power. What happened today
The incident made Anping have a clear understanding of Bai Yaru's words. Hong Tao is just a dandy. Just because he was robbed of a few words, he recruited people to kill him.
From this point of view, it is not surprising that Bai Yaru was forced to make a five-year commitment.
However, the five-year promise made to Bai Yaru was only a stopgap measure in Anping's view. Considering the selfishness and tyranny of the Hong family, especially Hong's mother's resentment towards Bai Yaru, Hong Tao faced
Looking at Bai Yaru's greedy look, how could the Hong family let Bai Yaru walk away so easily? It is said that in less than five years, the Hong family will look for opportunities and use force to force the Bai family to bow their heads.
Bai Yaru was forced to take the initiative and submit obediently.
"It's crazy to say that there are only ten or twenty years in a person's life. Because you are a widow like me, you have spent all your great time and future in it. Is that worthy of everyone's expectations of you? Don't talk about it again in the future.
Such crazy talk. Today, my sister can truly be a woman. It has fulfilled my extravagant wish for several years. I am very satisfied. Thank you, my good brother. However, Anping, you must remember that our
The matter must be kept secret. From now on, no matter what, you must not reveal the slightest trace in front of outsiders..." There was no hesitation in Anping's firm tone, which moved Bai Yaru very much, and she was glad that she did not look away again.
However, Bai Yaru also knew that this kind of happiness was just a temporary joy, and she did not have a clear plan for the future. On the contrary, there was a heavy feeling in her heart, and a bad premonition emerged from time to time.
, at this moment, Bai Yaru suddenly realized how serious it was that she had physical contact with Anping under impulse. One mistake would bring disaster to Anping, and she would suffer as well.
Do you want Anping to suffer the same hardships with you? Anping already occupies an important position in your heart, can you really be cruel enough to push him into a living pit?
"I know, Sister Ru..." The Hong family is a behemoth, and I am like an ant. The Hong family can easily crush me to pieces with just one finger. There is no comparison between the two.
, Therefore, Bai Yaru's solemn warning is out of a kind of protection for herself, and Anping can understand this painstaking effort.
"I'm sorry, Anping, I don't want this to happen, but there are some things that we can't control..." Bearing the title of a widow who killed her husband, Bai Yaru knew that she had lost her good reputation. But Anping is an innocent and simple young man.
, not only could she not fall in love seriously, but she had to accept the contempt of the world, which made Bai Yaru feel very sorry in her heart.
"Sister Ru, don't say you're sorry. Even if the Hong family refuses to let you go in five years, you have to believe me. One day I will handle this matter, overthrow the Hong family, and marry you into the family openly.
"..." Officialdom is a chain of interests. As long as there are interests, there will be endless battles. Therefore, no officialdom is monolithic. How to survive in the cracks and gradually develop and grow is what Anping is currently doing.
What needs to be done most urgently.
Five years is a short time, and it may not be enough to resist the giant existence of the Henghong family. But when a pawn crosses the river and moves forward indomitably, a small chess piece can also influence the outcome of the chess game. As long as you continue to work hard,
Ten years, twenty years, there will always be a day when he grows up. At this moment, Anping sets a goal for himself, and makes up his mind to work unremittingly towards this goal, until one day he can be honest with Bai Yaru.