Chapter five hundred and fortieth IX love poison to the bone four
"Believe me, it will happen!" Xue Ning held the red silk catkin tightly and gave her spiritual encouragement.
"I hope!" A faint sigh escaped from Hong Ling's lips; then the corners of her lips were slightly raised: "Did you know? Hong Ling has not had a mother since she was a child, but now that she sees you, Hong Ling actually has a kind of mother.
a feeling of!"
"Mother?" Xue Ning whispered, as if these two words were far away from her.
Noticing Xue Ning's flash of sadness, Hong Ling looked a little suspicious: "Senior Xuening! What's wrong with you?"
"It's nothing!" Xue Ning shook her head gently, hiding the slight sadness in her eyes; Rou Xi patted Hong Ling's hand: "I have no children in my life, and I really have never enjoyed the feeling of being a mother!"
After Xuening said this, Hong Ling realized that they had been here for several days and had not seen anyone except the two seniors!
"You don't want children?" Apart from this reason, Hong Ling can't think of any other reason.
"How could it be!" Xue Ning denied; the smile on her lips was unconsciously tinged with bitterness: "What woman doesn't want to have a child of her own, but... I have lost this blessing!"
"..." Hong Ling didn't understand; she just wanted to have one child, so why did she say she had lost this blessing?
As if she knew what Hong Ling was thinking, Xue Ning spoke up and recounted the past: "Before we retired from the world, we were still well-known figures in the world. At that time, one of us was good at poisons and medicine, and the other was highly skilled in martial arts. We thought we were very powerful.
There will never be any dangers or accidents when traveling in the world, and we will not take too much precautions; however..." Xue Ning sighed deeply: "...one day, our enemies suddenly gathered a large number of people to look for us, and we were unprepared.
At that time, I didn’t know that I was pregnant. I fought with the opponent with all my strength, but was accidentally plotted by the opponent and almost died. In the end, the madman used poison to drive them away..." Xue Ning took a slight breath,
Then he said: "... When the madman was healing me, he discovered that I was pregnant. But when he faced me who was dying, he chose to save me without hesitation. Although he saved my life in the end, because of
Too many drugs were used on me to fight poison with poison, causing me to lose the right to be a mother!" Xu Ning spoke bitterly of the past in short words.
Hong Ling never expected that she, who is now happy and sweet, would have experienced the pain of losing a child.
"Two seniors! Can you avenge your children?" Hong Ling asked.
Xuening shook her head gently: "No!"
Hong Ling frowned subconsciously: "Did the two seniors let their children die in vain? Don't the two seniors have any hatred in their hearts?"
"It's impossible to say there is no hatred!" Xue Ning smiled bitterly, but there was a hint of relief in her eyes: "We have also thought about revenge; but even if we kill them all, our children will never come back.
! What's more... when is the time to retaliate... Let's just think of it as, let's accumulate some virtue for the dead child!"
"When will the injustice be repaid?" Although Hong Ling understood this, she couldn't really do it like them.
"Actually, we are very happy now, aren't we?" Xue Ning pursed her lips slightly: "Although we lost our child, we are determined to stay away from the world and live a peaceful and peaceful life here!"
Hong Ling's brows showed no sign of relief: "Don't you feel sorry?"
Xue Ning smiled slightly, her eyes far and wide: "Everyone has a regret to some extent in their life, and my regret is that I will never be able to have children for him again in this life!"
"..." For a woman to not be able to have a child of her own is not just a matter of regret.
As if knowing what Hong Ling was thinking, Xue Ning said: "Everyone thinks about life from a different angle. If you think from a different angle, maybe the scars left in life will not be so painful!"
"Think from another angle?" Hong Ling whispered leisurely, and then fell into silence.
Xue Ning sat quietly beside Hong Ling and did not interrupt her thoughts.
For a long time, Hong Ling faintly opened her lips: "Hong Ling once had a child of her own; but because of Hong Ling's carelessness, he left this world forever..." A crystal teardrop fell from her eyes.
The middle slip: "...Hong Ling wonders if he will blame me, my mother, for not protecting him well!"
"No!" Xue Ning reached out and gently wiped the tears on Hong Ling's cheek: "As long as he knows that you love him, he won't blame you!"
Hong Ling bit her lips and said, "Even if he doesn't blame me as a mother, Hong Ling can't forgive herself!"
"Why bother! It's not your fault!"
"It's Hong Ling's fault! Everything is Hong Ling's fault..." Hong Ling smiled, but her tears kept falling: "... If Hong Ling hadn't allowed Brother Yiyi to take her back when she was a child, she would have had no chance to marry.
For brother Yiyi, there is no chance of killing Hong Ling’s child!”
Although Hong Ling didn't speak clearly, Xu Ning could still tell that the brother she mentioned married her to another woman, and that woman killed her child.
"Hong Ling! This is not your fault. You don't need to take all the responsibility on yourself!" Xue Ning persuaded her, hoping that she could get out of the self-blame network she had compiled.
Hong Ling did not listen to Xu Ning's persuasion, and her tears kept falling: "Hong Ling loves him so much and is willing to give up the revenge of killing his father for him; but what about him? What did he give Hong Ling?"
"Hong Ling..."
"He allowed that bitch to kill Hong Ling's child, and allowed her to frame Hong Ling; he even let the person who poisoned Hong Ling go..." Hong Ling smiled wryly at herself, with deep sadness in her eyes: "
...What did Hong Ling do wrong? What did she do wrong?"
"You are not wrong, it is him who is wrong!" Xue Ning patiently wiped the tears on Hong Ling's cheeks over and over again: "It is his loss that he does not cherish you. I believe that a good girl like you will one day...
You will find someone who treats you wholeheartedly!"
'Is it possible?' Hong Ling's face was bitter and heartbreaking: 'Who in the world dares to fall in love with the current queen? Probably not! Maybe, Hong Ling's life has been fixed, and she is destined to be lonely and helpless...
…What’s more, is Hong Ling really capable of falling in love with someone else?'
Xue Ning didn't know what Hong Ling was thinking, but she felt that she was so pitiful and loved at this moment.
"If you really want to cry, just cry hard!" Xue Ning took the initiative to hold Hong Ling into her arms and gently caressed her back: "After crying, let all the pain disappear!"
Feeling the warmth from Xuening's body, Hong Ling's tears fell even more fiercely; she cried suppressedly at first, and then slowly started to cry loudly...