Chapter 171 Chi Canaan needs Baishuang to save, and Baishuang lifts the restrictions
"I didn't expect you to have such a past."
Hearing what Bai Shuang said, Chi Canan raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face and smiled lightly.
He walked to the table and poured himself a glass of wine.
The slightly cool wine flowed down the throat, bringing with it a burning heat.
Chi Canan looked at the wine glass, as if the things hidden in his heart finally had an outlet to vent.
"Do you believe it? I am reborn.
In the last life, three of them died in front of me, and they died tragically.
He Sirui is right, I retreat because I am afraid that I will not be able to protect the people I care about.
But I didn't expect that it was because of my seclusion that the three of them would die.
After rebirth, I swear that I will protect them.
I will not let the tragedy of my last life happen again."
Chi Canan drank another glass of wine, "They are so smart, they analyzed me so clearly.
So I have always treated them as brothers. Not only can I learn from them what I don’t have, but I can also be led by them to see the world.
After the cook passed away, I was able to meet the three of them, which was really the honor of my life, Chi Canaan."
Bai Shuang asked: "Has your character really changed?
Since they are such good friends and brothers of yours, you can be yourself in front of them."
Chi Canan smiled and shook his head, "The three of them are naturally carefree and carefree, but I am too heavy and painful.
I don't want my emotions to affect them.
Who wants to see a person who is taciturn, thoughtful and unsmiling every day?
This really ruins the atmosphere, I understand.
Besides, I don’t want the cook to be in trouble underground.
It’s good for everyone if I stay in my current state.”
Bai Shuang clenched her hands and frowned, "Yes, you are doing good to everyone, but what about yourself?
Chi Canaan, you cannot live for others.
You are unique in this world, you don't need to imitate others at all.
You don’t have to think so carefully, you can just be yourself!”
"Be yourself?" Chi Canan laughed self-deprecatingly.
He directly picked up the wine bottle and poured it into his mouth, then wiped the corner of his mouth and said with tears in his eyes: "Being myself, that's why the cook was killed!
If I could be sweeter and say something nice to my former leader, maybe the cook would not have died.
Being myself, I insisted on seclusion, so the three of them also died in the last life.
In this life, what if the three of them find that they cannot adapt to my true personality and no longer be brothers with me?
I can't... lose it again."
Chi Canan's voice became lower and lower.
Bai Shuang's heart ached more and more.
[It’s so pitiful, Chi Canan is so pitiful! Master, please save him quickly, he is really miserable!]
Lazy trembled in Bai Shuang's sea of consciousness, but it didn't stop him from crying with snot and tears.
[Chi Cananan is different from the clones of fallen gods in other worlds. Other clones mainly abuse the body, but Chi Cananan abuses the heart!
Killing and killing one's heart, Chi Canan's heart was as if it had been tortured, every piece of it was broken into pieces!
He is too insecure and too afraid of losing.
So he has to be careful to look like he thinks others will like him.
Master, I was still curious before, why Chi Jianan knew that Hu Qingcang was hostile to him, but never took action against Hu Qingcang.
now I understand.
Chi Canan killed the former leader because he wanted revenge for killing the cook.
But after all, the former leader had raised him for so many years.
According to Chi Canan's sensitive and restless true character, he must also have feelings for his former leader!
As Hu Qingcang was a general in the hands of the former leader, as long as he did not do anything harmful to Chi Canan, Chi Canan would always tolerate him!
God, the more I analyze it, the more I feel that Chi Canaan is so miserable!
He had so many things on his mind, but he still laughed heartlessly every day.
I wonder if he will cry at night, oh oh oh...]
Just when the lazy guy was crying and howling, he followed the sea up the stairs.
"Miss Wen is here." Sui Hai saw Chi Canan, was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile.
Then Suihai waved to Baishuang, "Canaan, come here."
Suihai paraphrased Meng Xiuyun's words.
"Meng Xiuyun said that Hu Qingcang wanted to know the exact time of your next retreat by using her.
Knowing what she was doing at this time, Hu Qingcang didn't tell her.
But she vaguely heard him say once that he seemed to be trying to kill you while you were at your weakest in seclusion."
Bai Shuang had an idea in mind.
Now that Sui Hai told Hu Qingcang's plan, he felt even more determined.
Bai Shuangchong nodded to Sui Hai, said thanks, turned around, picked up Chi Canan and left.
"You're leaving now? You got them both drunk and you didn't want to drink with me? I've been working hard all night!"
Sui Hai looked at the backs of Bai Shuang and Chi Canan and couldn't help but spit, "You guys value sex over friends!"
…
Bai Shuang brought Chi Canan back to the leader's courtyard.
Chi Canan was in a very low mood tonight, so he got drunk easily.
Bai Shuang put him on the bed and covered him with the quilt.
Then he said to the lazy guy: "Try and see if you can use your divine power to remove the restrictions placed on me by this world."
Since entering this world, if Bai Shuang's true force value is ten points in total, then she has been limited to nine point five points.
In the past, Bai Shuang didn't care, he just restricted it if he felt it was restrictive.
Anyway, it doesn't affect her ability to complete her mission, and Chi Canan doesn't need her to save him.
But after tonight, Bai Shuang's mind changed drastically.
She found that she could no longer live like this.
She wanted Chi Canan to put aside the pretense of happiness;
She wants Chi Canan to dare to be himself;
She wanted Chi Canan to have a sense of security and let Chi Canan know that no matter what he was like, someone would always be by his side and never leave him.
He won't be alone anymore.
The lazy man said excitedly: [Master, don’t worry, I am very useful, and I will not let you down!]
After entering the dark cave for so long, Lazy Man felt so present in front of Bai Shuang for the first time. He felt so proud!
After a while, the lazy guy happily reported: [Master, the restrictions have been lifted. Am I great? 】
Bai Shuang clenched his fist and felt the unusual power in his body.
As she walked into the secret room where Chi Jianan kept the magic secrets, she asked Lazy: "Can you exchange Chi Jianan's and mine souls back?"
The lazy guy tried it and said with some embarrassment: [Master, it is possible.
But after switching back, all the magical power I had finally accumulated was used up.
How about you wait a little longer? Maybe you can change it back by yourself in two days?】
Bai Shuang flipped through the magical secret book and glanced at ten lines, "Change it.
After I get out of the dark cave and regain my divine power, will you still value this little bit of divine power?"