"Chen Jing, do you really have nothing to tell me? We..." Li Anqi approached again and stood behind him. She stretched out her hand and hugged his waist from behind, and she obviously felt the heat.
Chen Jing's body trembled, but this time he didn't push her away.
She hugged him tighter and sighed again.
"Chen Jing, I can deceive others, but I can't deceive myself. I still love you. I really love you. It hasn't changed in four years. I thought I could forget you. I also thought I could try.
Accept your current life, accept the fact that you are married, accept that you have a wife. "
"But today I realized that I couldn't. You know, the moment I saw you clenching your hands, I felt like my heart was going to be torn into pieces. It hurt so much. Can you feel it?
Chenjing, I love you, and I regret it now. I regret coming back. This is simply a kind of torture."
Yan Chenjing froze and listened to her sad voice one after another.
And how could he not feel that heart-wrenching pain?
His old love, the only woman he had ever loved in his life, was now telling him that she loved him, but he was unable to respond. He clenched his fingers hard to prevent himself from doing anything, and he was now in the city.
He hates that he has such a strong reason and cannot hold his beloved woman in his arms. He can only watch her sad, sad and painful, but there is nothing he can do.
"We have already missed it," he looked straight ahead, but there was no focus in his eyes.
"If you hadn't left four years ago, maybe we wouldn't be like this now."
"But that's not what I want." Li Anqi cried, tears sliding down her face one by one and dripping on Yan Chenjing's suit, but this suit was prepared for him by another woman.
, I don’t know if it seeped into the suit or someone’s heart.
Yan Chenjing raised the corners of his lips helplessly, even such an action made him feel weak.
"You shouldn't not believe me. Even if I lose everything, I can still give you a happy future. I won't be able to support my own woman, and I don't need your concessions and fulfillment. This will make me
I feel useless,"
Li Anqi's body trembled, and his hands tightened and hugged his waist. Compared to four years ago, he was more mature and more stable, but at the same time, he was more gloomy.
"I'm sorry..." She murmured an apology, but he didn't need her apology. She needed to turn back time. They were still the same people before, without Yu Xinduo and without his current marriage, but they all knew it.
,it's out of the question.
"It's all over. Don't talk about it anymore. Don't worry, we are still friends. As long as you have any difficulties, I will not sit idly by and do nothing." He said and pulled her hand away, but she hugged her tighter.
.
"No, I don't want it," Li Anqi kept shaking his head,
"Chenjing, I don't want to miss you like this. I love you. I don't want anything. I just want to be with you. Even if I am your lover, I am willing to do it. I will not tell anyone or let anyone
If you are in trouble, it will be fine as long as you leave some space for me in your heart."
She pressed her face against his back and suddenly began to cry.
The sobs came one after another, which really made people feel distressed.
No matter how cold or hard Yan Chenjing's heart was, it was impossible to remain indifferent. He turned around, supported her shoulders, and then gently wiped the tears on her face with his fingers.