Seeing that they were about to arrive at the company and thinking that they were going to separate again, she felt very complicated.
She tried her best to hold back the sadness in her heart, but when she thought that he deliberately pretended to be indifferent in order to make her end her feelings for him, she felt extremely distressed.
The atmosphere in the car was very depressing, and for a moment, it made people breathless.
The car melted into the sea of cars and moved forward slowly.
They all have their own concerns.
For Gu Tingchuan, at this moment, he just wants to end it as soon as possible. Even though he is reluctant to let go, he would rather she hate him.
He didn't want to keep her by his side because he didn't have the courage to face her tears or let her haggard for him. He had no choice but to let her leave with her hatred for him...
The thought of her hating him made his heart aching.
Once upon a time, he thought that if he didn't love him, it would be good to hate him. At least he could make her remember him deeply.
He didn't care that she hated him, but he didn't expect that the feeling of making her hate him was not as easy and careless as he imagined.
Now, all he can do for her is to leave...
He will try his best to hide it. After leaving here, he has asked Siyin to pay child support payments to her account from a different place every month. The nominal support payment is to make her think that he is still alive and living in this world.
In a certain corner of the world, if she knows about it thirty or fifty years later, maybe it won't be so painful.
Since they met, he has always made him sad. He hopes that she can live a good life and find someone who will not make her cry...
Haiyao looked out the car window and seemed to be able to feel what he was thinking. She felt a little bitter in her heart: Everyone knows that finding someone who won't make you cry might make you happy, but is that really happiness? That person even makes you think...
He doesn't have the capital to cry, so how can he enter your heart?
How many people have really chosen the person who will keep you from crying in this life?
When the car arrived at the downstairs of the company, he pursed his thin lips and remained silent, as if waiting for her to leave. However, Lu Haiyao sat in the car and made no move.
There are so many things to say...
He was also afraid that if he said it, he would cry in sadness and make him feel even more uncomfortable.
She understands that he least wants to see her tears, so in the future, she will learn to be strong and smile...
She forced a smile and looked at him with a smile, "By the way, both children really want to see you. When are you free, go and see them?"
Gu Tingchuan frowned slightly, staring at the smile on her face, wondering why she suddenly changed.
Her eyes were full of expectation, he moved his lips, and he almost blurted out his promise, but it was choked in his throat.
You decided to let go, so why bother with it anymore?
He was so determined that he couldn't bear to see the expectation on her face and refused, "I don't have time."
"Isn't it okay to just have a meal?"
"Let's have dinner together? I heard that the restaurant in Central is very good. I...I will wait for you there with my children at seven o'clock in the evening."
As if she was afraid that he would refuse, she didn't give him any chance to speak. After speaking, she opened the car door and left quickly.
Gu Tingchuan looked at her back, doubts flashing in his dark eyes.
Normally he wanted to be alone with her, but she was unwilling in every possible way, but now...
He secretly held the steering wheel tightly, the wrinkles on his brow gradually deepened, and his eyes looked at the direction she left with complex expressions.
The vibrating sound of his cell phone drew his attention back. He regained his emotions and put on his earphones, "Hey, who's there?"
"Tingchuan, it's me!"
Realizing that he was about to hang up the phone, Li Yuner quickly said, "Would you please listen to what I have to say?"
"This may be the last time I call you. Can you hear me out?"
Feeling his silence, she choked with tears and said, "I know you know very well in your heart that I will be here today. Maybe in your heart I am to blame for myself. No matter how you think of me, I just want to say, live well and let me
Know I made the right choice."
She didn't want to see him leave. The reason why she let go was not just to wake up, but just so that he could survive...
No matter how much she said, she choked up and burst into tears. Her sobs, which she tried her best to suppress, came from the phone.
Just as Gu Tingchuan was about to say something else, a beeping sound came from his cell phone.
*****
The door of the righteous and awe-inspiring Public Security Bureau.
Li Yuner looked inside, with a bitter curve on her lips.
She couldn't just watch her father take the blame for her...
Her father is already old and worried about her affairs. How can she let him take the blame for her while she lives a happy life outside?
It is impossible for her to be truly happy like this. She will live in the torment of guilt day and night.
For more than twenty years, she has never really fulfilled her filial duty as a daughter.
On the contrary, her father sacrificed so much for her. Thinking of this, her eyes gradually became wet and her eyes sparkled with tears.
Maybe she was really wrong, wrong from the beginning, but she didn't want to admit it, and she didn't want to admit defeat.
I always thought that if I worked harder, I might be able to win Gu Tingchuan's heart.
Perhaps because of the guilt he felt in the past, he simply wanted to help her, but was used by her again and again. Such love mixed with scheming eventually lost his tolerance and trust.
She still remembered that he warned her to stop, but she...
In the end, even though everyone in the world believed that she really liked him, he was the only one who would not believe it.
The love they understand is different...
Some people think it is possession, some people think it is fulfillment, but after she persisted in possessing him, she found that she was just a clown in his eyes.
Li Yuner's heart was full of sourness, she stepped up the steps, and then looked back at everything behind her. She knew that nothing could go back.
Perhaps walking inside is a new beginning.
*****
The sky is getting dark and the lanterns are starting to turn on.
Haiyao sat by the window in the restaurant and looked at the door. He was nowhere to be seen. She raised her hand and looked at the time. It was already 8 o'clock, but he did not appear.
Are you really not coming?
The two little guys sitting opposite kept the same movements, holding their cheeks with both hands, looking at Lu Haiyao with pursed lips. Mengmeng pouted and said, "Mom, when can we wait until we can eat? I'm so hungry..."
Xiaoguai sighed, as if he were a young adult, "Didn't you hear mom say that I want to treat uncle to dinner today? It would be rude for us to eat first, although... I'm also very hungry."
After Xiao Guai finished speaking, a waiter happened to walk by carrying delicious desserts. The two little guys' attention immediately followed the waiter, biting their lips greedily, and their cute eyes sparkled, "That one should be able to
It’s delicious.”
When Xiaoguai saw Hai Yao looking at them, he quickly reached out to cover his sister's eyes and said, "Don't look at it, it must not taste good."