Ye Chen once thought that he could protect the people around him, but the facts made him understand what cruelty is.
The battle with Shushan masters made him go crazy and hurt people around him one after another, including his beloved, his guardian and himself.
It's not like he's doing it himself. He's doing it on his own, but if he hurts others, especially the "Fifth Literature", which is the fastest updated, he feels like he's guilty of a huge crime.
As for Liu Yan, that's the second priority. After all, she didn't suffer any life blow. He already knew everything from Xiaozhu's mouth. He knew that Liu Yan was only affected and seriously injured, and his life was not in danger.
However, he could not abandon this woman even though her original intention was to harm him [
Now that he has forgiven and possessed the other person and accepted the other person, how can he still treat her like an object and her life as nothing?
Now the people he hurt have left him one by one. Liu Yan has returned to the devil world and Murong Yan has also left his side. Although he firmly believes that he will be able to find him in the end, he may not be able to keep him with him. Watch the latest chapter of "Six Nights Romance" All this depends on Murong Yan's intention, and he can't force it.
As long as she is happy, he can't let go. He is willing to respect Murong Yan's choice, but he will still fight for it instead of giving up easily. If Murong Yan chooses to leave in the end, then he can only give up.
He didn't want to force it or force it because he didn't want Murong Yan to do something she didn't want to do and make her live in pain. For this, he could sacrifice his life or emotions.
And now that she has left, everything that shouldn't have happened has happened. He feels sorry for her and making up for it will only happen later. And even if she makes up for it, it can't completely offset the mistakes he has made.
Now that a big mistake has been made, we can only do everything we can to make up for it. Even if we can make up for it completely, we should at least be ashamed to mitigate the damage caused by this mistake.
As for Lin Xin, that was an exception. She was not injured and just returned to Shushan.
However, he also recalled the original scene more than once in Xiaozhu's memories. Although he had not seen it with his own eyes, it was very real, as if he had experienced it personally.
Thinking that Lin Xin was almost killed by him and almost died for him, he felt that his sin was too great to make up for.
Even now, he can't rescue Lin Xin and give her a free and stable life. He can't let her come back to him. He doesn't even know whether she is alive or dead now, let alone how Shushan will treat her, who was taken away by him accidentally. The Shushan disciples who lost their virginity may face the infamy of betraying the sect's unfaithful daughter, etc.
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He felt so useless that he couldn't do anything and couldn't even protect his own woman. He was simply acting like a man.
So at this moment, he could only keep thinking about doing everything he could to save Lin Qing, restore everything, and finally find Lin Xin and others and take them to live a happy life together.
This is a wish that he can fulfill with his own life
Although everything is a foregone conclusion, he refuses to give up. He believes that he can spend his life to make up for all this.
What he wants to do is to protect them, give them happiness and give them a future, instead of hurting them wantonly. But now that the damage has been done, he can only do his best to make up for it.
The most basic thing to do is to let Lin Qing regain consciousness.
It's been a year since he and Lin Qing separated. Time flies by, but it feels like they have been separated for millions of years. What he wants is speed rather than wasting more time.
Both of them have experienced a separation of life and death. Now that he is alive, Lin Qing is still uncertain about his life or death. Even the last glimmer of hope is in his hands, and he has not really found it yet [
He knew that his current situation was not optimistic, and he almost lost his life before he found the Nine Sun Grass. What made him most sad was that he almost died in the hands of his own sword spirit.
He didn't hate Xiao Wu. He knew that since he didn't have the strength to cope with the crisis and made such mistakes, he deserved it even if he was injured or died. He always wanted to make himself stronger, but in front of Xiao Wu, he felt that he was just a human being. He's just an ant, let alone powerful.
He is unwilling to die. He wants to find Nine Sun Grass. He wants to save Lin Qing instead of dying now. He can die but not now, maybe after rescuing Lin Qing.
Of course, even if he rescued Lin Qing, he couldn't die. Since he rescued Lin Qing, he had to protect her by her side, even for a moment. How could he die like this?
He is not a greedy person, but he must be greedy in this matter. You cannot have your cake and eat it too, but he must have it both ways.
If Lin Qing had him, his life would be worse than death. If Lin Qing had him, what would happen? He would spend his whole life to protect them and give them happiness and health. If he died, he would be unable to do anything.
So he can't die no matter what.
But if there was only one person left to live, he might choose Lin Qing at all costs.
So the first moment he woke up, he was looking for Nine Sun Grass to solve Lin Qing's matter first, and then find a way to hone himself so that he would no longer be afraid of danger and have the ability to face everything alone instead of relying on the sword spirit. The sword spirit can't do anything.
So when Xiao Wu answered, he stood up in a hurry, regardless of his own situation, and glanced at the wind-eroded rock where Nine Sun Grass grew.
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Where is the Nine Sun Grass in this wind-eroded rock?
Not strictly speaking, the wind-eroded rock has disappeared. All that is left is yellow sand as far as the eye can see, and even the Yang Qi of the Nine Sun Grass has disappeared.
He closed his eyes and carefully used his inner eye to observe this thing that was more effective than spiritual consciousness. He felt that he must use it.
But when he opened his eyes again, his expression changed drastically, "What's going on with Jiuyangcao?"
He didn't believe it, couldn't believe that Nine Sun Grass disappeared under his nose like this, and it was impossible for the wind-eroded rock to just disappear.
So he scanned it again with his spiritual consciousness. He thought it was a mirage in the desert. He had not seen Nine Sun Grass through the mirage just now.
In other words, everything in front of him is an illusion. He has to use more methods to find the Nine Sun Grass or let the wind-eroded rocks that existed on the desert return to his eyes again.
But he soon became desperate
He suddenly realized that even a method as powerful as the mind's eye could not find other methods, so how could it work?
If it is a mirage, the best way to crack it is the mind's eye. Why? Because this is the most real existence in the world. Under the mind's eye, any cover-up and falsehood will be reduced to nothing.
But he was desperate[
Ye Chen's heart ached when he discovered the scent of Nine Sun Grass again.
"Have I really recovered my strength? Didn't you even give me the last chance to repent?"
"Qing'er..."
With a roar, Ye Chen suddenly felt a surge of energy and blood in his body, and a majestic breath roared in his body.
"puff"
A mouthful of blood spurted out. Ye Chen felt that the meridians in his body were about to swell. The painful feeling made him even more desperate.
Now let alone Jiuyangcao, I am afraid even my life will be lost here.
He knew that once the swelling and pain in his meridians really ruptured, he would suffer the end of death again.
And this time the person who died this time was the sword body. It was basically possible to resurrect because there was nothing stronger than the sword body in the world. His body exploded and his soul needed a stronger body to survive.
I think that when his body was destroyed and resurrected, it was only through the help of old man Tianxuan that he borrowed the sword body. As for those methods of soul-seizing, he doesn't need or want them. He wants to use his own body to treat them and give them happiness instead.
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Furthermore, his time is only seven days at most. After seven days, everything will stop. Even if he recovers, once the time has passed, he will still be worse than dead.
If he can't save Lin Qing, he will only live a life of no choice. Even if he can live forever, how happy will he be with a beauty as his companion?
What he wants is not immortality. What he wants is that the people around him can live and live happily by his side. Even if it lasts only a few decades, he doesn't care at all.
But now
One of his wishes can come true. Lin Qing's life and death are unknown. The others left him one by one, unwilling to stay by his side.
He has the art of cultivating immortals and can create immortal legends, but without them, he would rather die than live a happy life like a normal person. Even if his life is limited, it will only last less than a hundred years.
It's just that he has a chance, at least he thinks so
He could deceive himself and say that as long as he works hard, an iron pestle can be ground into a needle. As long as he works hard, he can make Lin Qing recover and let Murong Yan and the others return.
But he doesn't want to do that and can't do that. The fact is that he has hurt them and they haven't been able to make up for it yet. I'm afraid he will have a chance to make up for it in the future.
How could he deceive himself into pretending to be happy despite the pain in his heart?
"Master, don't think about it anymore. Your cultivation level has just broken through and is still unstable. If your state of mind becomes more unstable, you may go crazy again." Xiaozhu's voice rang in his ears, but Ye Chen seemed not to hear it.
Xiao Wu was also anxious at this time and called out quickly: "Yes, master, please stabilize Jiuyangcao quickly..."
After hearing this, Ye Chen felt that the meridians in his body were about to burst and the pain was abnormal. This was very similar to the feeling he had when he chose to explode, but it was even worse.
In an instant, his consciousness and energy and blood seemed to be frozen at this moment, and he could no longer be active.
"boom"
He felt a loud noise resounding in his mind, and he didn't know whether it was true or not.
But the feeling of swelling and pain was so clear that he instantly felt that his consciousness collapsed and everything in front of him was pitch black.