What Liu Yan said doesn't make sense. With my second-level cultivation of Earth Xuan, it's already a miracle that I can enter Shushan, let alone find Lin Qing. In the past, I might have been able to sneak in in the name of becoming a disciple. It's not too difficult. My qualifications are already there. He has been cleansed by the Heavenly Immortal Sword Technique and is much stronger than ordinary people.
But now everyone in Shushan must know my existence. From the day Lin Xin returned, I was destined to leave a bad impression in Shushan. I ruined the two talented and beautiful disciples under his sect and it is definitely impossible for them to visit safely. If you see me, you might kill me on the spot. Where is the chance to get in?
In this case, the only way is to break through forcefully.
But do I have that ability? Without Shushan master Ruyun, if it was so easy to break in, she would have been destroyed in the Three Realms. How could she still be preserved to this day?[
In desperation, I can only let it go temporarily.
Liu Yan looked at me with a slightly helpless expression and continued: "You also know that she has lost her memory now. Even if you find her, she will definitely not go with you."
"But..." My heart tightened but I didn't know what to say.
Liu Yan said that Lin Qing has lost her memory now. Even if I had the ability to break into Shushan to find her, she would definitely not leave me. Besides, I don’t have the ability yet.
To get her back, it's not just as simple as breaking into Shushan to see him, but more importantly, I also have to let her recover her memory.
It's just that that kind of thing is basically impossible. Although grandpa said that Lin Qing's amnesia may not be very deep, but I understand that even if it is not deep, it is not so easy to make her remember me immediately. Otherwise, she would not be so decisive before. The sword pierced my heart. I clearly remember how the look in her eyes when she looked at me was absolutely unchangeable.
This is definitely not Lin Qing who has any good memories of me. She hates me so much that she wants to drink blood and eat flesh from me, even though both of us have each other's blood flowing through them.
This also directly proves that Lin Qing's memory of me has been too vague or even disappeared completely. It is not easy to recover. The only thing left for her is the resentment I brought to her when I peeped at her bathing. And from the look in her eyes It can be seen that the hatred is no less than what she had before, or even much deeper.
Because even the look in her eyes when she raised her sword to kill me two years ago was not so decisive. My only hope now is that Lin Qing seems to have stirred up a memory when she left me.
But this memory also made her heartache in the missing corner that affected her heart become even more painful.
Maybe I can rely on this to completely restore her memory, but that's not the case now. She hasn't fully adapted yet. Her body has just recovered and her soul is not very stable. Otherwise, she won't become unstable just because she accidentally thinks of some memories about me. So painful
If I force her to remember all that now, it will only bring more pain and hurt to him. I can't be willing to do that.
Just like myself, when my soul was not completely stable after reshaping my body, even if Xiaozhu was guarding my meridians, I couldn't forcefully instill those memories, otherwise I would not be able to accept too many memories at the same time. In more serious cases, memory disorders may result in memory collapse or even obsession, with the soul shattered.
This is not what I want to see. Now it's too late to save her, so how can I kill her again?
This is also the main reason why I don't want to force her to remember those things again and again. It was like this before, it is like this now, and it will be like this in the future. If I want her to recover her memory, why not let her recover naturally? Using forced and exciting speed-up methods will only make her lose more than she gains. More painful and faster death
…
Seeing that I was silent, Liu Yan sighed softly and said: "You should listen to me. Instead of forcing it and getting no good results, it is better to start practicing well from now on. When you have cultivated enough, it will not be too late to go to Shushan to see you. Maybe you can get there." By then she will be able to recover her memory, and she will come down to find you on her own without you having to look for her in person."
I was stunned for a moment but gave a wry smile, "It's useless. Unless I break into Shushan to save her, even if she recovers her memory, it will be in vain. According to Shushan's sect rules, you shouldn't know that a disciple has committed a crime in the world of mortals." How could you come out to look for me again if you hadn’t been treated badly by Ling Chi?”
"Ling Chi..." When I think of you, my face suddenly turns pale. If that's true, wouldn't Lin Qing... and Lin Xin and the others... [
"No..." I didn't dare to think about it and quickly got out of bed and left.
"Where are you going?" Liu Yan chased after her.
"Qing'er is in danger. I can't wait any longer." I made sense and she opened the door to go out.
"Are you sure you are not going to die like this?" Liu Yan quickly grabbed me and I felt a trace of softness in her palm and was stunned.
"What does it matter if the beauty is no longer dead?" I sneered, but because of that slight softness, I completely changed my mind. What made me stop was not her mutton-fat catkins.
But Liu Yan sighed when she saw that I was about to leave again and said quickly: "What if you die? But have you ever thought about what if you died, if Qing'er regained her memory, how would you let her deal with herself? And... I...we..."
At the end of her speech, her voice became extremely weak, and a blush gradually appeared on her face.
"..." I noticed that the blush on her face and the rest of her words meant she was completely silent and calmed down.
Seeing that I had stopped moving, Liu Yan breathed a sigh of relief and comforted her in a gentle tone: "Don't worry, she is the disciple of Master Qingxin of Shushan. Even if she makes a big mistake, she won't lose her life at most... If you do too much, you will be punished by being imprisoned for a few years.”
"This..." I was silent
Liu Yan is right. If I insist on going my own way and break into Shushan, I will be seeking death. But if I die, Lin Qing will regain her memory in the end. When she knows that I am dead, how sad she will be if she knows that I am dead. If he died because of her wandering into Shushan, how much should she blame herself and how should she deal with herself?
This is just like when I hurt her and caused her to almost die. I was so self-blame for causing her to almost die. From another perspective, I died indirectly for her. Wouldn't it be a bigger blow to her and more self-blame?
So I calmly thought about it and gave up the decision.
I still have the ability to break into Shushan, but I believe it won't be long before this time. In the past, I could have relied on my own cultivation to go to Shushan to apprentice and wait for an opportunity to enter Shushan to find Lin Qing. With my qualifications, it is impossible to enter Shushan. Gate, but I can't do that now. Shushan and Shushan have many sins that have occupied the Yuanyin bodies of their two genius disciples. How could they not know it and how could they spare me?
Sometimes I even think it's a miracle they bothered me in time.
"Okay, let's listen to you and let's discuss it in the long term." I nodded and finally figured out that all these barbaric methods sometimes can't solve everything. Although my qualifications are very good, if I want to force my way into Shushan, I can't. At least I should be given enough time to practice.
OK
I know that my qualifications are very good. Otherwise, it would not be possible for me to be promoted from a new immortal cultivator to the second level of Earth Xuan cultivation in just two years.
Although this is a factor of the Nine Spirits Rule, as long as I can find enough sword spirit cultivation, I can improve it, but who said that this is not due to my qualifications?
I understand from the bottom of my heart that with my current qualifications, if I am bound by the Nine Spirits Rule, my cultivation level will definitely reach a higher level. With the help of other sword spirits, his cultivation level can grow exponentially. Sadly, because this rule exists for me
Now we cannot practice like normal people. No matter how fast we practice, it will be in vain.
The constraints of the Nine Spirits made me very helpless. At the same time, I also deeply understood that if I want to improve my cultivation, I must find all the Sword Spirits.
But looking back, if there were nine spirit rules, would I be able to have those sword spirits and let them help me practice? No, and if I only relied on myself, maybe no matter how good my qualifications were and if I was given several times the time, I wouldn't be able to be where I am now.
Achievement
There are many peerless geniuses in this world, but no matter how peerless a genius is, it is impossible for him to make such a huge improvement in his cultivation level in just two years, from the first level of the Human Profound Realm to the second level of the Earth Profound Realm.
Will be regarded as a weirdo by the entire world of immortality[
Of course, those real masters will definitely know the secrets about me and guess what kind of secret treasure I possess for cultivating immortals, so they will spare no effort to rob, kill, and steal goods. This way, my life is at risk.
Thinking about it, I gradually felt relieved. Sword Spirit and Sword Spirit, Sword Spirit and Sword Spirit, all these are divorced from the Sword Spirit Technique. It seems that my whole life has been separated from the Sword Spirit and Tianjue Immortal Sword Technique.
If I had met Lin Qing and Lin Xin, it would not be difficult to enter Shushan with such qualifications. But now I have to offend Shushan for other reasons but for me, and harmed their two talented and beautiful disciples.
I'm glad too
Unfortunately, I can no longer go to Shushan to find Lin Qing and they may have to become enemies of Shushan for a while and accept their trial and pursuit. Fortunately, I can meet these two sisters and have such a wonderful and happy life.
So I don’t regret it. If I could, I would still indulge my mission like this and I would never change it for the rest of my life.
Of course, if there had been that trip to Shushan, I would not have been able to obtain the Tianjue Immortal Sword Art so skillfully, let alone improve my qualifications to the current level, and it would be even more impossible to have the current level of cultivation.
Things in the world are unpredictable. Cause and effect are constantly intertwined. No one can escape. This is God’s destiny and it is also the fate of fate (to be continued...)