Chapter 018 The beauty who can’t afford to be hurt
In a cafe next to Tiannan Park, Yu Meng and I sat across from each other.
It is now nightfall, and except for the waiter, we are the only two people left in the whole room, and all other seats are vacant.
And all the waiters, regardless of gender, their eyes are obviously attracted to us. The men are extremely handsome, the women are bright and moving, the handsome men and the beautiful women are a perfect match.
Yu Meng had to change out of her police uniform before she could see her, and her curvy and exquisite body was very close at hand, especially those plump breasts. Although they were tightly wrapped in the turtleneck shirt, no trace of flesh could be seen. , However, the white neck could not be covered up, and the towering chest, even if it was covered by the shirt, was still unusually tall, and the scene of overlapping peaks could be vaguely seen, which made me feel a little condescending. Comfortable.[
Like me, Yu Meng's eyes were constantly looking at me, but there was no obvious target like hers, or the target that could be seen was blocked.
In the end, the two people's eyes looked into each other's eyes at the same time, and their eyes met each other, which was another wonderful experience of time stopping.
From Yu Meng's eyes, I saw a hint of enthusiasm, excitement of meeting again after a long separation, and a hint of longing. There was even a hint of affection that I couldn't understand.
Of course, as contemporary young people under the age of twenty, both of us are filled with a youthful and lively aura, but her aura seems a bit immature, and I... have been in the world of immortality for so many years, and I have been with a loser. Having lived with my friend for so long, I have already felt a bit old-fashioned, but it was just suppressed by my immortal cultivation essence that I never showed it.
However, in the eyes of some old guys or people who have also had a lot of experience, this kind of concealment is ineffective. Even masters with advanced cultivation cannot conceal this external aura that has been polished over many years, referred to as... temperament.
The coffee in the cup is still hot and steaming continuously. Although the surrounding atmosphere seems to be solidified, it cannot change the flow of steam.
After a while, when Yu Meng finally couldn't stand it anymore and lowered his head to stir the coffee with a tomato-red face, I also withdrew my gaze appropriately to avoid the embarrassment from spreading and gently stirred the coffee, but neither of us had time. Take a sip.
"Where have you been during these times? How come I haven't seen you before?" Yu Meng got ahead of Ye Chen and asked softly, changing his shyness.
"Something happened and I didn't have time to come back." I replied with a smile.
Yu Meng lowered his head and continued to struggle with the need for coffee in silence. I smiled and said nothing. This time it was my turn to ask questions.
"What about you? I heard that you were transferred to Donghang. Why did they say you were gone when I went to look for you?" I asked.
"Because of some things, I was transferred again. So..." Yu Meng suddenly raised his head and looked at me, "Have you ever looked for me?"
"What? Don't you still believe it?" I looked at her with a smile. Under my gaze, she lowered her head again, looking like a shy little woman, which was really endearing.
"No..." Yu Meng shook his head slightly. His voice was like a mosquito and an ant, inaudible, but it could not escape my immortal cultivator's sharp ears that can catch sounds from miles away.
It has to be said that the abilities of immortal cultivators such as eyesight, breathing and sound transmission are impossible for many mortals to have. Even those who have supernatural powers or ancient martial arts practitioners are beyond their reach.
"What? Are you shy when you see me?" I looked at her intently and smiled.
"Ah?" Yu Meng was startled by my sudden words, and finally looked up at me again. When she came into contact with my naked gaze, she felt a little shy and raised her head again. She lowered her head, and through her red earlobes, I could see her mood at the moment.
"Alas!" I shook my head slightly and sighed softly.
You can't afford to hurt this beauty who is simple-minded and shy at every turn![
"I'm sorry..." Yu Meng said softly, as if she noticed my sigh.
"Huh?" I was stunned. "Why do you say that?"
"Because..." Yu Meng suddenly raised her head. This time she was not frightened by my gaze and faced it calmly. However, she swallowed back the words in her mouth.
"What?"
"Forget it, when I said so."
"..."
Silence, deathly silence.
I squinted my eyes and looked at her closely again, but her eyes were obviously dodging, and she actually looked outside.
We were sitting close to the bed, and we could see the scenery of Waitiannan Park as soon as we looked up. This is the side entrance of the park, separated from the park by a big road. There was a lot of traffic on the road, and office workers finally came. At the rush hour after work, I am eager to go home and enjoy the sweet or bitter home life or the night life.
"My sister..." After a long time, the coffee was almost drunk and there was a refill. Yu Meng then turned his head and looked at me.
"What's wrong with her?" I asked pretending to be confused.
In fact, I know all of this very well. The scene where Yu Xin has been squatting under the big tree outside crying since she left the park just now can escape the detection of my consciousness.
It's just that some things are not something you can do whatever you want. Things like feelings are really ethereal and no one can grasp them. Immortal cultivators are nothing more than this. In the face of feelings, whether they are immortals or demons, , no matter how different they are from ordinary people, when they face feelings, they will feel at a loss.
And although I know that Yu Xin is very beautiful, with a well-proportioned figure and is not much different from her sister, but maybe it is the first impression that is causing trouble, and I don’t want to have too much emotional connection with her.
Even if the two of them together can fulfill my other sister's dream of flying together, I don't want to do that. The existence of Lin Qing and Lin Xin already makes me feel very embarrassed, but that happened in an accident. They all have a super friendship relationship with me, and I can't irresponsibly reject any one of them, so I can only let this relationship continue and develop naturally.
Furthermore, there are already enough women around me. Just these few have caused me constant trouble. I can’t help but cause harm to them. I really don’t want this kind of harm to happen to other people again. , This is unfair to them, and it is unfair to me. I would not be willing to let them get hurt, but there are many things that I cannot completely control.
And causing harm to them is actually a kind of harm to me, because I can't bear it, which leads to me falling into full self-blame and guilt after hurting them. This kind of self-blame and guilt is enough. That's good, once it's too much, it will directly break my mind and make my life worse than death.
This is just like the sword I gave Lin Qing. Even after going through all kinds of hardships to save her, the self-blame and guilt in my heart have not diminished much. Even because of her amnesia, this
The guilt has increased a lot.
I also know that even if she recovers completely, the pain and pain she has endured cannot be erased. It has long become history and is engraved in her heart.
And I will never be able to ignore these things, and I will never be able to get out of the haze of self-blame and guilt. (To be continued...)