After thinking about this, he gradually began to miss his master and the old man who had raised him for decades.
It's a pity that a barrier prevents them from meeting again, and he doesn't know about the eternal separation between heaven and man!
And the person she always wanted to take revenge on is already dead, and even his hopes and dreams of revenge can no longer be realized.[
What's the point of living? It's better to die and be done with it, so as not to continue to live in pain.
However, he didn't know all this, so his belief still existed. He wanted to go out and see the master again and provide for him in his old age, even though immortal cultivators don't provide for him.
Perhaps, as long as he could show his filial piety by his master's side, he would be satisfied, at least the nurturing kindness of his master would not be in vain.
He still wants revenge because he still pretends to have these non-existent beliefs. He must live regardless of everything. He cannot die. If he dies, he will be unable to do anything. He can only give up these beliefs.
You can't take revenge, you can't honor your master.
This is not what he wants, but if this is the case, how can he be willing to do it?
However, since he cannot leave here, what can he do if he is not willing to do so? Even if he lives forever, he will not be able to escape, or it will only increase the pain.
Originally, he believed that he could break through the predicament with his own strength, but unfortunately he was unable to do anything. This was the root cause of his pain.
I want to take revenge but I can't, and I can't even want to be free. This kind of life is simply worse than death.
He is not a prisoner, how can he be imprisoned here like this? He will not be able to escape for the rest of his life? What is worse than death? Rather than continue to suffer like this, it is better to die directly.
No, if there is still a chance, there must be a chance. You can't just die. As long as there is a chance to leave here, you must not give up.
This is his determination and the reason for him to live. It is also the source of his belief in revenge and seeing his master again.
If he knew that these were actually gone, then he might really not know how to bear it.
For a long time, he did not wake up from his decadence.
He knew that he had failed, so directly and so tragically.
Nearly a hundred years of hard work have all been in vain, what else can he do?
Continue to persevere? Persist for a hundred years? A thousand years? Or ten thousand years?
But, even so, can he succeed?
Yes, that's for sure. He knows that one day he will be able to become completely powerful, at least surpassing Leng Yuan a hundred years ago, so that he can break the barrier and leave here.[
But, can he wait that long?
Even he himself could not get a definite answer to this point.
He has worked hard for a hundred years and suffered for a hundred years. This is enough. He is really strong enough to bear it anymore.
Snap!
There was a sound of gravel falling. This happened more than once, because the cave was somewhat cracked by his attack. He had been sitting here kneeling for so long, and he didn't know how much gravel had fallen around him, and some of it was even broken.
It was on him, but he couldn't find anything.
In other words, he didn't care at all.
People are dying, is this worth caring about? It is better to die if you are trapped here for the rest of your life. Even if you are crushed to death by rubble, it is a worthy death, at least it is much better than being trapped here by the enemy.
His idea was that he would rather die in battle than be trapped to death, and would rather "commit suicide" than be tortured to death by his enemies. If he really died in the captivity of Lengyuan, it would be a great shame for him.
Maybe he has deeply understood a truth at this moment
I have endured enough pain in my life and I cannot bear it any more.
If he dies, it will be over. He no longer has to endure the pain and torture, and he no longer needs revenge. In this way, he will be relaxed and at ease. Maybe he can experience reincarnation again, and he can still have a happy life, and he can live another life.
How about giving yourself freedom and no longer living a life that is so controlled and restricted?
Shi. He will definitely not make the same mistake again. Of course, it does not mean that she does not hate Leng Yuan. He just needs to change his strategy and will speak out when he is strong enough. If he is not strong enough, no matter how shameless he is, he will definitely
Learn to endure first and then act later.
However, can these gravels cause harm, or even death, to a cultivator who has a body to cultivate immortality, and who has a high level of cultivation?
No, if the Immortal Body is so easily broken, it wouldn't be called the Immortal Body. This Immortal Body is extremely difficult to cultivate, and it has high stability. It's not one of those modern tofu projects.
It looks good on the outside but is empty on the inside. If you are not careful, everything will collapse.
Because of this, it took so long that he was hit several times by falling rocks from the cave wall, but they never caused any harm to him, even a little scar.
If there was, it was just a lot of dust on his body. But, so what? He didn't care if his body was stained by dust.
Compared to being trapped for hundreds of years, this bit of dust is nothing to him!
However, it seemed to be different this time, because the gravel hit him right on top of the head.
and
A miracle happened. As a cultivator, he was hit on the head by a stone and his head was bleeding.
Blood exploded on his forehead, flowing through his eyes, cheeks, sliding down his clothes, and on the ground, staining a large area red.
And his whole body became bloody and terrifying. In his memory, he had never been in such a mess![
In the past, when he was practicing in the sect, because his master was there, he had even encountered things like going crazy or getting injured while practicing, except for the bloodshed that was caused by others.
Because of his low cultivation level, he had to go there even if he went out for training.
It's not that he's unwilling, or that he's afraid to go out and practice, it's really because his master is too doting on him and can't bear to let himself take risks and get hurt.
Sometimes, he even doubts whether the master's doing this is good or bad for him. He knows that going out to practice is very beneficial to every cultivator. Even if there is danger, it is worth it.
But the master did not allow him to take risks. This seemed to be a gain and a loss, but living in a quiet cradle like this, he could only increase his cultivation level in vain, but his actual combat ability could not achieve substantial growth.
Isn't it a harm?
You must know that in the world of immortality, it is useful to have strong cultivation alone. If you meet someone with extremely strong actual combat ability and you have growth in this area, then you will only suffer a loss in a fight, or you can only defend yourself and protect yourself.
It is very likely that you will not be able to harm the opponent, or even be killed by the enemy in the end.
Therefore, overall, this is actually a hundred harms and one benefit. (To be continued...)