Our love is too fragile, it will make your heartache when you see it, but if you approach it, it will be in vain.
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Later, I finally learned how to love, but unfortunately you have already disappeared into the sea of people...
I have forgotten how many times I have sat down quietly like this and listened to this song that I have always loved in my heart.
If it were on the street, I would choose a secluded corner and continue walking numbly after listening. If it was in a classroom, I would pile the books on the desk very high until I was completely separated from the surroundings.
Then listen in silence. If I were at home, I would close the doors and windows, turn off all the electrical appliances, and let the sad music drown me.
Yes, I like this song so much. I just don’t want you to see the tears suddenly falling from my eyes and think how fragile I am.
I am just sad, unable to feel my own sadness. For our too fragile love, for our fleeting happiness.
I admit that I am sentimental, so I fell in love with "Later", and then I couldn't help but fall in love with Rene Liu.
Every time I listen to "Later", the same picture always appears in front of my eyes, so clear, as if it had just happened to me and was instantly frozen by the camera.
Many gardenias were dancing in the sky, and there was also the young man with a low eyebrow and a slight smile. I saw his clear smile, overflowing in the air like running water. The gardenias kept shaking off, flying, and spreading over
All the sadness...
However, the picture suddenly changed suddenly, and all the scenes inside seemed to be shattered by this sudden change, but could no longer be stitched together.
The young man is still standing under the gardenia. But through the mist that shrouds the picture, only his lonely shoulders can be seen. There is also a figure that is getting further and further away, gradually disappearing. You can vaguely see the distant figure.
The skirt of the missing woman fluttered in the wind.
Many times, I am always confused by this sudden change. When I realize it, tears have already overflowed in confusion and flowed down my cheeks.
In the autumn of 2004, I went to a remote county to repeat my studies. Some of my old friends happily ran towards their dreams; some held their broken dreams and rushed forward without looking back; and some chose the same choice as me.
An unknown place, starting from scratch.
Later, what a sad word.
In the summer of 2004, my best friend and I, who had been together for three years, went our separate ways and ended up in different places.
In the summer of 2004, I could no longer see the girl who had been hiding in my heart for three years.
In the winter of 2004, on a snowy night, I saw Rene Liu’s nickname, Milk Tea, on her official website. It was a very warm name. I used her songs to warm me all winter, and to warm the cold mountainous place.
county seat.
I have seen many loves end in a hurry because of temporary paranoia.
I have experienced a love that ended in vain because of a moment of cowardice.
I regret it very much now. I wonder how those children who ended it in a hurry will remember it now.
Later, later...until everything became empty.
One time on QQ, a female classmate whom I was not very familiar with before suddenly sent a message: APPLE, I miss you very much now.
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Sometimes, I feel that the appearance of Faye Wong is simply a joke played by God on us. No matter what kind of song, it becomes so entangled as soon as it comes into her mouth. No matter what kind of love, once it comes to her, it becomes so entangled.
It has become so vigorous and shocking.
Without saying too much, Faye Wong can indeed be called a weird and unique woman. Her almost perfect voice coupled with her unique lazy characteristics have made her music widely circulated.
However, among Faye Wong's most popular songs, I have a special liking for "Fleeting Time".
In the summer of 2002, I suddenly wanted to write a novel called "Fleeting Time" to commemorate my passing youth.
In the winter of 2003, I learned that her favorite song was Fei's "Fleeting Time", and I listened to it in bed all winter long, and also learned it while I was scolded by my classmates for being crazy.
In the autumn of 2004, my most loyal friend suddenly changed all his online names to "Fleeting Time", saying that this would help him find a like-minded girlfriend.
In the spring of 2005, I was in a strange land and suddenly heard "The Time" played in a video store. Then many children slowed down like me.
In our lifetime, we will meet each other on a narrow road, and eventually we will not be able to escape, and the palms of our hands will suddenly grow tangled curves.
I think that when we met, she was destined to leave a seed in the palm of my hand. Until a certain moment, a tangled curve grew and stayed with me throughout my life. I was at the end of the world, but she was in my heart.
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I have read a few poems written by Lin Xi, but in comparison, his lyrics are the most exquisite. Only he can write those sentences that see everything and make the water flow.
Recently, I have seen a lot of news about Faye Wong and Li Yapeng. Although I don’t like Li Yapeng, I still don’t want to make too many comments about their love story. The life Faye Wong wants must not be the one she is in now.
Life. If we talk too much, do you want to see her tired and haggard in the face of huge external pressure?
But where has our fleeting time gone?
I use the time it takes for a flower to bloom to remember you, but it will take me a lifetime to recall you.
I was too shy at that time, and you were too stubborn at that time, so we missed the curve of each other's palms, which changed our lives forever.
The price of "evil"·Zhang Sylvia
One rainy night, Sylvia Chang's "The Price of Love" suddenly came from the radio. It was a very familiar voice, but I couldn't believe it was true for a long time.
At the end of the song, the host talked about this woman who may have been forgotten by many people - this woman who is not very famous as a singer. When I heard her say this, I suddenly felt like I was electrocuted and wanted to call the radio station.
I want to ask her if she still has the album "The Price of Love" in her collection.
I like "The Price of Love" and "Because of Loneliness" from that album the most. When I heard "Once upon a time, a man said to a man, if I had a bowl of porridge, I would give half to my mother and the other half."
I will give it to you..." I stupidly thought I was that boy. However, I forgot that it was a dialogue between a boy and a girl, not a monologue.
Love has a price, but the price is different.
Some people spend their youth empty-handed when it comes to love. Such a price is too painful.
Some people finally get their love, but when they look back on their journey to youth, the scars are still shocking. Although the price is high, they are happy after all.
There are also some people whose love is not so unforgettable, and is easily forgotten at any time and place. The price they pay is just their heart, and they always feel the happiness hidden in this calm love with their heart.
The album "The Price of Love" was lost by my friends when they were listening to it. I have always wanted to find another one, but until now I can only download it online and listen to it.
Once, in a remote video store on the outskirts of the city, I happened to see a CD version of "The Price of Love". It was placed in an inconspicuous corner and covered with fine dust. The boss said, if you want it, five
Yuan for you.
However, I finally put it back where it was. I only had five yuan with me, which was the food money for that day. After all, I couldn't pay the price of a day of fasting for it.
In addition, to this day, I still use the roaring cassette-type WALKMAN. MAY said I should change to a CD. When you caress those smooth and cold discs, you will see the time.
It circulates at my fingertips. I never wanted to do this, but I can't afford the expensive price of CDs.
It’s just that I once paid a heavy price and paid for the love of my entire youth?
It is so fragile that it will make your heartache to see it, but it will be in vain if you approach it.
What I got in exchange was just a gust of wind captured in my palms, the ultimate nothingness.
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In 2004, when Milk Tea held her solo concert in Beijing, I was swimming in my dreams in a remote country thousands of miles away.
In 2004, Faye Wong's solo concert was swept away in Shanghai with great fanfare. But what does this have to do with me?
On a rainy night in 2005, I called the radio station. However, there was a long silence on the phone.
There is always a song that reminds us of the love and years at that time.
However, when we looked back, there were already overgrown grass and no flowers.
All there is is the desolate love in our hearts, which cannot be compensated.
The above words are used to commemorate the love of my youth.