Carved at home to celebrate Valentine’s Day with you
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Standing on the kang, I slid down and laughed. On the midnight radio station, I heard the all-too-familiar singing voice of Azhe.
Some songs are hurtful. At this time, on the other side, the youth is gone.
The smile we smiled when we retreated together, finally understood my own excess. However, how can I look at you from a distance.
After the fierce and painful fireworks bloomed, I was the only one to regain the loneliness and desolation here.
But in the end, you can't save the emptiness in your heart. Just because there is still desire in your heart, this endless spreading desire grows from your illusion.
Zhang Ben fell asleep peacefully with his smile on his face, but I still couldn't escape the prison of the pale computer screen. This was a doomed disaster, but I couldn't escape it.
I'm so shocked
The man writes with burning pain in his handwriting, but he has to face the panic of loneliness without you.
I can choose, can I choose not to meet you.
Okay, should I make a decisive U-turn and disappear from your sight?
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I am astonished and happy, and I will no longer regret or apologize for my appearance.
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"Zhang Daba Yilang talked to him and saw that all his unhappiness became blurry."
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I don't know how I took the first step. He cries for you, sheds tears for you, and is sad for you. He is the person you love but hurt at the same time.
Do you like me? I can't drop a tiny pebble into your unsettled heart, and I can't bear to sprinkle a grain of salt on your wounds.
I wonder if you love me, even a little bit. I am the moth destined to nirvana in the flames; I am the ray of eyes destined to cry silently behind your wounds, but cannot be deflected. ;I am a piece of cinnabar that you can’t shake off but pity on your palm...
There is a baggage in my heart, I can escape all the contemptuous eyes, and I will love you without any hesitation. Just because of your sad eyes, time and time again in my sleep. Emerge, let me miss you on the edge of dream and reality.
I let you bear the pain in the shackles of love, making me irredeemable in this life. So, for you, I almost went crazy and forgot about the old wounds; for you, I risked everything and gave up. Common dust.
I want to fill the blue sky with your smile, I want to fill the flowing clouds with your breath, I want to fill the vast wilderness with your hair , I want to reflect your clear eyes in the center of the lake...
Behind the curtain, you still have to nestle in the arms of others, and I still have to walk alone on the cold road in winter.
Sincere love can only bring you endless sorrow and pain. I am willing to bear all the dark and cold eyes and take you away into another beautiful land.
I don’t want to see the beautiful luster in your eyes fade away. I don’t want to see your clear eyes become chaotic, I don’t want to see the smooth corners of your eyes being cultivated by sorrow, and I don’t want to see your back collapse emotionally. , I don’t want to see the virtuous you become anxious, and I don’t want to see the beautiful you be worn away by the years...
But I know that I love you more than my own life. So I will not back down, even if there are ravines and dangers ahead, I will not give up.
I cry for you, shed tears for you, and feel sad for you. But I have to burn my heart and heart for you in the dark. The tears have long lost their original focus, and only the desperate eyes are gushing helplessly in my dry eyes. .
I was shocked that it was so difficult.
However, I have forgotten my annihilated soul, so how can I escape from this small ordeal. It is the atonement of love and the most ruthless blockade of happiness.
Compared to the journey, waiting is even more of a blessing.
I will guard this happiness and smile with loneliness in the dark night. Until one day, the loneliness caused by you in the dark night is dispelled by your real breath.
I stayed awake for fourteen hours, carefully holding you to the end of the world, and walking through every second of this life.
He said, my thoughts will eventually become thinner, and people will inevitably age. One day, you and I will be unable to stop the carving knife of time from leaving indelible traces on our green smiling faces.
As long as I can see your smile under the sunset that day and touch the dense wrinkles at the corners of your eyes, my heart will still feel the inexhaustible warmth and appreciate the most beautiful face in the world.
The lotuses can bloom and fall. My lasting love for you will come with the dawn of every day to the tender heart, warming the intoxicating golden willows and clear ripples there.
I hope you can grant me this opportunity to draw a perfect curve for our future in the palm of God, extending to the abyss of happiness.
Every day will be our Valentine's Day. Every lost cherry blossom will tell you the love myth they witnessed in their trembling memories. Every red maple leaf will tell you that you will always be in my heart. Endless love and longing.
Let me be your man, whether it is in the next second or in a certain moment many years later. I will hold your hand, walk through the prosperous world, and cross all obstacles... to see you The slight smile on the corner of the mouth gives you eternal support.