"But you never said you have always loved him." Sima Rong said sadly, "I thought you had always loved me, not the emperor's uncle."
Cong Yi'er paused for a moment and said softly: "Perhaps, there are some things that can't be told true or false. Maybe there was a girl who loved you with all her life, but you never cherished it. She met her in Zuihua Tower.
Starting from Yixuan, his eyes let me know who my heart beats for. He is my guardian, guarding me with a smile. Only with him can my heart be at peace."
Sima Rong smiled helplessly and said softly: "I was stupid and never thought that that encounter was actually made possible by me. It seems that at that time, I accidentally let you meet and fall in love with each other, but I actually ignored it.
How could the emperor's uncle, who has always been so proud, be in such a good mood to punish a woman who didn't pay attention to him at all? When could Cong Yi'er make such a confident, mature, and extremely smart emperor's uncle give birth to one 'punishment' after another?
There is only one reason for this idea, he fell in love with you at that glance!"
Cong Yier said nothing.
"Yier, have you ever loved me?" Sima Rong said sadly.
"Cong Yi'er loved you." Cong Yi'er said calmly, "Yi'er only loved Yixuan."
Sima Rong looked at Cong Yier blankly.
Cong Yi'er didn't say anything. She didn't know how to explain it. Cong Yi'er, the old Cong Yi'er, loved Sima Rong and used all her strength. However, at this time, she
Cong Yi'er only loves Yixuan. There is only this man in her life and no one else. However, what should she say so that Sima Rong can understand?
"But, I still have a chance, right?" Sima Rong tried his best to smile and said, "What it is now, it only means that now, after the emperor's uncle is gone, you will be a free person, and I will have enough time to make you fall in love again.
I, even when we are gray-haired, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will not give up!"
"With such reluctance, you might as well devote some of your attention to cherishing Ai and her suffering. Do you know that when you say you love me here, you are not stabbing her heart with needles. Without your distraction, how could it be possible?
A chance for her to fall in love with someone else?" Cong Yi'er said calmly, "My heart has already been given to Yixuan. My heart is dead, how can I love again?"
"If you can fall in love with the emperor's uncle, you will also be able to fall in love with me." Sima Rong said stubbornly, "Anything is possible in this world. When the emperor's uncle left, he gave me the opportunity."
Cong Yi'er stopped talking. She felt tired. Missing her was a tiring thing. She caught Sima Yixuan's breath in the air, and a faint smile always flashed through her mind. That kind of sadness and despair, she had to warm herself up a little bit.
It's so cold, as if a person is standing in the cold snow, and the chill in his heart is gradually warmed, but he feels that he is completely stiff and cannot move no matter what!
She missed Sima Yixuan and it made her whole body hurt so much that she went crazy!
It's like self-abuse, only when it hurts will it calm down!
"Yi'er—" Sima Rong looked at Cong Yi'er sadly. Her sadness made him feel distressed. He stepped forward and wanted to embrace her.
"Please leave, okay?" Cong Yi'er took a step back and said sadly, "I just want to miss you quietly. This is my only happiness. Please don't disturb me, okay?"
Sima Rong took a step back, lowered his head, and said softly: "Okay, I'll go, but, Yi'er, as long as I'm here and as long as you're here, I will love you again and hope that you will fall in love with me."
Cong Yi'er listened to Sima Rong's footsteps leaving. She sighed softly and thought: If the Cong Yi'er of the past was still alive, she should be happy at this time, because the person she loves only has love in her heart.
However, if she didn't give up intentionally, how could she be standing here 'happily' missing Sima Yixuan who left?!
"He will feel sorry for you if you do this." The middle-aged man said softly. His hand had been loosened, but the blood was still dripping quietly. But he didn't know, and he didn't even notice Master Wuxin's eyes that never left her. "You, will
Let him, you, live well. Only when you are happy will he be happy. Maybe if you fall in love with another man, he will be sad, but he will no longer feel sorry for you, so much that he will hate himself for leaving."
Princess Rui glanced at the middle-aged man, turned around and left.
Cong Yi'er didn't speak. She sat down at the table, holding her chin in her hands, in a quiet daze.
For a long time, how long, Cong Yi'er didn't know, until Master Wuxin's voice rang in her ears, "Girl, how long are you going to be in a daze, my mother-in-law feels that Mr. You really cares about you."
Cong Yier looked at Master Wuxin blankly.
"It's true, girl, I saw blood on his hands. He felt sorry for you because of your sorrow. Sometimes, I think, even Sima Yixuan is nothing more than that. He feels sorry for you and has forgotten his own."
It hurts." Master Wuxin said softly, "My mother-in-law has been here before. She feels that this Young Master You loves you more than Sima Rong. Even though he is not as good as Sima Yixuan, he is more real and credible than Sima Yixuan. He really uses it.
Life loves you unabashedly, and my mother-in-law likes him even more."
Cong Yi'er looked at the fish tank on the table, sighed softly, and said: "Mother-in-law, I can no longer love, and no one can make my heart move anymore. I am still alive, but my heart has gone with Yixuan. No matter how good I am,
No matter how deep the love is for someone, it has nothing to do with me. Mother-in-law, if it is for his own good, it is best for him not to love her. Even if an unintentional person has it, what can he do?"
"Girl -" Master Wuxin sighed and said softly, "Mother-in-law knows that no matter what she says now, you won't agree. However, time is sometimes cruel. One day, you will forget about Sima Yixuan and his departure.
, his death, you will have your own life, your own life, girl, at that time, when you look back, it is just a sigh, sighing that you are not destined. Human time is too short, instead of using this time to miss someone who has died.
Instead of using this time to love the living people."
"Then there must be enough time." Cong Yi'er said softly, "I know time can change everything, but before enough time comes, I can't force myself. Mother-in-law, I know you care about me, but,
Please allow me to let my temper be willful for once. I can no longer love him, but I can miss him openly. To me, it is really a kind of happiness."
Master Wuxin sighed and said: "Let you go. I have seen your mother back then and seen too many past experiences of infatuated children. My mother-in-law is used to it. I hope you can find it worthwhile. However, my mother-in-law really does it for you."
It's sad. If he could think more about you, he might not put that Dierun in such an important position. Although I haven't been in a relationship with him, I feel that he is too responsible.
Although he seems to have no sense of responsibility at all, he may be a kind of person who plays life. Well, let it be up to you, maybe the miss at this time is a kind of relief for you. "
"Thank you, mother-in-law." Cong Yier nodded lightly, turned around and saw the middle-aged man who had been standing not far away without speaking. He hesitated for a moment. Although to him, this was just a stranger, but he was willing to
She should express her gratitude for her sincere care. She tried her best to say in a gentle tone, "Young Master, thank you, thank you for the fish you sent and your hard work, but please don't spend time on me. For me,
It may take a lifetime to forget, or it may be impossible to forget. Such a bet is not worth waiting for a lifetime."
The middle-aged man smiled and said: "As the girl said, sometimes some things are just one's own wishes. I think that's it. As long as I feel happy and happy, just think of me as the man you love so much."
I'm sorry, because we are both men who love you deeply. Girl, you don't have to take my words and deeds to heart. If you feel annoyed, just say it and I will walk away quietly."
Cong Yi'er felt a little confused and didn't say anything. The wind blowing over was filled with a slight chill, and Cong Yi'er subconsciously tightened her body and swallowed back the tears that were in the corners of her eyes.
Master Wuxin looked at the middle-aged man and felt a little regretful in her heart. If she didn't love her, she would have to do it. I'm afraid this middle-aged man only showed his love in vain. Even if she told the middle-aged man's intentions and care,
But it still couldn't move Cong Yi'er in the slightest. Although Cong Yi'er was a gentle and peaceful woman, she couldn't be distracted by the slightest emotion from others.
If Sima Yixuan underground knew about it, would he be willing to leave at that time?!