"It's impossible for me to fall in love with her again!" Sima Rong said decisively, without thinking at all.
"Then it's impossible for me to fall in love with you." Cong Yi'er said indifferently.
"She hurt you like that, why do you still defend her?" Sima Rong was disappointed and surprised. He didn't expect that at this time, Cong Yi'er would be so protective of someone who had hurt her again and again.
Human, and how could he fall in love with a woman who has been cheating on him all this time? Even if this woman once made him so obsessed!
"Relationships are selfish things. You can't deny it. In your opinion, Yixuan has a charm that ordinary people can't match, so it's not surprising that Xiai likes him." Cong Yi'er hesitated and said softly, "Sima Rong
, you have to be fair, you have also ignored Cong Yi'er's existence, otherwise there would be no-" Cong Yi'er stopped subconsciously, she couldn't tell the real Cong Yi'er's departure, then,
It can only be a secret forever. She paused and continued, "Have you ever thought about how you looked at Xiai when you liked her? Her mistake was that she shouldn't have told you that she admired Xuan in her heart.
Prince, however, when she married you, she abided by everything she should abide by, and respected and loved you with all her heart, although you now ignore the existence of this love. When you married her, wasn't it because you regarded her as a human being?
Me? So, don’t underestimate Xiai’s feelings. She may have made mistakes, but she has never hesitated emotionally like you."
Sima Rong looked at Cong Yi'er blankly and said blankly: "As you said, feelings are selfish things. I once loved her and was quite obsessed with her, but now I don't love her anymore.
I only hate her."
"But when you encountered problems, when your father was poisoned, it was Xiai who stood by you to face everything, and it was Xiai who performed her filial duty for you. She even paid more than you. You
Have you ever wondered why the first thing you thought of at that time was her instead of Su Yahui or me? This is not just because Xiai has been to Wumeng Country, but because you have always
Knowing that Xiai is smart enough, she can help you deal with many things. Even, you cannot deny that when you first wanted to marry Xiai, you were not indifferent to the rumors that she must marry the future king of the Daxing Dynasty.
Cong Yi'er said without thinking, "Sima Rong, you can accept her as your wife. Although you enjoy humiliating her, you can't hide it. In your heart, Xi Ai still has an irreplaceable position."
Sima Rong said blankly: "Yi'er, you are a bit sharp."
Cong Yi'er sighed. She felt that her mind was a little impetuous. What she couldn't ignore was that although she hated Sima Yixuan's 'deception' so much, she couldn't stop treating him every second.
Missing her, she seemed to know that he was still alive, and all the grievances she had suffered began to agitate at that moment. She wanted to let go, but she didn't know how to let it go. She didn't understand why Sima Yixuan wanted to deceive her and pretend to die.
Leaving her and making her believe that he was dead, her only feeling was that no matter what the reason, the only thing Sima Yixuan had to do was to make her forget him and that he gave up on this relationship. So, she
Really aggrieved!
"Forget it." Cong Xiai said softly, "I mean, the mistake was caused by myself. I have to face it. No matter how the second prince treats me, it is all my own fault and I can't blame others. In fact, he started to use me.
I am also using him. His existence satisfies my vanity. He makes me feel that his feelings are easily accessible, so I never cherish them. He does not love, which is also his freedom. And I am the one who married him and abide by the rules of women.
, and as it should be, there is no right to gain sympathy.”
Sima Rong looked at Cong Xiai and said coldly: "You still understand that in this case, why bother? When I think of you pretending like that, I will never be able to fall in love with you again in this life. She just thinks
Shan, don’t have any illusions!”
Cong Xiai smiled softly, but tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
The candlelight flickered in the room, and Cong Yi'er held her chin. The sound of the wind outside made people feel chilly even if they stayed by the warm fire. She could not calm down.
Sima Rong and Cong Xiai left together. She knew that she hurt Sima Rong because she saw the hurt expression in his eyes. She was really sorry because she knew that Sima Rong just liked her and loved her.
, I really want to be with her.
"Girl, haven't you gone to bed yet?" Master Wuxin walked in gently, "It's getting late. Even if you break your head, you won't be able to come up with the answer. You'd better sleep, sometimes when things happen
, Sleeping is the best way, you look very tired. I talked a lot with Cong Xiai today, and she seems to be much calmer now. Women are really pitiful. They always have to go through it before they grow up and face reality.
"
Cong Yier said nothing.
"Are you still hating Sima Yixuan for cheating on you?" Master Wuxin asked softly. She sat down opposite Cong Yi'er and said gently, "He must have his own reasons. I think he treats you very well.
You really put your heart into it. You only need to look at his expression to know that this man is really moved by you. However, he is a man and has many responsibilities and obligations. He cannot be a casual person like Sima Rui.
There are two most distinctive emperors in the Daxing Dynasty. One is the first emperor, Sima Xichen, and the other is Sima Rui, who only served as emperor for a short year. Sima Yixuan is similar to these two emperors.
He is equally smart and outstanding, equally reserved and in control of the overall situation, but equally unwilling to face the complicated world. Everyone will be attracted to him, but being with him requires fate and courage. This kind of love is destined to fail
dull."
Cong Yi'er raised her eyes to look at Master Wuxin and shed tears, "Mother-in-law, I feel very sad. I can't express it. I understand the truth in my heart, but when something happens to me, I can't face it calmly. If I don't know this
What a wonderful agreement in Three Lives and Three Worlds. You can love simply and peacefully like Murong Feng, or live a tolerant and tolerant life like Ye Fan, because they are all for love, because they know that they are loving, and I know that I am loving.
I love Sima Yixuan, but he always seems distant, which makes me unable to feel at ease. Why do I feel so scared and unsure of myself when love comes?"
"I still can't let it go." Master Wuxin smiled slightly, then sighed, and said, "You are a strange woman, as if you are determined for your life, but you can't control your own life. Maybe it's because the love from Sima Yixuan is not as good as
Sima Rong's directness makes you feel at ease. My mother-in-law is someone who has been through this before, and she also saw the contradiction in Sima Yixuan's face. Maybe his original intention was to wish you happiness, but he didn't want to end up being the one who hurt you the most.
If you are suffering in your heart, he may be suffering even more than you are. If you love, you must know how to forgive."
Cong Yier let out a long sigh, "Forgiveness, must there be forgiveness in love? Did his sadness turn into a kind of unwillingness to forgive? Unwilling to tolerate? He has his choice, why not share it with himself, maybe it really is
What I do is think about myself and hope that I can live a happy life. However, how can this kind of 'thinking' seem so pale in front of love?!
How could he hurt her in the name of loving her?
He couldn't use the identity of Sima Yixuan to love her properly and truly, but he used the identity of a stranger to love her without any consideration. He also knew that this stranger's identity could not give her true love, because he just
I want to give her a kind of comfort, but this person will always disappear. She is just facing the inexplicable disappearance of a person again. Is this for her sake? She really has no way to forgive Sima Yixuan now!
"It's hard for you to accept his sudden 'resurrection' now. My mother-in-law understands your feelings, but she doesn't agree with your rash idea of marrying Sima Rong." Master Wuxin said quietly, "This way
, the only one who gets hurt in the end is yourself."
The wind is getting more and more wild, and it is blowing snowflakes all over the sky. It is no longer possible to tell whether the snow has stopped or not. In a deserted and lonely ancient temple, a bonfire is swaying, and the figure of a person sitting on the ground is reflected in the
The wall looked very strange. He was wearing thick clothes and couldn't see his face clearly, but he had an indescribable gloomy look. He looked like he was a foreigner.
"It's clear that Sima Yixuan is dead, why hasn't the emperor ordered Daxing to be changed to Wumeng?" He asked the man kneeling on the ground, "He really thought that after becoming the emperor, he would forget that he was a descendant of Wumeng.
!”
The man kneeling on the ground hesitated for a moment and said: "According to my opinion, the emperor is not yet able to mobilize the troops in the court. The people he sent to convey orders have all disappeared inexplicably. It seems that the emperor is still in control of the entire situation.
, Although Sima Yixuan is gone, the Supreme Emperor is still there, and he still has authority that the Emperor cannot."