In the Yunxiang Tower, the snow fell silently, and some people were drinking without saying a word. In a single room upstairs, Sima Yixuan was sitting quietly. Gan Nan told the waiter downstairs that if a young woman comes over to drink, please notify him immediately.
Cong Yi'er can come over, and maybe it can explain and resolve the grudges between the two. He expected that Cong Yi'er would come. Will she come? Has she really forgotten everything? Has she forgotten the emperor?
The snow is so beautiful, quietly turning the earth white. Last winter seems to still be in her memory. She still remembers the unexpected encounter in the military tent. Will she still remember it? Sima Yixuan just bet, hoping that Cong Yi'er will come here, although
I don't know what he should say when she comes.
Faintly hearing a soft footsteps, calm and familiar, Gan Nan was stunned for a moment, and rushed to the stairs in almost one step. Sure enough, it was really Cong Yi'er. When she saw Gan Nan, there seemed to be no strange expression at all.
Just smiled and said: "Gannan."
"Miss Cong." Gan Nan was so happy that he didn't know what to say. He just stared at Cong Yi'er and giggled. "It's great that you're here. It's great."
"How is Ganbei?" Cong Yier said with a smile.
Miss Cong still remembers Gan Bei, which may mean that she has not forgotten the emperor. Gan Nan stuttered happily and said, "He is very good, very good. Miss Cong, you, me, I, the emperor is waiting for you."
"Okay." Cong Yi'er said calmly, "Is he here too?"
"Yeah." Gan Nan just nodded, his whole body filled with excitement.
Walking into the room, at the door, Cong Yi'er seemed to sigh softly, but she couldn't hear it clearly. She paused for a moment before pushing the door open and saw Sima Yixuan sitting by the window looking at the snowy scene outside the window. She
He sighed softly and said, "Hello."
"Yi'er." Sima Yixuan did not look back. He heard too much calmness from the other party's voice. This calmness made him no longer have the courage to face Cong Yi'er, "I'm waiting for you, but if the answer is not
What I want, don’t say it.”
Cong Yier sat down, played with the cup in front of her, and sighed softly, "The snow has fallen, it's so heavy, it seems like last winter was still yesterday, and it's already been a year in the blink of an eye. Are you okay?"
Sima Yixuan looked up at Cong Yi'er without saying a word, but his eyes were full of heartache. Why couldn't he see love in Cong Yi'er's eyes? She looked at him so calmly. Can he blame her? It was him.
Too self-righteous!
"I'm really sorry." Cong Yi'er said calmly, "Maybe it was a feeling that you would come here because you would feel strange and have problems when you saw me today. However, what I can tell you is that I am tired.
, I don’t want to bring up the old things anymore, if I can let them go, I’ve let them go.”
"You know." Sima Yixuan asked with difficulty.
"Your Majesty, I don't want to bring up the old things anymore, I don't want to talk about right and wrong. I just want this to be the best. I can forget it and face all this again. I don't want to say apology or love, okay?" Cong Yi'er said lightly, she didn't
Not looking at Sima Yixuan, she just looked at the cup in front of her quietly, as if that was the only thing she cared about.
Sima Yixuan smiled bitterly and said: "I am a too self-righteous person. This situation was all caused by me. I can't blame you. It's just now that I discovered that some things are not what I thought they were." Sima Yixuan paused.
After a moment, he suddenly said, "Okay, Yi'er, I can't force you to love me again, but can you have a drink with me tonight and never disturb me again, okay?"
Cong Yi'er smiled and said: "Even if we don't talk about old things, I still treat you as a friend. It's just sad to mention old things. We come to drink, it's worthy of this beautiful time."
"Okay!" Sima Yixuan first picked up the wine glass and drank it in one gulp, and said with a smile, "It's better than anything else to be able to meet you again and know that everything is fine with you. Even if you don't have me in your heart anymore, it's just...
I bring all the blame on myself, I can't blame anyone, that's fine, that's fine, come on, let's drink happily, at this moment, I'm not the emperor of the Daxing Dynasty, I'm just the Sima Yixuan you know, how about it?"
Cong Yi'er nodded and said with a smile: "But my drinking capacity is much worse than yours, so it wouldn't be so unfair to compete with you."
"Okay, how about I drink three cups and you drink one?" Sima Yixuan smiled slightly and drank three cups in a row without changing his expression. He looked at Cong Yi'er and heard Cong Yi'er address him as you again, and he felt happy in his heart.
He was already satisfied. He had never thought of loving the woman in front of him from a high position. He just wanted to protect her and let her live a free, peaceful and happy life.
"Okay." Cong Yi'er smiled slightly, drank the wine in the glass, paused, and said, "You don't have to drink to drown your sorrows. The matter has come to this, and I don't blame you."
"I would rather you blame me." Sima Yixuan smiled bitterly and drank three more glasses, looking a little lonely. "You blame me, at least it shows that you have me in your heart. You don't blame me. You are so calm to me, even though you have forgiven me for everything."
His mistake made me even more frightened."
Cong Yi'er didn't speak. She held the cup quietly with her hand, then drank the wine in the cup and looked at the snow outside the window. She was a little lost and didn't know what else to think about. Sima Yixuan didn't disturb her, he just kept quiet.
Drinking your own wine seems to want to get drunk, but the only way to avoid it is to numb yourself. The wine may make you lose consciousness, and it is best to fall asleep at this time.
The two of them drank in silence until Sima Yixuan had to leave because he had to go to court. They had been drinking all night, but just like that, apart from pain, Sima Yixuan's brow was completely numb.
Not in a drunken state. Cong Yier already felt a little tired, and her whole body was a little light. It was good to be able to insist on going back to the room to rest.
Mo Jiakun booked the entire guest room in Yinxiang House. There is no one else here except them. However, Mo Jiakun did not come back tonight. He is responsible for protecting A'e and Cong Kehui, because A'e is staying in Cong Mansion tonight, so
, he also stayed in Cong Mansion to rest.
"Girl, he's gone?" A voice came to Cong Yi'er's ears, and Master Wuxin walked out of the guest room, "You two have really drank a lot of wine, do you really plan to never stop drinking again?"
Do you have anything to do with him? Can you really let it go?"
"I can't let go." Cong Yi'er shook her head, "But I'm scared, really scared, and don't know how to love. Every time I face him, I remember that he told me that he was just using me. Now if he says anything, I
I can’t believe it either.”
"You no longer believe that he loves you." Master Wuxin poured a glass of water for Cong Yi'er, helped her sit down in front of the bed, and said softly, "But when you come back and he sees that you are fine, he will immediately
If he comes to you and intends to rebuild the old relationship, doesn't this mean that he actually still loves you? Also, the fact that he didn't make a divorce doesn't mean that he actually still loves you. At that time, I'm afraid there was something he couldn't do
Not so."
"When we left Prince Rong's Mansion tonight, Xiaoying told me about it." Cong Yi'er was a little confused and said, "She said that he had a reason to do it. If it weren't for me, he wouldn't be like this.
However, with this explanation, even if I believe that what he did at that time was really for me, it cannot make me believe that there is love in this world. Mother-in-law, I am really scared. He said that he does not love me, just to take advantage of me.
I, at that time, I would rather die immediately."
"Are you sure this is the only way?" Master Wuxin said worriedly, "My mother-in-law is a person who has been through this before. All she can see in his eyes is his love for you. She can conclude that there must be something that forced him to do this.
"
"Mother-in-law, I'm really tired. It's not easy to recover from my injuries. Don't let me try again." Cong Yi'er closed her eyes tiredly, "Mother-in-law, I'm really happy to see him again. Since I left him,
I've been looking forward to seeing him again. When I finally recover from my injuries and can face him, I don't want to get hurt again. It's good to be able to look at him from a distance like this."
Master Wuxin sighed and said: "Well, you can't force this kind of thing. If you two are destined to be together, you will definitely be together. If you are not destined, you can't force it. You can rest first and wait until tomorrow to discuss everything."
Closing her eyes, Cong Yier shed tears from the corners of her eyes. How much courage did it take for her to see Sima Yixuan again? She missed him so much and was so afraid of him. The tears fell quietly and wet the pillow.
All my thoughts are put into tears, Sima Yixuan, how can I not love you, how can I stop missing you?!
"Your Majesty, you'd better rest." Gan Nan looked at Sima Yixuan sadly. After returning from Yinxiang Tower, Sima Yixuan was silent. He didn't know what he was thinking, but it could be seen that he was very depressed.
There was an inexplicable despair in the person. He was not eavesdropping intentionally. He was standing at the door and could hear some words inside. He heard Cong Yi'er saying that she didn't want to mention the old things anymore. She said that she had already
Forgetting everything, why do the emperor and Miss Cong have such troubled lives? Is God really unwilling to help them?
"It's almost morning, that's all," Sima Yixuan said tiredly, "Go get ready."
Gan Nan retreated silently, leaving Sima Yixuan alone in the empty room. In the increasingly clear morning light, the snow falling outside was so quiet that it made people's hearts tremble, like a baby's breathing. He did not dare to disturb him.
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In the Cong Mansion, Mrs. Cong and Mr. Cong were having breakfast with A'e and Cong Kehui. They heard a servant outside come in and say: "Madam, Master, Miss Xiaoying from the Supreme Emperor's Mansion is here. It is said that the Supreme Emperor wants to invite Miss Cong to visit the Supreme Emperor."
Mansion."
"Miss Cong is in the Yinxiang Building, not here. If you need something, go there and ask for her." Mo Jiakun answered from the side.
The servant agreed and withdrew.
Mrs. Cong hesitated for a moment and said softly: "Yier, why doesn't she come back here?"
Cong Kehui said calmly: "Mother, Yi'er has her own freedom, let her do whatever she wants. Think about it, you have treated her like that before, and she doesn't want to care about it, so don't be too troublesome. Yes.
La, where is sister Xiaoqing?"
"She went out with her mother for something and has not come back yet." Mr. Cong said, "The emperor personally ordered Xiaoqing to be reinstated and arranged for someone to bring her mother back from Wumeng. The two of them have been busy these past few days.