Recently, I have been sitting in Shangguan Ruoyun's steward's room on the third floor, drawing clothing design drawings. While drawing, I looked at Shangguan Ruoyun, as if he was a model. But the other party looked indifferent, waving his fan and drinking tea.
There was a smile on the corner of his mouth.
In fact, you don’t have to leave the house to paint, but I did it on purpose. Since that day, I have been hiding from Mo. I can’t hide at night, and I can dodge whenever I can during the day.
Although I was taken advantage of by him, I always felt guilty deep down in my heart. Because I didn't know if I got along with him, whether I really liked him, or whether I regarded him as Chu Ruoxuan's shadow.
I never refused Mo's visit to the courtyard every night. Between bed, I tried my best to forget about myself. In this way, I didn't have to keep thinking about who was close to me, or who I wanted to be.
"Miss Ruoyun, let me tell you a story." I don't know if it will scare Shangguan Ruoyun, but I really want to talk at this time.
Shangguan Ruoyun turned his head and looked at me without saying a word. He continued to shake his fan and waited for me to speak. I don’t know how many years it would take to cultivate to the point of treating people and things so calmly. I thought I had done it, but it was actually not good enough.
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"When I first met Jun, it was like returning to an old friend. The first time I saw Chu Ruoxuan, I decided to marry him. Later, we naturally lived together. But I was young and competitive and always had a bad temper.
We were pregnant, and he was so stubborn, so we kept arguing, broke up, and then reconciled. After three years of tossing, we were all tired and we broke up completely. But we all understood, and we still loved each other in our hearts.
Later, Chu Ruoxuan made another girlfriend. She was a very young girl who looked exactly like me but had a much better temper. Half a year later, they decided to get married. On the day of his wedding, the sky was blue and the wind was light, but I was pregnant
I had no love left, so I went to the seaside and threw myself into the sea."
When I said this, I took a sip of tea and glanced at Shangguan Ruoyun. He was still waving his fan and listening calmly. But there was a look of pity in his eyes, and he was not waving the fan as fast as before.
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"What happened next?" Shangguan Ruoyun finally couldn't help but ask.
"Later, when I woke up, I found that not only was I not dead, but I was lying in Prince Xuan's Mansion and became a princess. My body was still the same as mine in the previous era, but I was five or six years younger. I didn't know the Ouyang Zhili of the past.
How arrogant and domineering, but since I traveled to this era and used this body, I want to live a good life.
It's a pity that Prince Xuan looks exactly the same as Chu Ruoxuan, which makes me very upset. I don't know which one I like, or who I mistake for who."
Thinking of Chu Ruoxuan's marriage and Mo's tenderness that night, tears welled up in my eyes and fell silently. Shangguan Ruoyun stood up, walked over to me, took me into his arms, and gently stroked my hair.
There was a faint fragrance of chrysanthemums on his body, and I felt much calmer as I leaned there softly. The gentle caress of Shangguan Ruoyun's long fingers came to my head, and I fell into a drowsy sleep.