From that day on, Murong Xuehuai never made any possessive move toward me. But he came to Sydney Garden every night to drink, listen to my singing or watch me dance.
Yes, I must sing or dance, because he said that if I don't agree, I will kill 100 people to improve my mood. People who are not afraid of death, what's so scary about singing or dancing? I sing emotionally
, Dance openly, smile alluringly, don’t think too much about the future, nor what happened in the past.
Murong Xuehuai stayed here until midnight every day before going back. Gradually, I didn't hate him very much anymore. Occasionally I would drink some wine with him and chat casually.
After Dong Heguo conquered the Xie Dynasty, they decided to move their capital here. But as the New Year is approaching, there is no big move. The capital move will not be carried out until next year. Therefore, I am the only one in Murong Xuehuai's harem at present.
Thinking that the beauties from the harem will move in one after another in the spring, Murong Xuehuai will definitely relax his guard against me. In this way, I can look for opportunities to go out and escape from here.
However, if I escape, what will happen to Mo and the palace and the people in the city? I absolutely believe that Murong Xuehuai will massacre the people at the city gate every day in order to get me back. In this way, I will fall into passivity again
It's beyond redemption.
well!
I went to the prison to see Mo once, and he was in pretty good condition. Maybe it was because of me that Murong Xuehuai didn’t mistreat Mo. There was a separate cell, and the daily meals were acceptable. But Mo had difficulty moving.
There is no one to serve me, which is really hard to bear.
Mo looked at me with a strange look. He must have looked at my fine clothes and good food and thought that I would surrender to others easily. I did not explain, but just told him to take care of himself and I would rescue him one day.
He nodded lightly, treating each other with respect as usual. He was always like this, keeping a gentle and calm face no matter how big the situation was, and it was hard to tell whether he was happy, angry, sad or happy.
I didn’t feel sad because I was misunderstood by him, because there was no need at all. I just wanted to do things with a clear conscience. Maybe many times, I always consider sacrificing for others, but I am also selfish, because
I don't want to feel guilty.
After all, I am not a selfish person.
Within a few days, Murong Xuehuai announced to the world that for the sake of the prosperity and unification of Donghe, and to show Donghe's love for the original residents of Xie Dynasty, the emperor of Donghe State married the former Princess Xie Chaoxuan and canonized her as "Noble Concubine Xuan".
I stared at the imperial edict on the table and smiled coldly. Murong Xuehuai is really amazing. By marrying me, the stability of the entire capital will be guaranteed. Even if he can't get my body, he will still not lose anything.
I don’t have too many feelings, and those who are clear will be clear themselves. No matter what others think of me, I just need to stick to the principles of doing things.
But, what will Shangguan Ruoyun and the others think of me? And what about Yin Zhichuan, is he pounding his fists and cursing me for being ruthless and unjust?